Is that a reference to Jhonen's work? Yes, it is, although not intentional.

I don't know if it's the fact I'm barely even eating, or because I'm just bored of everything, but I feel this weakness... wish it would go away.

Like I said, now my strenght is not here.

Anyhow, I might decide to update MySpace blog if you guys comment. Otherwise, you always have my Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/xkime

See you ^^

http://xisback.wordpress.com/2008/01/08/visual-kei-part-one/

Pretty much. Enjoy~

I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I hate me, and sometimes I feel like I love me. How can I go between two opposite poles like that?

I really need to play piano to keep my sanity... and I don't have one here right now.

Yawrs... and I need to cry. A real cry. That would help.

Perhaps do both at the same time? Has happened before. It stained the keys, though...

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Nande konai ni ano hito ga modokashii ya no? Omahan wa uchi wo oboeru no ka na...

(Ignore my exagerated Kansai there...)

It's been four months already, and I can't seem to get over it. She left with someone else... four months ago. And I still miss her? I still am willing to open wide my arms and forgive her if she just comes back? How stupid am I?

Very, it seems. Because there yet has not been a day when I don't remember her. She's every f***ing day in my mind. And I'm not even exagerating here. It *is* every day. Everything I do, everything I see... everything reminds me somehow of her. I have spent more time without her than with her, and yet...

I can't believe four months have passed. It still feels like it was last week.

But you... you just won't talk to me anymore. You don't care about me anymore. It is now that I would really like to be a friend, a comrade like you suggested at first. At least. But you simply don't seem to give a darn.

It doesn't matter what I post here, anyway. No one really reads it.

So you get more info out of me, you sneaky pig~ (w)

Name: Hi-mi-tsu ya. It starts with an "n" anyhow.
Birthday: November 7th.
Birthplace: If you follow the clues, you can find out yourself.
Current location: This would be a giveaway to the last question. (w)
Eye color: Deep brown~
Hair color: Currently, black. But it will once again change, so...
Height: 179cm--180ｃｍ　( it's up to TPO) 5'11".
Right Handed or Left Handed: Both. I write with my right hand; everything else, I can use any.
Your Heritage: Italian (father-side), Spanish (mother-side)
The Shoes You Wore Today: None. I just woke up, and I usually go barefooted in the house.
Your Weakness: Really cute girls; would do anything for them if I fall in love ~_~
Your Fears: Pain.
Your Perfect Pizza: With cheese and tomato sauce, I guess. Don't forget the oregan~
Goal you would like to achieve this year: Stop damaging my nails. Have the love of my life by my side (like every year), if I can find her. Get a nice tattoo.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an Instant Messenger: "WTF?"
Thoughts First Waking Up: "It was just a dream..." or "Where am I?"
Your Best Physical Feature: Hair. Of course.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I get sleepy. Midnight and on.
Your Most Missed Memory: Being with my beloved.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Burger King or McDonald's: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single. I don't like other people that much.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: The two of them.
Capuccino or Coffee: But the Capuccino is coffee. Bleh, Capuccino. Or Coffeecinno.
Do you Smoke: No, I hate it.
Do you Swear: I swear I don't. Er, only sometimes in English, perhaps.
Do you Sing: Every waking time.
Do you Shower Daily: Wish I had the time.
Have you Been in Love: Still am, I think.
Do you Want to go to College: To want? Nah. To willingly plan? Yes.
Do you Want to get Married: Some day, yes. Deppends with whom, though.
Do you Believe in Yourself: There's nothing else I can believe on.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only if I spin way too much?
Do you Think you are Attractive: Yes, I *think* so. And so do some other people. We can't be all wrong... can we?
Are you a Health Freak: Not a freak. I try to take care of myself, but food and laziness end up winning. Still, I tend to only drink water, and not too much junk.
Do you get along with your Parents: They get along with me.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Back when I had satelite, no. Now, they are nice once again.
Do you play an instrument: Many.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: In the past hours, indeed.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you been on a Date: Constantly, but I don't consider them dates, as much as others do.
In the past month have you gone to the Mall: Constantly.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. That was the previous month, I'm afraid.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes. And I feel like that's where I belong.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, that was four months ago, already.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I hate the name, but no. I took a tub bath, though.
In the past month have you stolen anything: Not really.
Ever been Drunk: Yeah... sure... once... or, or twice... okay, okay, many times. ^^;;
Ever been called a Tease: Yes. Rightfully. (w)
Ever been Beaten up: Not really.
Ever Shoplifted: Only family shop. I was a cmall child, you see...
How do you want to Die: Remembered. And asleep, and painlessly.
How do you want to be when you Grow Up: Famous. And rich, yeah. Married with a loving and beautiful woman, and have some nice dogs. Perhaps one or two kids.
What country would you most like to Visit: Only visit? Tokyo. I would like ot live in America, though. Always been an United States fan~ Or England.

In a Boy/Girl...
Favorite eye color: Any. Though, black or brown are more my style.
Favorite hair color: Any. Except red, green, or bright colors that aren't blonde.
Short or long hair: Any, as long as the haircut is good.
Height: Not too tall. A little shorter than me. 160-174cm is ideal.
Weight: Perfect for her height. Slim. Not athletic per say, I don't like women with big muscles.
Best clothing style: Visual kei~

Number of drugs I have taken: Only pills with recipe for some... problems I had to solve. Otherwise, none.
Number of CDs I own: It goes over the hundreds. 300 I think.
Number of Piercings: One in my lip, one in my right ear.
Number of Tattoos: None. But I want to get some done.
Number of Things in my Past I Regret: Losing her. Nothing else.