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MARY ANN AWKWARD

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Last Updated: 12/2/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 28
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Noblesville
State: Indiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/14/2005

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Friday, January 23, 2009 
wish i could write like that
comparing lovers to trees
who only say sweet things
so why aren’t you glow in the dark?
you know i expected more out of the amazing
press me harder
now i’m the wall
throw me higher
i’m your doll

and i know i’m gonna write this down and have nothing left to say
normally i’m okay with that, but nowadays i’m afraid
cause i’m losing pigmentation everyday
but then gaining some in the sun

wish i wouldn’t think like this
but i’ll just die here
if that’s what you decide dear
because its so hard now-
next to impossible to hide your own body
press me harder
i’m the bed
throw me higher
cause i’m dead!!!
mw

Currently listening:
Cardinology
By Ryan Adams & the Cardinals
Release date: 2008-10-28
Saturday, November 01, 2008 
(Rough draft)

 

flowers, the evil ones

weight on my face

thoughts, the bad kind

that I can’t escape

 

now there’s a chase - tripping over graves

branch to the face

what a weird way to celebrate

 

song, I need one

cause I’m in a race

I know I’m gonna lose

and you leave no trace

 

halloween and craves - tripping over graves

branch to the face

weird day to celebrate

 

mw

 

here it :

Murderous Mountain Music's music page

 
Currently listening:
Easy Beat
By Dr. Dog
Release date: 2005-03-15
Monday, September 15, 2008 

I can't help it that ghosts come out, every time I breathe or just open my mouth. I found my true skin today. It was on accident, and it bled all down my leg. And damn did it bleed. Messed up the palms of my hands, chin, and cheek. Walked it home and fell asleep.

It was the belly of that bird. It kept catching my eye. I tried not to look, but it's like see-through when she flies. And I found my true skin today. It was an accident. Bloody mess. Walked it home. And now those ten speeds are put to rest. 

And wouldn't you know, that dream, it wouldn't let me into the afternoon. But it's better that way. I'm not missing anything. And now the night will come soon.

mw 

Currently listening:
Pneumonia
By Whiskeytown
Release date: 2001-05-22
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 

bumped into this song deliberately
so just play along - to the end
i'll be the childlike empress
though they say i look more like bastian

maybe your song's a mystery
i'll keep writing though
cause i know i got the enzymes inside of me

you'll bump into my streets eventually
i'll play the childlike empress
and you can be kelly

i know you'll forget my song - i just gave it to you
and you hummed along - cause i wrote it for you
then you laughed really hard - knew i shouldn't of sang it to you
~mw

listen to it at http://www.myspace.com/glensmusicbox

Currently listening:
The Soft and the Hardcore
By Tender Forever
Release date: 2005-12-06
Thursday, August 07, 2008 

you can stop flexing those beer muscles
she's gone
you're so confident
you were so wrong
and i'm glad that you're back
just next time
come back perfectly intact
this is a carnival
not a circus
i told you that

and i forgot to mention the rose quartz
i think they're starting to work
cause i fell asleep with a clown's face

something about the fireworks
made me feel like we were going to die
but it wasn't the noise
and it wasn't the lights
it must have been something in avary's eyes

i think the rose quartz starting to work
cause i fell asleep with a clown's face

mw

hear glen sing it at http://www.myspace.com/glensmusicbox

Currently listening:
Not Really Scared
Release date: 2008-05-06
Friday, June 27, 2008 
I'll talk like Harpo so that you'll never know
and adjust my strength, but not my muscles
I'll talk like Harpo so that you'll never know
use suggestive signs, horn and whistles
 
there are songs for the infield
there are songs for the outfield
 
always with the notebooks
and you've been written down
always the broken one
but never sings a sound
 
there are songs for you
there was a song for me
 
I'll talk like Harpo so that you'll never know
how large a warehouse you think you'll need
for spreading my blood out so thin
using just your hands and your feet
 
there are songs for the infield
there are song for the out
 
don't ever try to climb with me
I might lead you the wrong way
but you know me, anytime, any tree
I'll be sure to adjust my strength that day
 
mw
hear it at  http://myspace.com/glensmusicbox
Currently listening:
HALF SMILES OF THE DECOMPOSED
By GUIDED BY VOICES
Release date: 2004-08-24
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 

This past weekend I had a chance to work on a "film" set. It's a B movie for the sci-fi channel, but still it was pretty awesome. It's called The Fresh Air Will Do You Good. I was the slate girl. I also got to be stand in for Ms. Gi-Gi Erneta. Aaaand they used me as an extra in a scene (watch for my SIKE t-shirt). Below are some photos. There will be more once the website is up and running. I'll let you know when it airs. I could complain about the flooding but I'm sure Katie's blog will cover all that.

This is pretty much what my scene looks like.  i walk in and sit down.  but there's more people in the shot. 

 

and this is me here with camera director Vinny and his assistant Noah.  Very nice guys.  Noah and i were stand-ins for a love scene... we just sat there.   

 

 

whacha' doin' there vin? 

 

Gi-Gi and director, Jim Dougherty

 

Katie and I at the diner we filmed at in Plainfield

 

the flood

 

we needed beer after the flood

 

the poster

Currently listening:
Eat to the Beat
By Blondie
Release date: 2001-09-11
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 

I can't do numbness like I thought I could

and all I'm left with are stretched out shirts

I never should have lent them to you

never should have lent them to you

 

you must've left this

and I never really liked it

but I'll keep it as evidence

or until I forget

 

I can't do numbness like I thought I could

my heart, heavy and starts to hurt

with a beat already too fast to sleep to

I never should've lent it to you

never should have lent it to you

 

and those must be your prints

because I know I never touched it

I'll just keep them as evidence

or at least until I forget

 

mw

 

listen to it as "fat mary" at

http://www.myspace.com/chasingwitches1

Currently watching:
Dawn of the Dead (Divimax Edition)
Release date: 2004-03-09
Monday, May 26, 2008 

i know it's mean of me, but sometimes i need to be - collar up and you don't count - the mask of normality shed last night - collar down and now everybody knows, so shout - SOMEBODY THROW ME! - i took a bite of it because i thought i'd like it - but at least the night still taste good - and i think that somebody should THROW ME!

one morning i shot an elephant in my pajamas - how he got in my pajamas i'll never know - but still, i'm a tiger in my street clothes. 

mw 

listen to it at  http://www.myspace.com/glensmusicbox

Currently watching:
Soap - The Complete First Season
Release date: 16 September, 2003
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 

wake up, we miss you
i heard downstairs
the doors are swollen
and you're not here
been killing zombies
since four in the morning
and indiana earthquakes
have got me worried

i use to be tall against your spine
perfect kinda white - a perfect white
i use to be happy against your light
Such a great sight - a beautiful light

i don't wear make-up
but i know it's smeared
some swollen organs
but i don't care
been killing time
since you've left
sure it'll be okay
haven't found out yet

m.w.

listen to it at http://www.myspace.com/chasingwitches1

and at http://www.myspace.com/glensmusicbox

drawing by misstertee