So, all before I moved back to my moms house, I moved to Brazil, IN for a little while. Trying to get my life on track and start somewhere new. That didn't really even work out for me at all. So, I finally decided to move back to my moms house. She practically begged me to come back. She already had the papers for me to get into school and everything.

So now, I'm applying for Harrison College and going into Medical Assisting. Should be interesting, I really hope I do well. That's just a sum up of what has been going on with me. I haven't wrote all of it down, but just only what you should know.

Other than that, things have been going good. Just super busy most of the time. Since I am applying for college and getting back into school, I am hoping my dad will help me get a new car. That would help me out a lot.

My mom and I are getting along pretty well. You know we have our times, but what mother and daughter doesn't? I love her so much and I am so glad that she is willing to help me out and get me back into school. I went and seen my grandma yesterday. She was so glad to see me. That makes me feel really good.

Things have been busy for me lately. But, I have this empty space that follows me everywhere I go. I don't know what it is, but I wish I did. Probably the fact that I don't really speak to many people anymore. Maybe the fact that I was so used to being in a relationship, that I'm just a little lonely now. But, I usually try to keep myself busy most of the time so I don't feel upset in any way. I did talk to Rachel last night for awhile. That made me happy. I hadn't talked to her in a couple months. =] You better keep in touch with me! =p

Anyways, this blog is mostly me rambling, lol. For the most part I am happy with everything. I wish there was a way to fill this void I have right now, but only time will heal and tell what is to happen. I hope I am successful in everything I do, especially school. Not only do I want to show my mom that I can do it, but to show myself that I can. I want to do better now than I ever did in High School. This is vital for me. This is what is going to make or break me. I plan on making it. =]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mn1qxrM1XY0

This is one of the most amazing poems I have heard. I know you will love it too!!!

So...here is an update for any of you who read my blogs at all. School is going good and I am certainly busy all the time now. I just got my driver's license a few months ago. MACC is going good. I start my CNA program/training a few months ago. I start going to the nursing home on Monday and go do training over there. I am going to Albany Health Care & Rehabiliation Center. It should be interesting. So...school is all I'm busy with lately. Just trying to get it over with and graduate (hopefully). And...I'm on the honor roll. Wooo, go me! lol. First time ever. I'm pretty proud of myself. =]

Umm....Rachel and I are doing fantastic. I just spent my Valentine's Day weekend with her. We've been together for almost 3 months now. I can't believe it...things are going sooooo fast, lol. I plan on moving in with her and her mom until we find an apartment. I'll be moving to Indianapolis after school is out. So yeah...I'm really excited. But...I am sooo in love with this girl. She is my life and everything I ever wanted. I mean...we get to see eachother pretty much every week and she comes to stay with me for a week at a time sometimes. My house is also hers whenever she wants to come and stay. So, things are going great in my life right now. I love with everything I have. =]

Other than that, life is good. I can't com plain at all. Once I'm done with school, I'm going to Indianapolis and going to Ivy Tech down there. I'm majoring in Medical Assisting. So, I'm pretty excited for that. Then, since I will hopefully have my CNA license, I can go work at a nursing home for a job do some other job for part-time. I'll be 18 in about 2 months and a week. I'm also excited about that. =]

That's all for now. I might add other updates later if I have any. Later.

Katie<3

Been a little while since I posted up a blog. I never write anymore, and it's just kind of weird. I never have much to talk about. The same shit all the time, lol.

But...things have been good I guess. School is going good. I got some applications for a few colleges. But..more than likely I will be going to Ivy Tech next fall (hopefully) so I can finish out my credits there and get my degree in Physical Therapy. Afterwards...I will possibly be going into the Air Force after college. It's something that I have been wanting to do for a little while. The minimum to be in there is about 4-6 years on contract. The good thing is I will be able to go and travel all over the world doing it. That's what I love to do. So, I know it will be a good thing for me to do. I'm going to have a recruiter come and talk to me and have them tell me all about it.

Other than that...everything is fine. Having some trouble with a few certain people at the moment. When am I not though? I'm so tired of everybody at the moment. Why should I give a fuck about somebody when they don't give a shit about me? It always seems to me that I try to keep something going on between me and somebody and it isn't even worth it. So....I don't know. I need to really think who is more important and who I should keep in my life and who I shouldn't. It's not healthy for me to keep worrying about every little thing going on.

So yeah..nothing really going on at the moment. Trying to get all my schooling done and stuff. That's pretty much it. Tonight...I went to Ivanhoe's. It was amazing. lol. So yeah....I'm sure I will write in this thing again whenever I actually have something good to say and write about. =P I do have some poems I will put in here soon also. Been awhile since I did that.

Peace.&hearts;

Somtimes...things just aren't fair in life. You don't always get what you want and you can't be with somebody that doesn't like you back the same way you like them. It may take you awhile to figure that out, but sooner or later you'll move on. But you can just say to yourself atleast you have a friendship...and they atleast love you that way I guess.

 

.....It's definately time to move on. You can't wait your whole life for something to happen thats possibly never going to happen. You never know, later on things may possibly change. But, take what you have and go with it.

 

Sorry..this was really random. I just thought about it, lol. Anyways....yeah. =]

First Trimester:

Health Occup-A-MACC
Health Occup-A-MACC
Release-A
English 12 (Breeding)
Government (Anderson)

Second Trimester

Health Occup-B-MACC
Health Occup-B-MACC
Release-B
English 12 (Breeding)
U.S. History-A-11 (Anderson)

Third Trimester

Health Occup-C-MACC
Health Occup-C-MACC
Release-C
Psychology (Richardson)
Child Development II (Taylor)

 

Yeah...that's pretty much it. lol. I don't have that many classes because of MACC. So..that's good. =]

I'm just Katie. There isn't anyone like me. I am...just cool. =] Just like in my interests...I love music. It's an influence in my life. I am mostly up for anything. I am very laid back and very open. I love being with my friends...just like anybody else. I always have to be doing something. lol. I like to go out and party every once in awhile. Or sometimes I just like laying down and reading a book or sleeping. Depends on my mood. I'm open to meeting all kinds of people. I'm very open about my sexuality also. If you don't like it...you can kiss my ass. I'm not going to pretend to be something I wasn't meant to be. I'm gay and very proud. I'd like to meet you whether your straight, gay, blue or purple. It doesn't matter to me. =] Just like a lot of people say, I can be your best friend or your worse enemy. I don't like not liking people. But if you treat me like shit, you better expect that in return. I'm not going to let people walk all over me. I've done that for to many years. I just like REAL people. If your a fake and two-faced...you might as well not come around me. I believe that they should approve gay marriage. I think that abortion should be a womans own decision.  I have my beliefs, and you have yours. Don't try and push it in my face. I have my own opinions and I will tell you what I think. Don't like it? Oh well then.

There is a lot to know about me. I am really random just like I described in my Myspace profile. I love to sing and dance all the time. I dance in front of my mirror at home all the time. It entertains me. =] I am really outgoing and fun. I may seem shy at first to you, (just depends on who you are). If I am comfortable around you then I will talk constantly. I joke around a lot and I am sarcastic. I believe laughing is the greatest medicine. I always try and make people laugh all the time. If your in a bad mood, even if I don't know you or don't like you, I will try my hardest to get a smile out of you. I'm a very generous person. I love to give and give....and give more. lol. I will give someone the shirt off my back if they needed it. I know that in saying that I am really nice, that does mean I do get walked all over sometimes, but I learn to control that. I'm just like a hippy at heart. I love to help people. Hmm....I love to dance in the rain. I love walking. I love long, meaningful conversations. I love going to Walmart at 2:00 in the morning and checking out the cards, running up and down the aisles,  and dressing up randomly in their clothes. I think you should live life to the fullest. Do what you want to do (as long as it's legal, lol) and make the best of your life. Have no regrets. You should never regret, always believe that everything you do makes you the person that you are today. Love life and be happy as much as possible. Try new things you've never done. Or do things you haven't done in a long time.

I enjoy making people happy and dealing with people. That's probably what I want to do. Not a lot of people would take time out of their day to help somebody. But I would help someone as long as it takes, even if I need to go do something that is really important. People deserve to have people in their life to help them and that's why I'm here. =] lol. Even if I don't get the same in return, it was worth helping them and giving advice. In my life....I just want to achieve a few things before I die. Like before....
1. Live my life to the fullest.
2. Have no regrets.
3. Take good care of myself to where I can actually live a full life, lol.
4. Help somebody when in need.
5. Find that one person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
6. Pretty much...love life for all it's worth.

Now...some simple things to know.
1. Name-Katie Ann Duke
2. Birthday-April 27
3. Food-Nachos or Grilled Cheese
4. Color-Black, Purple, Green, Grey
5. Music-Rock/Hip Hop/Classic Rock/Techno...all kinds.
6. Interests-Music, Reading, Poetry, Parties, driving around, hanging out, ect.

So yeah...this is a lot about me...but I am not sure who all is going to read it....but I hope atleast one or two of you do.

Katie<3 

Hmm....sometimes I wish to wake up everyday

To wake up to the sound of your breath on my neck...

The warmth of your lips on my cheek

To feel the touch of your fingers on my skin

The feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never feel that kind of feeling with anybody

 

......other than you.

So yeah...I haven't really been up to much lately. Summer has started and I love it. I haven't really been home much. I've been in Muncie countless time since school has been out. Going to parties and just hanging out.

Lauren got to come down and stay with me Monday to Tuesday. I had an awesome time with her and she is trying to come back down here before she starts going to school at Ball State. She got to meet a couple of my friends and hang out with them. She is really an awesome person. I can't wait to see her again.

Umm....anything new other than that? Not really. Just always gone. I only have one more year of school then I am done. Finally! I won't even be there half the time because I am going to the Career Center in Muncie. Only 2 periods a day. Then..I am going to start summer school here soon. Really not looking forward to it...especially since it is Government I have to take.

Well...I better get going. Thought I would give an update. I will take new pictures here soon. It has been awhile. Well...g'day to you!

 

-Katie&hearts;

I've been single for awhile...and it is kind of weird. But...it is also good too. Gives me time to think of what I want.

Yupp. I'm on the market ladies and gentlemen. Haha..yeah. =]