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Emily Hornisch


Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 22
Sign: Libra

City: Westland
State: Michigan
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/12/2007

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Monday, October 26, 2009 

Current mood:  happy
Josh Turner's "Your Man" might possibly be one of the greatest slow songs ever. So sweet, so romantic, so heartfelt. And the music video is adorable. Jusy sayin'. :)
Currently listening:
Your Man
By Josh Turner
Release date: 2006-01-24
Sunday, September 20, 2009 
Ahhhh I just feel like crying. I'm not even really sure why because today was a good day.

I think it's just woman hormones and all that junk. But I really feel blue. I need a hug and some chocolate, and maybe a good movie.

I'm in a vampire/werewolf mood, especially werewolves of the lycan variety, so I think I'll watch "Underworld." I saw the prequel first, which I guess is okay since it's chronologically correct anyway, although the prequel came out last. I just hope there are no flogging scenes in Underworld and Underworld: Evolution. There were 2 or 3 in Rise of the Lycans, which to me is overkill. I can't watch that kind of stuff, and I had to leave the room. I just think it's one of the most cruel things you could do to a human being (or a lycan, hah), and I don't care if said human is even guilty of a crime, which said lycan wasn't. But. Anyway. It's cruel. Whips should be banned from the universe forever. I flinch just hearing the word "whip"or "flog."

Anyway. The love story between Sonya and Lucian was very very beautiful but very very sad. And flipping Viktor is her FATHER for crying out loud and he KILLS her!!

Oh well. At least we know things turn out better between Jacob and Renesmee. Although Jacob's a shapeshifter, not a werewolf, but... still.

Well I'm at Panera and I think I'm going to go home and sob myself silly now. THIS is silly. I don't even know what's wrong with  me but I need a release.
Monday, August 17, 2009 
Your= a possesive pronoun indicating ownership. "YOUR dog is so cute."

You're= a contraction of you are, indicating a state of being. You + are = you're. "YOU'RE so funny!"

PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE learn the difference between these two simple words!!! It's everywhere!!!!! It hurts my eyes!!!!
Monday, August 17, 2009 
I'm sorry, I'm blogging about this everywhere, but I'm so riled up right now.

Stupid cat pissed all over the couch (pardon my language), our BRAND NEW couch, and vomited twice on the damn floor mat. And I realize I'm lucky it's on something we own that's most likely machine washable, rather than the apartment's carpet (especially since they don't know we have cats), but I am SO UPSET. Despite the fact that she's just a cat, I still have reason to be upset, and I am.

And I had a really bad day that this is just the cherry on the top of. I've already cried once and I feel like crying more.

All this over a few lousy ear drops. They don't realize, but they'd have EAR MITES if we didn't do this. I wish they understood that.

GRRRRRRRRRRR get me a tissue. My day off from everything turned out to be a nightmare and I'm more stressed than when the day started.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 
... I think what I'm really waiting for is concrete and solid proof (that was redundant, sorry) that things aren't working out so that I CAN be with the only other person I'd pick...

I think in my heart of hearts I know that things are really over but I think I'm just waiting for the right time to move on with my life.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 
All I can hope for is that one or the other works out.

Either things can get better where I'm at, or I can be with the only other person I'd pick if things don't work out.

That's how I can be happy in my life, at least in the area of love.

I don't care how rediculous I sound.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 
Is it just me noticing this, or does Megan Fox always seem to have the "I'm Modeling Prada" Pouty Face when she's pictured? I mean she doesn't smile she just... model faces it.

ANNOYING. It's so annoying that it's causing me to speak incomplete sentences such as "Annoying." Although I tend to like sentence fragments anyway, but...

STILLLLLLL.
Sunday, August 09, 2009 

Current mood:  lonely
Just pull me closer, you'll hear the slow dance's sweet whisper
We'll keep time with our heartbeats, and our footsteps will follow
Our hips will add rhythm, our breathing the timbre
Our parted lips meeting will make the right ombechure
Now I understand where the symphony comes from
That swells in the movies out of seemingly nowhere
This slow dance's sweet whisper is the symphony's opus
We two, the virtuousos that created the solo
Comprised of a duet so simple yet intricate
Creating harmony that's somehow in unison
Love, let the sheet music slowly turn pages
We'll fall into step as we pick up on the pulse
It's as quickened as ours, yet as deliberate as poco a poco
We'll reach the end, to ritardando and fermata
Our low, quiet shudders are the slow dance's sweet whispers
And if need be we'll go back to the coda, build back to the swell
There's always time for a clever repeat sign, that allows the player to relive the dream
Of the high point of the music that the musician lives for
We'll reach a magnanimous fortissimo, build to applaus
Then rest as the slow dance whispers forever on

Copyright Emily Hornisch, 2009
Also on my deviant art account, sakurarainblossom
Currently listening:
Echo Echo
Release date: 2001-03-31
Saturday, August 08, 2009 
I just feel like this is as good as it gets, which isn't very good at all.

When did I lose everything? My credit, my security, my joy, my passion (for my interests/talents like music and German), my hunger for more life and experiences?

I just feel like there's not much else to look forward to. I feel like it all ended the day I turned 20.

To be honest I've felt this empty since the day I lost my virginity. And being with the person I lost it with doesn't make it any better.

I need something wonderful to happen to me and wake me up again, and to pull me out of this depressive stupor I've been stumbling around in. I'm dead on the inside and starving for a fresh start.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 
The Breakdown of Pillow Fights

Man vs. Woman= Fun
Man vs. Man= Gay
Woman vs. Woman= Awesome
Man vs. Pillow= Crazy
Pillow vs. Pillow.... *pause* Crazy Awesome!

And a goose vs. a goose, that's a future pillow fight.

Hehehehehehe.