Sweet Sweet  Helen

Helen is loved by many
She will also be missed by plenty

Her heart full of love
With wings like a snow white dove

Her belly full of laughter
She will be missed for ever after

Her smile could light up a room
Her words could soothe away all possible doom

They say you will meet him at the pearly gates
That he will greet you and with more than just a hand shake

As She is knealt down now at his feet
She is giving him all glory and praise with no defeat

Her life was full of many who cared
Her life was lived in his presence that he shared

She can see all of those who loved her so true
She can watch over them all now, even you

If you close your eyes right now
You can feel her, see her, smell her scent
She can speak to your heart
She can ease your pain
All you have to do is call her name

The Lord will show through her in heaven
Down to you to show you all she has been given

Her life is appreciated no matter how long you've known her
Her sweet voice and kind words are always with you

She is looking down upon you through the clouds
Her heart is so full and her tears are gone
She sees the angels bowed
She is loved for all she has done

Shang and Helen now standing together
He made a place for her to be with him
To praise the lord and have no more pain for eternity

Don't cry for me she is saying with a smile
You will be right here with me, in just a little while
I have reached the streets of gold
The mansions are here just as we were told

There is no pain, fear or tears here
There is only love, comfort and cheers

Listen now, if you are able to hear
The angels singing hallejuia to our Lord so dear

So, guiet down my children I love
I am waiting right here for you from above


Written by Tracy Knight July 2009

Mo. mom accused of using child to block Taser

Police said a northeast Missouri mother used her 1-year-old child to shield a man from a Taser during a confrontation with officers. The woman, 20, was charged with endangering the welfare of a child and interfering with an arrest. She was arrested Tuesday night and placed at the Marion County jail on a 24-hour hold.

The child, whose gender police did not release, was placed with another family member.

Officers were at an apartment checking on an assault claim made by the woman when a man confronted them, making threats. One of the officers displayed a Taser as the man approached.

Police said the mother offered her child to the man, placing the toddler in the Taser's path. The man, 22, faces two counts of resisting arrest.

WHAT WAS THIS MOTHER ON?

DUMB DUMB DUMB! DID I MENTION DUMB. I CAN'T STAND STUPID.

THIS WAS STUPID. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS MOTHER OFFERED THE CHILD FOR ONE, AND FOR TWO - WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD SHE USE HER CHILD TO BLOCK A TASER???

THE STORY:

Amish teen ticketed for having beer in buggy

Police cracking down on rowdy Amish youths ticketed a teenager for having beer in his horse-drawn buggy when they pulled him over on a western New York road. They said the 17-year-old was charged with underage possession of alcohol after he was stopped by deputies late Monday night in the town of Leon, 40 miles south of Buffalo.

Detective Nathan Root said the teen admitted drinking beer, but passed a field sobriety test.

Root says another Amish man in the buggy, a 22-year-old, was charged with providing the beer. Both are scheduled to be arraigned June 22.

Patrols were stepped up after an Amish elder's property was vandalized when he confronted youths about their drinking and listening to radios.

THE LINK TO THE STORY:
http://my.freeze.com/StoryHandler.aspx?category=31&story=297506


MY OPINION!!!

AFTER LOOSING THIS DANG STORY ONCE! AFTER GETTING IT ALL TYPED OUT - I WILL TRY AGAIN...I AM POSTING THIS AS A BULLITIEN TOO!

OKAY -

WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS THIS COP THINKING?
AND CAN YOU IMAGINE THE POOR AMISH TEEN!

WHAT DID HE STOP HIM FOR?
SPEEDING?
NOT USING HIS TURN SIGNAL?
WHAT?
I MEAN REALLY FOLKS!

IT WAS NOTHING, AND HE JUST STOPPED AND GOT LUCKY WITH SOME BEER IN THE BACK!

WHAT'S THE MATTER? CATHOLICS DRINK! LOTS OF PEOPLE DRINK!!!

I JUST CAN IMAGINE HOW THIS ALL WENT DOWN...

KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK
KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK
KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK KLUCK

TEEN: OH MAN - A COP IS PULLING US OVER.
TEEN: HURRY EAT THIS POT. THE BEER IS BAD ENOUGH. BUT EAT THIS!

THE ADULT MALE WHO IS THE PASSENGER, BUT, HOW DO YOU KNOW WHO IS THE PASSENGER AND THE DRIVER, I MEAN IN A HORSE DRAWN BUGGY, CAN'T EITHER DRIVE? BUT, BECAUSE THEY ARE AMISH, THEY TELL THE TRUTH!

YES SIR I WAS DRIVING.

DID HE ASK FOR A LICENSE - REGISTRATION -AND PROOF OF INSURANCE?

WHAT WAS THE REASON HE PULLED THEM OVER?
SPEEDING?
GOING TO SLOW?

THE ADULT MALE TRYING TO NOT SPEAK, AS HE DRY SWALLOWS POT...ADMITS HE BOUGHT THE BEER

THE TEEN ADMITS HE HAS DRANK, BUT HE PASSED A SOBRIETY TEST FOR DRIVING THAT HORSE AND BUGGY. I MEAN IT'S SO LIKELY THAT THAT HORSE IS GONNA GO NUTS, TO FAST AND HIT THE BACK OF SOMEONE - CAUSING DAMAGE TO THE HORSE AND THE VEHICLE IT HIT.
DOESN'T A HORSE KNOW TO STOP?
I MEAN I HAVE SEEN WESTERNS - THEY DRANK AND DROVE BUGGIES ALL THE TIME.
THEY SHOT EACH OTHER IN THE STREET FOR CYING OUT LOUD. I HAVE SEEN HORSE REFUSE TO GO ANY FURTHER BECAUSE OF LURKING DANGER!!!


CAN'T YOU JUST SEE THIS TAKE PLACE!!!

HE SITED THEM!

YES, A HORSE AND BUGGY,  BECAUSE YOU KNOW THOSE AMISH TEENS ARE OUT OF CONTROL!!!

HOW FUNNY!
DO YOU EVEN REGISTER YOUR BUGGY AND HAVE BLINKERS!
THAT'S LIKE STOPPING A PERSON RIDING A BYCICLE AND SITING THEM FOR HAVING BEER IN THERE FRONT BASKET INSTEAD OF WATER!


I HOPE IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO HABVE SITED HIM WITH DRINKING AND DRIVING IF HE HAD NOT PASSED THE TEST.

I LOVE THE AMISH. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FASINATED BY THEM. THE LIVES THEY HAVE, THE LOVE, THE TOGETHERNESS, THE FRUGAL LIFE THE LIVE. I THINK IT'S ABOUT TIME THEY CUT A LITTLE LOOSE. BUT - LETS BE REAL, IT ALL STARTED OVER AN OLD AMISH MAN BEING MAD AT SOME AMISH TEENS. WAS THIS THE SAME TEEN?
 
I THINK NOT.

OLD FOLKS CAN SOMETIMES REALLY BE JUDGEMENTAL AND CAN EXAGERATE.
WAS THE ELDER - HALLUCINATING? WAS HE SOBER?

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THE COP EVEN PULLED THEM OVER.
I MEAN - DUDE! YOU ARE IN NEW YORK!
ISN'T THERE REAL CRIME TO FIGHT INSTEAD OF STOPPING A HORSE AND BUGGY!

WHAT IS THE PROBLEM HERE - WITH THIS??
NOT MOVING UP WITH THE REST OF CIVILIZATION AND OVER WORKING A HORSE?

I CAN JUST ONLY IMAGINE THIS TEEN.

I HAVE A SON WHO JUST TURNED 18. HE DIPS AND BEFORE HE COULD BUY IT ON HIS OWN HE HAD TO HIDE IT, HE HAD TO LIE. HE WAS STOPPED ONCE FOR NOT USING A TURN SIGNAL, AND THE COP SEES HIS DIP AND SAYS, WHAT'S THAT - HE SAYS, OH IT'S MY DADS! THE COP SAYS OKAY....YOUR DAD WILL NEED TO COME UP AND PROVE THAT. SO, HE DID! NO CHARGE!

IF THIS 17 YR. OLD WAS SOBER, THE BEER WAS NOT OPENED AND THE 22 YR. OLD BOUGHT IT, WHY IS THE TEEN GETTING CHARGED WHEN HE HAD NOT CONSUMED THE BEER IN FRONT OF THE OFFICER?

HELLO?? AM I THE ONL ONE THAT THINKS THIS IS TOTAL IDIOTS ON THE STREET.
IT WAS NEW YORK, I AM SURE SOMEONE WAS BEING MUGGED, RAPED, BEAT UP, SHOT, DEALING DRUGS! BUT HE IS STOPPING AN AMISH TEEN IN HIS HORSE DRAWN BUGGY AND CHARGING HIM WITH POSSESION OF BEER.

WHATEVER!!!

I HOPE THE AMISH GUYS BEAT THIS AND I HOPE A DECENT JUDGE GETS THIS - THROWS IT OUT AND PUTS THIS COPY IN THEARPY!!!

YOU KNOW, MENTAL THERAPY!!!!

LATER!
THAT'S IT FOR IDIOT OF THE DAY.....

TRACY

HI EVERYONE!
 BEEN BLOGGING ALLOT. IT'S TIME TO GET MY AFFAIRS IN ORDER.
JUST IN CASE. I WANT IT KNOWN, HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY KIDS, FAMILY AND MORE.
I WANT MY WISHES NOTED AND I WANT THINGS HANDLED THE RIGHT WAY.

SO, I AM GETTING IT ALL IN ORDER, I AM GETTING LIFE INSURANCE.
I AM WRITING MY WILL. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH EVERYONE KNOWING HOW I FEEL. WHAT I WANT. WHAT MY LIFE WAS.

THANKS FOR READING!

TRACY

FRIENDS!

THAT'S RIGHT, FRIENDS!

WHEN YOU ENTER INTO A RELATIONSHIP. RATHER IT BE FRIENDS OR MORE, YOU ARE MAKING AN UNSPOKEN COMITMENT. PEOPLE WHO CAN FAKE FRIENDSHIP ARE THE ONES I WORRY ABOUT. IT SCARES ME, BECAUSE THEY ARE SO GOOD AT PRETENDING, FAKING, LYING AND SUCH THAT THEY CAN FOOL YOU. THEY CAN MAKE YOU BELIEVE THAT THEY ARE TRULY YOUR FRIEND - SPOUSE, MATE, ETC.

I AM BLOGGING ABOUT FRIENDS IN PARTICULAR HERE. NOT ANYTHING, OTHER THAN FRIENDSHIP. I CAN HIT HOME WITH LOVERS/SPOUSES AND MORE LATER..

BUT, I HAVE BEEN FOOLED A COUPLE OF TIMES. I WAS FOOLED FIRST, BY SOMEONE I TRULY CONSIDERED MY BEST FRIEND. I THOUGHT SHE WAS REALLY MY FRIEND. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS ALL ONE SIDED. MY SIDE! I AM THE ONE THAT GAVE ALL THERE WAS TO GIVE. I AM THE ONE THAT WAS ALWAYS DOING FAVORS. EVEN WHEN I WAS SO SICK I COULD BARELY CARRY OUT THE FAVOR, BUT I DID IT. THEN ONE TIME WHEN I WAS TO SICK TO DO IT, SHE SAID "I WILL NEVER ASK YOU FOR ANYTHING AGAIN" I THOUGHT, WELL GEEZ THANKS, WAS THAT ALL IT WAS? THAT WAS IT! I INTRODUCED HER TO HER HUSBAND EVEN. I AM DONE! I REALIZED RIGHT THEN, I SHOULDN'T BE SO GIVING.

SO, I DIDN'T GIVE AS MUCH FOR A WHILE, I WAS SO RAW FROM THAT PAIN. THAT I BECAME A LITTLE MORE GAURDED AS TIME PASSED AND I MET OTHER FRIENDS.

SOME HAVE BEEN REAL, SOME HAVE NOT!

I HAD HEALED FROM THE HURT OF THE FRIEND "TAMMIE" SEVERAL YEARS AGO.

THEN,  I BECAME A LITTLE MORE AT EASE. I MET DEE. SHE WAS TRULY ONE FRIEND I BELIEVED THAT WAS REAL. SHE HAD RECENTLY LOST HER BEST FRIEND TO DEATH. I FELT SO AT EASE WITH HER. IT WASN'T ABOUT EITHER ONE. SHE HELPED ME REGAIN MY ABILITY TO TRUST IN FRIENDSHIP AGAIN. WE ARE INTO OVER 5 YEARS NOW IN A FRIENDSHIP. I KNOW I CAN CALL HER AND SHE'D DROP EVERYTHING TO BE WITH ME, SAME WITH ME, IF SHE CALLED I WOULD DROP EVERYTHING TO BE WITH HER.

WITH MY NEW TRUST RENEWED I GAVE IN AND LET WALLS DOWN AND LET ANOTHER IN. IT SEEMED GREAT. NEXT DOOR NEIGHBORS AND FRIENDS. WE WERE LIKE TWO PEAS IN POD. I WAS SO HAPPY. HAVING SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND TO DO THINGS WITH. SHE FAKED IT WELL AND I NEVER SAW THROUGH IT. I READ RECENTLY THAT IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE, SCREW UP ONE TIME AND SEE WHO'S STIL STANDING AT YOUR SIDE. WELL, THAT'S TRUE. I GAVE HER THAT BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT OVER AND OVER. SHE FOOLED ME. SHE MADE ME BELIEVE SHE WAS REAL. UNTIL SHE GOT ANGRY OVER SOMETHING STUPID. THEN IN HER INFITE WISDOM AND DROWNING IN DRUG USE HE ACTED STUPID. I GAVE HER THE BENIFIT AGAIN. UNTIL WHAT?! I BLEW UP BACK. SHE LEFT, I DIDN'T LEAVE HER. 

IN FACT, EVERY FRIEND I EVER HAD, LEFT ME - I DIDN'T LEAVE THEM. I DON'T LEAVE!

I GIVE AND GIVE, AND GIVE MORE. I TRY TO BE THERE WITH ALL MY HEART IN EVERY WAY THAT I CAN WHEN I AM A FRIEND.

SO, THE TRUTH IS, YOU MUST STILL TRUST. BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T YOU MAY BE OVERLOOKING THE VERY ONE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN YOUR LIFE.

TAMMIE MAY HAVE NOT WANTED TO BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE. BUT, YOU KNOW - GOD REMOVED HER FOR A REASON. WHEN SHE LEFT - GOD BROUGHT IN DEE TO TAKE HER PLACE. SOMETIMES I BELIEVED THAT TAMMIE WAS JUST HOLDING DEE'S SPOT IN MY HEART.

SAME WITH JENNIFER AND DENA. DENA CAME IN AND HAS GIVEN ME SOMEONE TO CARE ABOUT AGAIN. TO CALL MY FRIEND. SHE FILLED AN EMPTY SPOT IN MY HEART. JENNIFER WAS JUST HOLDING HER SPOT AS A MATTER OF FACT. SHE WAS JUST HOLDING DENA'S PLACE.

DENA IS REAL AND I CAN FEEL HER REALNESS.

I KNOW SHE CARES AND I KNOW SHE IS REAL AND HONEST.
THAT'S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HER.
SHE'S STRONG WHERE I AM WEAK.

SO, DO I TRUST?  SURE I DO.
THE KEY IS THIS - DON'T MAKE A NEW FRIEND PAY FOR WHAT AN OLD LOST FRIEND DID TO HURT YOU. THINK ABOUT THAT. IF YOU DON'T WIPE THE SLATE AND START CLEAN, THEN YOU MAY BE HEADED FOR DISASTER. BECAUSE YOU CAN'T MAKE SOMEONE ELSE PAY FOR WHAT ANOTHER DID TO HURT YOU.
REMEMBER THAT.

LIVE IT ON PURPOSE AND TREAT A NEW FRIEND RIGHT, AND TRUST THEM UNTIL THEY GIVE YOU A REASON NOT TO.

TRACY