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abigail nolte



Last Updated: 11/17/2009

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November 24, 2009 - Tuesday 
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April 9, 2008 - Wednesday 
A quiet release.
An exhale of toxic breath..
undermined by muscles flexed..
tensed and ready to fire these guns.
Automatic fire of salty tears..
Fists filled with dreams held onto with all my might.
This is my last stand this is my last fight.
Undermining my will to please.
This is my time this is the release.
Like drugs shot into these veins.
Like hands, I let go of these reigns.
This is it.
This is why.
I refuse to let this light die.
January 13, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  forgotten
To get me through this life...

It doesn't interest me if there is one God or many gods.

I want to know if you belong or feel abandoned.

If you know despair or can see it in others.

I want to know if you are prepared to live in the world with its harsh need to change you. If you can look back with firm eyes saying this is where I stand.


I want to know if you know how to melt into that fierce heat of living falling toward the center of your longing.

I want to know if you are willing to live, day by day, with the consequence of love and the bitter unwanted passion of sure defeat.

I have been told, in that fierce embrace, even the gods speak of God.
Currently listening:
Live at Sin-é
By Jeff Buckley
Release date: 02 September, 2003
December 16, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  exhausted
Category: Writing and Poetry
If you can judge a person by the color of their skin, you must be wise.
Because with these eyes, I can see hue, but i can't see value.
If you judge someone by what they own, you might be surprised.
Because many of us are good at living the lie.
See my guitar is all i own. I struggle month to month just to keep a home.
And some aren't lucky like me, they make homes on the streets, and struggle month to month just to eat.
So will we take these people seriously?
Are we able to believe for one second that these people are just like you, and just like me?
Can we pay a woman like we pay a man?
Can we treat a woman that loves a woman, the way we treat a woman that loves a man?
Can we respect a man that loves a man, like we respect men that love women?
Or shall we go on living a life full of closed minds?
Who ever said that if we don;t agree we have to fight?
Who ever said if they don't live like us they must be wrong?
Who told you that "love thy neighbor" meant only the rich, white, straight one?

Do we love enough?
Do we dream, and dare to believe?
Do we dare to think, and dare to change?
Or do we live for hate?
Shouldn't we live to love?
Do we love enough?
Currently listening:
Begin to Hope
By Regina Spektor
Release date: 13 June, 2006
October 18, 2007 - Thursday 
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans
August 22, 2006 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  restless
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
yesterday i saw the tress by the river's edge,
wrecked and broken beyond belief.
only 2 or 3 trunks left standing,
scarred by blades of a thousand axes.
frost strips the yellowing leaves,
river waves pluck at withered roots.
this is the way the living must fare.
why curse at Heaven and Earth?
May 16, 2006 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  lonely
Category: Blogging

tommorow is my birthday... so why am i sad?

maybe because this is a landmark on a journey getting closer to its end, and i'm not even close to fulfilling the things i need and want to do.

like love. and friendship. and joy. and peace. and success.

happy birthday to me.

May 5, 2006 - Friday 

Current mood:  indescribable
Category: Life
i'm crying. like rain. renewal. peaceful and unsettling. like rain. i can only pray for the rainbow. the promise. rain. cleanse these soiled hands.
Currently listening:
Afterglow
By Sarah McLachlan
Release date: 04 November, 2003
April 21, 2006 - Friday 

Current mood:  devious
Category: Life

STORMY WEATHER. JUST CAN'T GET MY POOR SELF TOGETHER.

why am i so impossible to love?
i gave up on prince charming long ago.
you say it should be easy...for a girl like me.
but you don't see...that they can not see.

so i feel like i'm impossible to love.

i sit here all alone listening to my busy mind.
let my soul unleash the words my heart confines

there isn't enough paint in the world to paint my sorrow
no tears left to cry, until tommorow

 i feel so impossible to love

So i sit here...
write another sad song
number 52
in this collection just for you

it should be easy for someone like me
but you dont see.
no.
you can not see

i refuse to sing happy songs when i'm not happy. i sing what's in my heart. what is in my soul. i'm sad. so this is a sad song.... but the notes are sexy and bluesy  ....unfortunately it might be added to my collection of songs i can only sing in my bedroom....

Currently listening:
Love Songs
By Billie Holiday
Release date: 12 March, 1996
April 18, 2006 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  lonely
Category: Blogging

I woke up this morning to the sound of the telephone. With a glance to my clock I knew something was out of place. Life.
I pick up the phone but my broken voice is the only sound I hear.
It's a wake-up call to me. From me.

Because I know.
I can hear the voices telling me what I need to hear...but I can only listen and learn from my own broken soul.
A wake-up call.
You will never become what you are not becoming now.
What is it that we wait around for. That I'm waiting around for?
A love that is not meant to be?
An opportunity that may never come?
A long lost hope to return?
The passion may have lost the fire but I hold the match.
Burn.
Goodbye truth.
Goodbye everything I knew.
Goodbye my love.

I put down the phone and look around.
This is the start.
A journey to life; to living.
This is my wake-up call.