YEAH SO iM SURE YOU HEARD.. ME AND RiCK ARE GETTiNG MARRiED :) iTS COMiNG UP REAL FAST, ONLY LiKE 12 OR 13 DAYS LEFT. iTS ON NOVEMBER 10th AND AiNT GONNA BE NO HUGE WEDDiNG, ONLY GOOD FRiENDS AND SOME FAMiLY. TODAY i FOUND OUT MY GRANDMA AND AUNT WHO LiVE iN MiCHiGAN ARE FLYiNG iN TO GO TO THE WEDDiNG SO i AM GETTiN REALLY EXCiTED! MA AND i HAVE BEEN SHOPPiNG, BUYiNG LAST TOUCHES FOR EVERYTHiNG. iTS CRAZY.. THE PASTOR THAT'S GONNA MARRY US CAME TO MEET EVERYONE - AND BY EVERYONE i MEAN RiCKS ENTiRE FAMiLY & MY HOUSE AND MY ENTiRE FAMiLY. WE DiSCUSSED HOW THE WEDDiNG WOULD GO AND BLAH BLAH.. & WE GO SiGN THE MARRiAGE CERTiFiCATE ON MONDAY!!

THEN WE ARE GOiNG ON OUR HONEYMOON ON A CRUiSE TO BAJA, MEXiCO FOR 3 DAYS. iM REALLY LOOKiNG FORWARD TO THAT! OMG WE ARE GONNA HAVE SOOO MUCH FUN, DRiNKiN, CLUBBiN, SUNBATHiNG, ROOM SERViCE 24 HOURS A DAY [PLUS WHAT ELSE U THiNK WE GONNA DO.. iTS OUR 'HONEYMOON' LOL] .. i CANT WAiT, i DEFiNiTELY NEED THAT VACATiON!!

iM SO HAPPY & EXCiTED! THiS SHiT iS GONNA BE THE SHiT! :)

THiS iS KiNDA POiNTLESS i GUESS.. LOL.. BUT iM CONSTANTLY SAYiNG "THAS MY FAVORiTE", OR "THAS DEFiNiTELY ON MY TOP TEN", BUT THEN i SAY THAT ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHiNG, SO MY 'TOP TEN' CONSiSTS OF LiKE 300 THiNGS.. OR THE OPPOSiTE, i SAY i HATE SOMETHiNG, iTS ON MY 'TOP TEN OF HATED THiNGS'.. SO FUCK ALL THAT, iMA WRiTE A TOP TEN FOR EACH. LOL THEN i CANT KEEP CHANGiNG THAT SHiT CONSTANTLY (HUH BABY LOL)

i CANT REALLY PUT ANY OF THESE iN ORDER. THEY ARE JUST LiSTED.

10 FAVORiTE THiNGS (NOT PEOPLE, THiNGS)

1. LAVENDER SCENTED STUFF
2. GOOD WEED
3. THE STARS/SPACE/PLANETS
4. THE BEACH/OCEAN
5. SWEET TEA
6. MUSiC
7. GOLD & DiAMONDS
8. MONEY
9. SATiN SHEETS
10. GOiN FiSHiNG


10 MOST HATED THiNGS

1. CALiFORNiA AND 99% OF THE PEOPLE WHO LiVE HERE
2. BARACK OBAMA & EVERYONE WHO WAS STUPiD ENOUGH TO VOTE FOR HiM
3. BAD DRiVERS/STUPiD PEOPLE
4. MY BOSS (NOT JUST AS A BOSS, BUT AS A PERSON.. HE iS FUCKiN SCUM)
5. KNOW-iT-ALLS
6. PRUDES/SQUARES
7. COPS
8. FAKES/LiARS
9. DOCTOR/DENTiST APPOiNTMENTS
10.  SEiNFELD


THiS SHiT AiNT SET iN STONE.. iT WiLL DEFiNiTELY CHANGE.. iDK MY MAN ALWAYS CRACKS ON ME FOR 'CHANGiNG MY TOP TEN' VERBALLY LOL SO HERES THE FUCKiN LiSTS.

  TODAY iS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU ARE CONSTANTLY ON MY MiND. i DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE i WOULD BEGiN iF i COULD SEE YOU AGAiN, THERE iS SO MUCH i WiSH i COULD TALK TO YOU ABOUT. SiNCE YOU LEFT US, THERE HAS BEEN THiS VOiD iN MY LiFE OF WHERE YOU USED TO BE AND i DEAL WiTH iT, BUT TRUTH BE TOLD, iTS UNBEARABLE.
  YOU WERE FASCiNATiNG TO ME. i LOVED HOW YOU WERE iN LOVE WiTH MUSiC, AND LYRiCS, AND POEMS, & WORDS.. YOU WERE SO GiFTED WiTH YOUR WRiTiNG. YOUR POEMS, STORiES, AND SONGS BLOW ME AWAY. i MiSS HOW YOU AND i COULD SiT QUiETLY NEXT TO EACH OTHER iN YOUR ROOM, EACH WRiTiNG, PASSiNG A BLUNT BACK AND FORTH.. EACH iN OUR OWN LiTTLE WORLD BUT ALSO TOGETHER. BUT WE COULD ALSO WiLD THE FUCK OUT AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE CALM AND COLLECTED ONE, SO WiSE FOR YOUR AGE.. YOU DEFiNiTELY GAVE THE BEST ADViCE AND OUT OF ALL MY FRiENDS, i KNOW THAT YOU WERE ONE OF THE ONLY ONES WHO TRULY LOVED ME AND i LOVED YOU VERY MUCH TOO.
  WHEN YOU PASSED AWAY, iT WAS NOT ONLY A STAGGERiNG LOSS FOR THE ONES WHO KNEW AND LOVED YOU, BUT AN iNCREDiBLE LOSS FOR THE WORLD BECAUSE YOU HAD SO MUCH TO CONTRiBUTE AND i KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE DONE GREAT THiNGS.
  i CAN NOT BELiEVE iT HAS BEEN ALMOST FOUR YEARS SiNCE i LAST SAW YOU AND i WOULD GLADLY GiVE EVERY LAST PENNY i POSSESS AND EVERY SiNGLE THiNG i OWN, DOWN THE VERY CLOTHES ON MY BODY, TO SEE YOU AGAiN. i CANT EVEN PUT iNTO WORDS HOW DEEPLY i MiSS YOU AND THERE iS NO WAY TO EXPRESS THE THiNGS i WOULD DO TO HAVE YOU BACK. i WOULD LiTERALLY DO ANYTHiNG iF iT WOULD BRiNG YOU BACK.
  i LOVE YOU AND i MiSS YOU TERRiBLY. iT BREAKS MY HEART THAT i WiLL NEVER GET A RESPONSE TO THiS LETTER.

THE JAMES WEBB SPACE TELESCOPE MiGHT BE LAUNCHED AS EARLY AS 2011.. iT WiLL GiVE US EVEN CLEARER & SHARPER iMAGES THAN THE HUBBLE SPACE TELESCOPE.. & THOSE iMAGES WERE EXTRAORDiNARY (SEE HERE) DAMN i CANT WAiT TO SEE THEM.. THAT SHiT iS FUCKiN AMAZiNG



WHAT BiTCH YOU AiNT KNOW i WAS A BOOKWORM..? LOL