Consumed By Fire
Kill the unwanted voice inside
Last time I spoke I lost my mind
Insanity made me go blind
Burn
Strapped to a chair
Full of dope
My eyes feel like they could explode
Faster. Faster. Tighten the rope
Choke. Choke
Smash my fist against the wall
Of a six by nine cell
Fuck your life
It means nothing to me
I pray to the angel that fell. Fell
Madness breaks the lock
That sedation put on my mind
Freedom in the flames
Self medicate with fire
Left to rot was common sense
Impulse at the helm
Never will I live in fear
I'm killing all the liars
My eyes
In my eyes
I'm right
Let flames
Consume
The night
I need to burn
Wake up from this institutional slumber
No pills for me, a good criminal must be sober
Soon this place will reek of death
And smoke will fill the air
Fallen angels descend upon
Consuming all lost souls
Your life means nothing to me
Never really cared
Regret begins to stain you face
With each tear shed
My eyes
In my eyes
I'm right
Let flames
Consume
The night
I need to burn
I won't believe
I don't believe
I can't believe
I think it's naïve
I won't believe 2x
I refuse to be part of this charade
Myths and stories do nothing
To soothe my pain I called out
To what? Nothing
No response not even a sign of hope
Watched him destroy himself
And refuse our help
You didn't step in
You provided nothing
We asked until our minds broke
At first it felt like rejection
Like we had done something wrong
In the end there is just nothing
No salvation
There is only you
Nothing from above or below
Gives you strength
Lies!
I don't believe
I can't believe
I think it's naïve
I won't believe
Someone told me once that he forgives
So fucking what
That's not what I asked for
That's not what
What I fucking asked
What I fucking asked for
It's all bullshit
All bullshit
All bullshit
All bullshit
All bullshit
All bullshit
There is nothing out there
No salvation
There is only you
Nothing from above or below
Gives you strength
Don't pray for me
A useless fucking gesture
To make yourself feel better
It will go nowhere
Means nothing
I will deny
I will deny
I will deny
I will deny
Bound and Gagged
Open sores and sickness within
Demons fertilize my eggs
Infectious sins run through your veins
Poisoning my luscious remains. Remains
Blood stains smell of sweet innocence
Causing you to cum
Vultures feast on rotting flesh
When I fucking die
Then you fuck the stab wounds
That you gave me in my ass and thighs. Thighs
Blood stains taste of sweet innocence
Causing you to cum
Now he feels no remorse
For what he's done
Seven new victims lined up
To kill one by one
He's coming to kill you
Bound. Gagged.
Chains around their necks
Bound. Gagged
Chains around their necks
Screaming 'til the very end. The end
I see everything's a fucking joke to you
So I'll sit around, just wait, then kill all of you
Uncomfortably Numb
Numb!
Awakening from the misery
That has slumbered within
You're just not worth it
Worth it to me
Lies and deceit
Opened my eyes
To your emptiness
I feel no more
Coldness is within me 3x
It's not easy
To hide the scars
I yield inside
From you
I tried to embrace
Now I'm trying to erase
Memories that we shared
Memories that we shared
Open my mouth and try to scream
I can't. Your hands are choking me
Please, oh please, just let me breathe
Get the fuck off of me
Bitch I wanna make you bleed
Make you scream out beg and plead
I'm gonna make you scream
Smash your fucking teeth
Deep inside your skull
Fuck with me no more
Fuck with me no more
Bitter-black-hatred
I can't feel anything
Numb
Awakening from the misery
That has slumbered within
Everything has always fucking got to be about you
Fuck you