§Trying my life another way, trying to get by
each and everyday¤

Do you know what your here for in life?

Do you know why God put you here?

Do you know where your going?

Do you know what you want to be?

Do you love yourself?

Do you want to be someone else?

Look into the eyes of you, and wonder what are you here for.. I did AND NOW I know..

PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO READ THIS BLOG..

When pain goes deep, you will wonder, why... take this all away. Who looks at the scars that go so deep.

When will he know that u love him so much, that NOTHING, in this lifetime will turn you away. U pray

everyday and put on a smile, to hide the past. and pray that GOD makes ur smile last.. but every nite it seems

to return, not the smile, your past.. yeah it will never change but I want more for him.. and u know that u

cant live with out him... this world makes it seem like everything, shouldnt be, and there is nothing to live

for... and pain and tears it all begins to bleed...ask ur self why is life treating us like this.. there is nothing we

can do but.. to put on a smile and when anyone in this world ask us in the store "HOW ARE YOU"? what do

we all say?? "Im doing good thanks"/ why dont we look and say what we are really feeling. those that cut

themselfs, the ones that take their live, the ones who are being abused, raped, that drug addicts.. we never

say how we are really feeling... We all wait to go home to cry, and to break the law... For those rapest, drug

dealers, outlaws... why is it that for people to put a smile on everyday, but then go home and be abused,

or start to abuse... who ever said that is the right way of life? One person does something and we all seem to

follow. Who said to look down on people who have pain... WE are all the same in some ways, dont u

realize that people.. we all have thought about taking our own lives, thought about taking drugs, thought

about hurting someone, what happend to being urselfs, well ILL TELL U, WE CANT, WE HAVE TO KEEP

TO OURSELFS// SO BEFORE U GO MAKE FUN OF THE GEEK, SLUT, OR THE HOMELESS MAN, why dont u

relize u thought what it would be like to be a slut, whis that u had more brains like that geek, and want to be

on your own and have said that u wished that you could be on ur own, and would rather be homeless...

THERE IM THE BITCH THAT SAID ALL WHAT U HAVE BEEN THINKING....

♥ Do you ever feel like breaking down?♣ Do ou ever feel out of place?♥My thoughts turn to you for everything♣ I cant help to be sad, when ur feeling bad♣ Im happy just to know that ur in my dreams♥ Love I know is hard to find, and when you do your scard to dealth♣ Just your thoughts get so wrapped around him♥ You cant help but to start to think like him, and feel everything he is feeling♣ Love is not lonely, and love is not blood♥ But when u love someone so much u would give them everything even if its ur heart♣ When its ur heart u say who is aloud in, and say when its time to stop♥ What if love gets so deep, that u look back, and see only where u came from, and hope to know where your going♣ Sometimes people say love is blind, but I say love only blinds me from my pain in my past♥ Love welcomes you with open arms, and closes really tight where no-one in this world knows what it feels like♣ My thoughts are so tightly wrapped around you, its hard not to have tears♥ It just makes you wonder where have u been all these wasted blood, sweet, and other tears♣ This blog was not prewrote, and this just came to me as I was writting, I dont feel as if my love is a game♥ But a way of life, the way I want to live my life♣ So what do u do when ur thoughts are so wrapped around him so tight, you tell him♥ You are ready to fight♣ any battle you have to, 2 keep him with you♥ to feel the pain of the weaked body, but to feel it light up inside♣ love is not game, ITS MY WAY OF SHOWING YOU HOW I REALLY LOVE YOU