Current mood:
hungry
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
~12:00pm I took 48 50mg tablets of Dramamine. (2400 mg)
1:00pm- I started to feel different inside. I wasn;t the same anymore. I can;t really describe the sensation and i still can't decide if it was good or bad. I kept forgetting what i was talking about in the middle of sentences and kept staring off into space with my mouth open. I could hardly stand after about 2 hours and my arms and legs wouldnt really function properly. The bass in the music we were listening to kept scaring me and making me jump.
9:00pm- I was at the local Fred Meyer panhandling with my friends for some extra money so we could buy some weed. I grabbed 2 more bottles of Dramamine pills and too 24 more. I became very jumpy. I kept yelling at my friend Kevin for walki9ng up to my side of the car because it kept scaring the shit out of me. My friends told me the next day that they would try to talk to me and i would just stare thru them not responding. Drew said i tried to take his pants that were in the backseat.
He said our conversation went like this:
Drew: dude leave my pants alone.
Me: ...
Drew: Dude what are you doing? Stop it.
Me: They're not yours! Anyone can use them!
They also said that i said Drew was from Avenged Sevenfold. I also mumbled something like "salad, mexifood, ...SLUT!"
Drew drove me to my house since we couldnt find a dub and i wouldn;t get out of the car. They kept telling me to leave but apparently i wouldnt. Eventually i went into my house and they left. (i don't remember ANY of that.)
While inside i grabbed a piece of paper and drew a diagram that looked kind of like this:
| _ |
|~ |
/ ..
next to it i wrote 'and had not time to fuck!'
i have absolutley NO idea what this is or what it means.
I don;t remember leaving the house but apparently i did around 11:30pm.
I wandered the neighborhood looking for Kevin and Drew. I didn't understand where they went and why i wasn;t with them (they both went home). I kept seeing kevin everywhere but he kept disappearing. i hated it. i was scared. i kept yelling at him everytime he disappeared. I saw other people too. I went around with an old weed bag picking what i thought was shrooms. What i was really picking were those white flowers in the clover. Someone stole a bag of "shrooms" from me and filled it full of rocks.. But then they disappeared.
...?
1:00am- According to the police i was sitting on some lady's porch. She told me to leave but i wouldn't She called the police and said 'a kid who has lost his mind will not leave my property.' I was arrested and the police said i told them i was on acid, which i wasn't. They also called an ambulance and shit and i got checked out and then brought home. (i do not remember ANY of this.)
2:00am- My mom told my that when i came inside i tried to take this life size nutcracker we have upstairs to my room. She stopped me. She also said i grabbed a bowl of cheerios and spilled it everywhere as i tried to get upstairs. When i got upstairs she said i went to the bathroom ad talked to a bunch of people who weren;t there for like 10-15 min. When i finally opened the door and let her in i was alone and i said to her, "Mom leave me alone! I'm cleaning my room, I've been doing it since i was 3."
I then grabbed a basket of towels and told my mom that i needed to move them because 'the apples are going bad and they dont belong here.'
When i finally went to my room she went to bed. (once again, i do not remember any of this.)
3:00am- i left the house again and started wandering the neighborhood looking for kevin and drew. People kept following me and then disappearing. I followed somone up a muddy hill and dropped my sweatshirt. That was when i realized something was wrong with the grass. It was like the grass was velcro. Everything i dropped would stick to it.
I was yelling "something's wrong with the grass! I think the Mexicans cut it too short!"
I tried to pick up my sweatshirt but my fingers kept going thru it. It was like i was a ghost. When i finally was able to grab it, a piece of it broke off. I dropped the piece and ran away. That was my favorite sweatshirt and i can;t find it.
I finally found Kevin. I started to talk to him and ask him why he left but he wouldn't respond to me. I told him to stop trying to hide and trying to look like a bush. It was then that i realized that it was a bush i was talking to and not Kevin.
4:00am- I walked home and my mom was on the porch and 2 cop cars were in front of my house. They asked me what i was doing and i said i just went for a walk and picked shrooms. They asked where the shrooms were and i said i ate them. They askewd me if i remembered them being there before and me being arrested but i didnt remember a thing. My mom told me about trashing the downstairs and trying to take the nutcracker to my room and i was amazed. I finally went inside and went to bed.
This was the most intense night of my life and i'm not sure if i'm going to do Dramamine again or not..