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Well, I'm sitting here listening to Mary by Kristin Hoffmann, good song.  I'm thinking about a bunch of things.  Darkness can sometimes be very dark, it can also be very light.  And you say Mary, Mary.  Well, maybe I am moving soon.  I am looking at a few apartments in Bridgewater at the Kingswood Condominiums area there off Main Street in Bridgewater.  Well, this is very close to BR, B'state College, and there are a two tennis courts at Kingswood also.  I'm not sure if I am moving there, but this is in many ways city life, but this time tennis courts.  Charlestown didnt have courts I could play at.  Hartford didn't.  Westerly didnt.  Kenyon didnt.  Newport did, but I had hurt myself that summer.  Swansea here doesnt have any courts within walking distance.  You had a few courts there, tennis didnt happen there.  Well, I got some tennis in at Raynham Middle School once, a little bit there.  Haven't played since.  Well, maybe hopefully soon. 
I really gotta put together a list of tennis players who will play with me.  There are quite a few players that when I call them they don't call me back.  They are scared for some reason.  I do hit the ball very hard and have a reputation of beating most everyone around here.  Well, so it is, but if I were #1 on the planet in tennis, then I would be at Indian Wells tournament in California soon, that doesnt seem to be happening, so I sit here in Swansea, bored.  You.
Joshua.
http://www.life-union.com

So I am sitting here thinking about Versailles, I am thinking of quite a few other things also but I printed out some Versailles pictures today, one is the general plan of versailles and the othe ris of a painting of le chateaux de versailles, is a nice house, i want a nice house, well i have a house here in swansea, i want a fancy house, to be able to relax in, i relax here somewhat but i want a palace.  this is about me here.  im eating some lemon cookies, it is 3:24 am, i’m alone.  i’m alone at night long time, i was thinking about this and that person.  and then often what someone says i’ll remember a few weeks to a few months to a few years later, and be like, oh, that was what they, is what they are saying, well the time went by, is future, ghosts.  so i walk around in the place and is air, person not there, oh where are you, hello.  what is there to do around here, doing my best to remain calm, have a banana.  calm is not what i am, my bone hurts quite a few years now, checking the front spoke.  i slept in my car a little outside the place where the rockers go 20 years ago, is empty abandoned building now, to give concert, have fun, make money.  the heat turns on.  i hear my typing, the rhododendrans, the tag, from the ground, in my house now.  not necessarily my house, rented house, give away self, oh, my to raynham.  what is of swansea, is of here, i was in sweden, i was in attu, cachu, bless you, attu. here, you, where are you.  i need you here.  alone, no, alone not no more, need u, here with me, 3:28am, April 9, 2008 AD.  Ad Domini, Oh, Avgvstvs, Amovrvs, what did you do, Aureus, Denarius, Aes.  And the shekel, the tetradrachma, does the tetradrachma still work, you teach the jews how to make coins, or allow to make, soon is revolt, oh of imn, you make the coin 2700 years ago, now is today, quarter.  how many quarter?  dollar.  how many dollar, thal, valley, golden groschen, to the stater, obolus, mna, deben ring.  how heavy, pyramid, how calculated, need you, here, so not alone, yes, amunet, isis, ogdoad, the pair, partner. www.life-union.com

It is 9:30pm on 2007-03-16 here in Bristol County Massachusetts.  I sit at the Geldco seat in the northeast corner of the county.  New Bedford Whaling City Festival, July 1991 is a thought.  Then Sophomore year of high school, or maybe it was Junior Year of High School, so I started High School in September 1988 and finished classes at BR in May 1992.  Bridgewater has the state college there, is in Plymouth County.  Is about a 10-15 minute drive northeast from here.  What to do, what to do.

Blah, that about sums it up.  Need, yay.

I was at Blu.  Looking at the girls dancing in front of me.  The original plan was to go to the Brickyard and watch the band playing on stage.  Walking past Blu, went in, and standing there, not sensing.  Walking around, seeing, senseless, young.  See the couches, the table, the dancing, the music, the patio, senseless.  Sensing nothing, Blu is food, uncontact.  Walk thru front door, on Ann Street, direction to 23F.  Introverted thoughts of diverged paths.  Pain.  How to use these negatives of Plan A as my strengths for Plan B.  Playing Tennis. 0.

In the forest and listening to music.

This is a thoughtful day.  Every day is thoughtful.  In many aspects I have been thinking for many years now, first time I can remember is the daisies atop the small rolling hill, the early 70's station wagon, the baby basket.  Now atop this hill is the local town Wal*Mart and a parking lot, the daisies are not here anymore, long buried over by tar pavement, glass, steel, concrete.  I did not have a concept of music at this date, as far as I remember, this is the first memory.  I was not more than a few months to a year or so old, the year was 1974 or 1975, pushing around 1974.

-M

In Hartford, Xenorf.  There's the music style to conquer.  Such is the life of the alien, as you do there is a spot where the kitten goes, to know the best or the worst is to know in general.  the girl in the bed at night is where it's at.