So, in life we have lots of choices to make.Lots of paths to choose from, but no road map.We kinda' have to hope and just keep walking.I feel like i've done the best for myself, but in 10,15,20 years who knows what i'll have regrets about or want to do over.

I'm not always happy with the life I have here,and for good reason.It seems easy to blame this area for all the bad that goes on, but i'm starting to realize that no matter where I go negativity follows.....well fuck...it's human nature I suppose.

The few things/people that make me happy will always be there for me, and as for the rest of the world....you're not worth my time.sorry :-)

                                                                         Thinking,

                                                                           Travis Simpson

What began as first love,

Brought on all this heartache.

All the questions we asked,

How much can this heart take?

Fucked from the start,

No chance in the world.

We knew it would fail,

When time did its part.

I had my plans,

Of life for me and you.

I thought too far ahead,

Time did its part there, too.

The events that unfold,

The course of six months.

All of my truths have been told,

But this heartbreak will kill US.

In your hand

You'll find this heart.

Beating in time with yours...

Bleeding...no, crying

You're the disease

I'll fight 'till it kills me.

You're the blessing,

I didn't realize,

Now you go...

You've walked away

from love and home.

Really,

I tried.

But anger has a way,

A way of making my words

DISTORT & BIND

...I'm sorry

...It was my fault

...I love you

...THE END...

Ok...the subject completely describes how this is gonna go so leave now if you expected something different!LOL!You know how in front of some people we're one way like at church or a funeral or something 'serious' and when we get in front of a group of punk/emo people we suddenly become punk/emo, or when we're around gay people we too become really energetic and happy...well...we need to stop...people can see right through it you know.I do it too so i'm not like condeming anyone.I just believe that if someone likes me it should be because of what I really am not for who I try to be for them.Now,granted,this is something I just realized and am going to apply to my life so if you can remember me doing this in the past and are thinking 'Hey he's telling us not to do something that he himself is guilty of' then forgive me for planning to change the way I fake a smile for some and purposly don't have one for the rest!Tell me what you guys think...since that's what matters anyway....