you know you had my heart.
i once told you that you had broken mine too.
but i wouldn't tell you when you did it.
it was that one time, back in august. when you did it.
i didn't let myself leak. i held the tears back.
i've gotten good at that over the years.
i promised i would never cry over a boy again.
and i haven't.
but you were the first boy in a long time.
that made me want to.
i wished myself to cry. i desperately tried to.
but, this hardened heart hasn't been melted in a while.
i still can't cry over you, as much as i wish i could.
but just know, you made me want to.



you are what you love, and not what loves you back.

i gave you a piece of me
and i wish i could take it back.

i'm no indian giver, so i won't
but i wish i could.

i'm sorry
i shouldn't say that.

what's the right thing to say?
um, i had a nice time the other night..?

i don't care
i know how i feel.

i gave you false hope
led you to believe lies.

and i'm sorry
i really am.

and my name is not jenny
and it is not shannon.

it is brittany
and i am an indecisive girl who wants too many things to have them all.

you were one of those things
now, i'm not so sure.

so goodbye.