I know i am not in the best place in my life right now, but i can say that i am so HAPPY... I dont think that i have been this happy in a loooong time. I have such great friends whom have been there for me more than ever imagined, and i met a whole bunch of new friends that i would have never known existed who are utterly amazing as well. I have no money and hardly anything to show for my life, but damnit, i am fucking happy. Money truely does not buy happiness!!! This year is gonna be an amazing one, i know it, i can feel it, and its been so facinating, astonishing, wonderful and just plain great so far. Just a thank you to everyone, everyone that i have in my life. I am so grateful for you, you mean the world to me, and i would not trade my group of friends for anything. Ever. Thanks for all the hospitality and support and love and FUN! You people amaze me. I love you.

Love forever, always yours.... ♥Kurby♥

i just wanted to take a quick second to thank my amazing friends for everything you guys have done to help me make it through each day, from packs of smokes to hot meals, places to crash, rides, helping me escape and heartfelt talks... Though i might not always say it, i greatly appreciate it... From the bottom of my heart i do. I have some of the most amazing friends that have been more of a family to me than my own family has, and i love and appreciate you guys more than you will ever know. Thank you for being such amazing people and i will never forget. I <3 u!

There isn't a day that goes by where i dont think about you. Not to say that i need you, it's just that your actions affect me every single day of my life, in my decisions, in my views on this crazy world. Everything. I can say that maybe things could have been better if you were here, but i wouldnt change a thing. Not any of the lonely times, not any of the times that i just needed someone to talk to, not any of the times where i felt that maybe i deserved better than this... Not one tear... I am proud of who i am. I am proud of my father for bieng the true definition of a man. I am proud that no matter what i face in life, i can say that i am strong and that i can make it through, and that i will not turn my back on life like you... I dont hate you, and i dont resent you. I just know that i am strong and that is what matters. No one can take that from me. I cannot wait to be a mother one day, so i can hold my child through their tears, i can be a teacher, a listener. I can watch them grow and make their own decisions and grow to be strong, just like me... I can only wonder if you know anything about me at all. I can only wonder.

Kellie Pickler
"I Wonder"

Sometimes I think about you
Wonder if you're out there somewhere thinking bout me
And would you even recognize
The woman that your little girl has grown up to be
Cause I look in the mirror and all I see
Are your brown eyes looking back at me
They're the only thing you ever gave to me at all

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California
There's sunny skies as far I can see
If you ever come back home to Carolina
I wonder what you'd say to me

I think about how it ain't fair
That you weren't there to braid my hair
Like mothers do
You weren't around to cheer me on
Help me dress for my high school prom
Like mothers do
Did you think I didn't need you here
To hold my hand
To dry my tears
Did you even miss me through the years at all

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California
There's sunny skies as far I can see
If you ever come back home to Carolina
I wonder what you'd say to me

Forgiveness is such a simple word
But it's so hard to do when you've been hurt

Oh, I hear the weather's nice in California
And just in case you're wondering about me
From now on I won't be in Carolina
Your little girl is off
Your little girl is off
Your little girl is off to Tennessee