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Keith Aldridge


Last Updated: 12/9/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 45
Sign: Cancer

City: Surrey/ Cloverdale
State: British Columbia
Country: CA
Signup Date: 1/2/2008

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December 8, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  artistic
  The mystery , of what the next "job" I will do as an "extra", ok , ok to some ..."BACK GROUND PERFORMER", "moving wall paper , furniture that eats", still gets me stressed some times, ya even after doing that kind of work off on on for 15 years .But,what ever,on the positive side, it helps pay the bills . Phone in my lap, I wait for the agent to call . I'll just about crap myself when it does.
 I like doing that kind of, but , ..just having to drive a long distance ,at say maybe 4 am or so , so I can beat the soon amounting mass of commuters, is not a pleasure at all.I could spend up to ten bucks on gas driving and finding the place too . I do what I have to do. Trying to find the set on a map and in  the real word , are two different things .  Google map or what ever, some time thing look different in the dark or a dawn. Where's that lonely cold P.A !  Then , there is parking. Do, I have to pay for it, is the lot secure , will it be in some field  where I could get stuck ?  Will the location be some creepy place,...a few I have been to sure where. Rats, spiders, or even ghost ya very know , could be at some of the locations . If it is in the woods , bear could be poking around near by as well. Haaa, haa, fun , fun .
 Then there is the agents commission , ....after some of my own costs , I hope I get a long day so I do make some money . I don't want to come to the conclusion , after all my cost and the long hours, I made near to minimum wages. 
 There are other things to consider as well. Will where I have to go to be wet or cold , will I have to wear layers of clothes to keep warm ? Will the wardrobe person tell me to take off all the layers, and piss me off ? Some time I get dressed up in some real stupid clothes, not warm ones either. Never mind the hot summer shoots , dressed in thick costume or what ever, ...I have seem a few guys pass out from the heat .
 Then too, there is the crowd , the other people hired to do what I do , be an "extra" , or what you want to call it . Will they be areholes , intolerant rude steal my chair, yup move all my stuff, my wardrobe bag and take  the chair I found to sit in, while I hurry up and wait. I get up to go the can and come back, it is gone . Ya, I do want to kick them in the head, but no I do not want to be fired or charged with assault. For the most part I try to keep to myself ,but ....errr ummm. I don't want to come across as stuck-up prick either. Some time I have to care about what some people think of me . Hey , ...and just because I do talk or try to make conversation , is not an indication I want some thing. I'm not a set to work, to try;n make a buck, it is not a situation or a place to pick-up women. If some guys can and do , do that , well what ever , good for them I guess . I go to work , to go to work, not for drama and complications . 
 I've met or come across a few people on those sets , who are just nuts too. Hey not quirky or different, no some I have me or seen have real problems , they are on meds ,have issues , like sit and talk to themselves and rock back and fourth . I have to tolerate that as well, ...no not if I really don't have to . 
Yes ,most of the time I do enjoy doing that sort of work,but there are as I have mentioned draw backs . To me , as some one who has had a lot of different jobs , doing all kinds of shitty work, extra work at time is a freek'n  holiday . I get paid to pretend  , ya like for real . I don't for the most part , have to break my back or bust ,my ass for a buck or two. 
 The catering too, ooooooooooooo gawd , some of the food it sooooooooooo good, I'm tempted to stuff my face yhaaaaaaaaaaaa, but , ...for the most part I have not did not all that much as far was work , real work I mean. It is good way to get fat doing extra work, yup for sure. 
 I sure I have aged myself and few year will the stress and lack of sleep and the bad habits I have and doing that kind of work too, but what ever I do what I have to do . Far too much coffee ,anxiety ,  lack of sleep, maybe a long drive to a location,being tolerant when I really want to strangle some one  ....it is was is . 
December 7, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Life
I don't go out much this time of year, and not nearly as much as I use at any time of years. 
Driving into the ever growing city, Surrey as well as Vancouver , with the pissed off drivers , who are all out to get where they are going is fast as they can isn't as fun as it use to be. Finding parking, pfffft, I just go to a pay lot not , like PAC center , or the Gas Town parkade and walk to where I've got to now . At the risk of sounding paranoid naaa it is a reality, ...I do not want to come back and find my Van broken into AGAIN! 
Nope, going to see the one band I really want to see and having to wait'n  through 3 or 4 shitty ones , while I get bored and annoyed , isn't as fun as it used to be.I drink when I get bored . 
Having one too many beers, drinking coffee and trying to find a place to eat before drive home , it not as fun as it used to be either. Wandering back to the parking lot and wondering if I am going to get jump, is no thrill either. 
Driving home , I am tired sweaty , annoyed and on alert for drunk drivers and idiots who are staggering around and some who run out in front of me . East Van, Gas Town , Powell Street ,Hastings and Main and around there , and the Grandville Street area , are a good places for that sort of behavior . Aaaad, yhaaa , is I am leaving the city and getting on the Freeway , is it far far busier then it use to be , even at 2 2or 3 am. I am on the alert for drunks and cops and asshole pissed off driver. If I am lucky , it is not pissing down with rain,foggy or at this time of year once in a while snowing , that make the drive back even more fun. White knuckling it , slapping myself in the face , driving with the drivers side window rolled down , been there done that. Don't like it . I be just really weird to enjoy it too .
Yes. and the public transport out this way , at night sucks !!!!!!!!!!!! I have been stuck at Surrey Central, once or twice or just one too many times, waiting for a bus that never comes , surrounded by drunks and junkies and crackers , people who would if they could beat my ass and rob me . I've taken a cab home back from there and over 20 or more  bucks later , to say the least I am fak'n mad as hell . 
 Getting back into the area I live is not a ton-o-fun either. There is always some dick-head tailing gating me. Yah, at 2 or 3 am , yhaa and do ,slam on my brakes and yell at who ever it is to get their head out of my ass, as well as their own . 
I am just far more selective as to when and when I go now, and I just do not have the money , or as much interest as I use to, to go through all the to see some band play or what ever . I am sure , I am not the only one who feels  that way as well , or agree with me . I do think there could and maybe  are a few places to play out this way , I and I am look'n for places to see live music .The few  I have found are most often packed and for the most part a rip-off as far the price of a drink goes. 
Yes, at the risk of seeming anti social and some what sedentary , in order to avoid a hassle.......................... .these days, I think I'd rather stay at home . 
December 3, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  content
 Regardless of my situation ,or what is happening in the world , what I have read, heard seen in the news , the media , I will still try ,try being the operative word , to smile, stay in a some what good mood .Any one who knows me , will get why, with me , in my humor sarcasm is closely connected with irony and silly ridicule{ of course } . Laughing in the face , the face of dissatisfaction is all's I can do some times. Damned better then crying and bitching about every thing  . Haaaa,

  I do , and I am sure some can agree,...................
I get the feeling at times though,  there are just far too many far too serious people , out there on social networking sites.Trying to make a point , serve some sort of social justice , rally a battle cry  . But , what ever their agenda may be, I am happy they don't  or attempt to drag me down, rile me , piss me off. I am happy and thankful for the nice friendly people I have met and exchange messages and comments with.Thank you.  Cheers.
November 27, 2009 - Friday 


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November 19, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  aggravated
I am near broke...so , if you send me ....hey come see my band play doodad thingy notes message or that ever , and I don't ....well, it is because I'd rather be able to pay my rent or buy food ....or beer , then drive all the way into town spend about 10 bux on gas and who knows on what ever the cover charge is ...never mind maybe paying for parking or a beer or 3 . So,  I can afford to go out maybe once a month ......that's that. ...later .
K.
November 4, 2009 - Wednesday 
October 26, 2009 - Monday 


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October 16, 2009 - Friday 
Once in a while and more often...  now more then not ,I some times wonder if  shouting it  in some ones face that  I'm perfectly capable of competing on a certain level a criterion that counts ,not just  performance in some cases , but  attitude .
  While I am out job hunting ,what  take exception to is when I meet people invent standards that have little or nothing to do with the job  I am applying for.
  Do the people I apply for work to  focus on some differences,like for instance , my age  compared to the majority of the employees that there already is working at some of these places ? 

 Ya , I am over 40, not useless and have had lots of life experience, I'd stick around at a good job if I  was hired,and not quit after and month,because I saved enough money to go to Mexico or what ever.

If I was hired at a good job ,I would not bitch about it. Unlike some spoiled brats, I've worked with ,thinking maybe just because they were born they are owned ... and had good that they had it .
 
 
  I would not bring my problems to work, talk about how wasted I got on the weekend , come in hung over.

  I've had to work with people like that before , they pissed me off, I worked harder because I was so mad. Guess who got laid off ?

  But as have I started to notice a lot of employers are hiring younger people now....and some as far as I can tell ,some who have an attitude problem.
   
 Seriously, I few places I've walked into to give some one a resume ,  I get 'eyed-balled" , 5 or 6 pairs of eyes, glaring at me ...from a 20 some thing " I want to kick your ass" faces. Maybe , I will take a job that they wanted for one of their buds? ....And , no f'n way would I go drinking after work with them .....
 Haaaaaaa,  I 'd be better not having to work with people like that anyway. 
 
 I have had a lot of shitty jobs , worked in a few places that , to some  I guess, were not nice places at  all. I can guess , there are far worse places and jobs to do then the ones I have had though. And I admit, to a certain extent , I a sick of busting my ass to make a buck , ....hitting the couch when I get home and falling asleep after a beer. At the same happy I have a couch and a beer and a roof over my head . 
But, when I see some people a  few decades or less, younger then me , bitch and cry while working at some real easy-ass job,......shit, I get sooooooooo  grrrrrrrrrrrr. 

 
 Anyway , before I come across as some over 40 bitter creep, I just ask, do some employers want  to hire some younger people , only because they think or assume they will work harder, 
 ...or are they hired because they won't stick around and make a "career" out of some menial simple job .....you know so the employer  instead of having to get of the "deadwood" , just lay them off at the end of the summer .....and not have to think twice about it ? 
  I guess I can try to answer some of these questions myself, with one simple answer , some time I have told myself all most everyday for a while now ....that,..the world owes me nothing. 
October 16, 2009 - Friday 
Being interested in what is going on in the world , not meaning just what I can see or hear or what's at arms length , not what just effect me.... ME..... me, some times I ask questions. Maybe the wrong questions. And, as I have found out there's a lot of people who , as far as I can tell really don't give a shit.  I mean like , if you are not interested in what they are trying to sell you , or get you to consume , well piss off then. 
 I guessing some people are like that, because that is all they have if what ever , and more often then not , pointless useless crap that they make , and the "gift" to make it was all taken away , I wonder if they'd start paying some attention to what is going on around them ,...or would they just turn into pitifully creatures asking the world they did not give a shit about before to help them ?
October 16, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:  angsty
Category: Life
 Why is every one in a rush the rush to get everywhere ? Speed limits are not the problem, speeders are. Some of the most ignorant drivers on the road are the idiots the jacked up pick up trucks . They don't even notice the speed bump when in their over compensating monster trucks and the "I drive as fast as I want to , and I dont' care about tickets. I get paid alot anyways. It's all about "me" so get out of my way slow poke" attitude, boot around the area and maybe run some one over . Where can I get  a spiked belt to throw in front of them?! In the summer it is the crotch rocket driver, booting it up and down the neighborhood road , ...get me some piano wire ! Shit , the dudes on Harley's {not all stereotypes  fit } ,that I have seen around here are more respectful then those goofs. Something isn't working and new laws and enforcement is not going to change or make it better. 
   I wonder if they think to slow down a little more , or  think it'd be  a really good idea then ya see kids playing or people talking to each other from across the streets, to grab a brain and lay off the gas peddle . I wonder if some of these people who drive like the devil is after them , on through the subdivision and urban areas even live in those  areas ? I 'd have to guess not, and if they do, well they are just  plain stupid !