Of The Sea
I awake from a deep sleep.
Everything’s changed
I find myself alone.
My thoughts louder then words.
My bones feel weak
My eyes are tired
Hands are pulsing,
Something is calling me.
I walked the less traveled road
I know not what’s ahead.
Dust fills my shoes.
Lungs rejecting the cold.
The trees have overgrown
I’m getting old
The moon gives its light
The wind blankets my skin
Im so far from what I know
So close to where I’ve been
I’ve surely found it
My breath becomes steady.
I see not a soul.
The boats are crying out
The wood creeks below.
The waves kiss the dock
A place far from mind
The water is speaking
“Now It’s Time”
Its so cold I say, I must turn to back.
Breath…Breathe
I’m amerced in the sea.
We are the Beacons
This is a warning
Will I see you waking up.?
This is the warning
Prepare yourselves
All these walls are shaking
In fear of breaking
I’m standing still.
Will you follow?
What are you waiting for? Im still waiting for.
Will you follow?
What are you waiting for? Im still waiting for.
This claimed to be.
Something else instead
Something else instead.
We were deceived.
Oh, wont you bring me up
I’ve become what I fear.
I’ve seen who you are
How can I just stand here?
Oh, What you keep me up
I’ve become what I hate
I’ve seen who you are
I need grace, grace, grace!
The walls fall
Im buried beaneath the stones
But ill climb through the ruins and…
Rise! We are the beacons!
Make not a sound
Must we be heard.
Will you follow?
What are you waiting for? Im still waiting for.
Will you follow?
What are you waiting for? Im still waiting for.
I’m spinning around and around.
So, Rip the blinds from my deceiving eyes
Take this life I attempt to try
You can’t make me move.
These walls are shaking
I hope we make it.
Please God break these holds.
I can’t let them go.
Between Failure and Fraud
So Speak
I hear the words, I look away.
I hear your words, I turn and say.
Read My Lips
I’m done with it.
Read My Lips
I’m done with this.
I’m not as good as you think
Not as bad as you believe
There are better things
There are worse things
How can I look you in the eyes?
Then repeat, repeat!
Where is truth behind a lying tongue?
How can grace come to a failing one?
I wonder around…aimlessly searching
But all that I’ve found is nothing is working.
You told again, and over again.
But I won’t hear you, I’ll find my own way.
Read the lines between the lines
See the life behind these eyes.
We’re all seeing through the lies your leading.
You are sinking in the ship your keeping.
You give me everything, I give you nothing in return
You give me everything, I give you nothing
I know and you know, I’m a Failure, I’m a Fraud.
Leave me to drown.
Speak Your Words
Snake that bites
Painful death.
Reaching through my veins
and leading out my chest.
Release Me.
I’ve tried to forget.
Release Me.
I cant wait to say
every word burning on my lips
I cant wait to see
The look in your eyes.
I feel your making me someone im not
Falling Down, Searching For
Let me breath.
Find your flaws.
Once again, the bloods on my hands.
Slow Down
Speak your words.
Once again, the bloods on my hands
Slow Down.
Your suffocating
Ill find it on my own
Is this what you think of me?
I need to make this clear
Is this what you think of me?
I’m not the one you met.
I cant wait to say
every word burning on my lips
I cant wait to see
The look in your eyes.
You can wait to say
All the things you think.
You can wait to see
I won’t change a thing
God be the breath in all my sails.
God is the wind in all my sails.
What You Make of Me
You can take as fast as you give
Im left with what you leave.
We give thanks when we want not.
We seek in turmoil alone.
Take my eyes make them yours
Take my heart make it yours
You are the giver.
Creator, destroyer.
Mold me, make me, shape me
Cause I want to run until my feet grow tired
Carry me, carry me home
Why do I only want? When you’re all that I need
I am what you make of me.
I am what you make of me.
Bounded By The Devil
and the Deep
I’m starting to see it’s not for me.
It’s haunting
It’s binding
All over nothing
Your bodies skin and bones are mine.
But, Don’t worry I’m fine.
I’m beginning to be moved
By the ways of yours.
Swallowing self-control
And im not my own.
I’m beginning to be moved
By those ways of yours
A vicious cycle
Taking me and ripping me apart.
I’m done wasting time
Ill Live this life
I’ll Stop wasting mine
And ill Run. Ill Run.
Distance draw us near
Pain bring me closer
To feeling!
Its Haunting
Its Binding
Its not for me
I’m the one walking in sin.
You’re the one bringing me in.
I’m not wasting my time
Ill go live this life
I’m not wasting mine
And ill Run. Ill Run
I should be over this now.
Watchman
You called me in, You called me out
Its just you and me here now.
You called my name in the dark of the night
I said softly “The cold keeps me alive “
I wait…I watch
My eyes struggle to see
Waves align the horizon.
A change in the breeze
Hear the alarm.
The Keeper and The
Calm
Teacher, do you care that we perish?
Awake from your sleep.
And let us be rescued from our feat
Child, let your fears be washed away
I welcome the storm
To bring you back to me.
Settle, Settle, Settle
Please
Settle, Settle, Settle
Please
Settle the sea to save us
Please be still.
I see fear burning in your eyes
As the Lightening lights the skies.
Through the storm I’m seeing
everything has lost meaning
Though I’m still believing
That this is Love.
The Boards beneath my feat
are unsteady grounds
Rain cascades the boat
We will surely drown.
Oh Keeper wont you guide me in.
Let your voice bring calmness
Oh Keeper wont u guide me in
Let your voice bring calm.
Peace Be Still, and know that I am God.
Through the storm I’m seeing
everything has lost meaning
Though I’m still believing
That this is Love.
The pressure breeches the hull
Mast caves the stern
The sails ripped away
Waves engulf the ship
The deep is calling me in
Water fills my lungs
The Anchors around my neck
Exit Air, I found myself.
Your Was In The Great Waters
The waters saw you O God
The depths trembled
The clouds poured out water
The Sky's sent out a sound
Your arrows flashed abroad
The voice of your thunder was in the whirlwind
Lightening lit up the world
The earth trembled and shook
Your way was in the sea
Your path in the great waters
Your footsteps were not known