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May 29, 2009 - Friday

The art in myself.
Current mood:

artistic
Category: Art and Photography

Well yea, doubting the amount of readers as usual. No one seems to care, neither do I though. I am probably going to send a bulletin anyways to ask people to read it, if not no big. Anyways onto the main subject, my latest delve into the arts.

Lately, I have been very poetic, some of you know this, and most don't because you never cared to find out. If you bothered to listen thank you, if you didn't, life goes on. I plan to keep writing, whether it be songs for my band, ¿DisInfected ChildHood! or just apathetic musings about my daily life, to writing prompts in my English classes where I comment usually on the fall of intelligence in our society. Yes, by the way, it's true, I see most of you as idiots, mainly because of the fact that you are all too lazy to learn. I always seem to have to hold back in order for most of you to understand me.

Anyways, my writing, it seems to have evolved into it's own form lately, and it is the most beautiful thing. I always have my muse, and she is always there to give me more to put down on paper. She may think she stresses me out, but that stress is what helps me to write the most beautifully sad poetry I can. Often times, the poem will involve death, dispair, and the human nature. However, this poetic side of me is also not the best, I am lately living off of ramen, Mountain Dew and Combo's, so I am not really that healthy. Also, when ever I am writing like this, I am most likely to be depressed, and not too positive. But, the upside of my almost-suicidal delve into my thoughts and how I express them, is that I am able to help anyone who needs it, because now is when I think the clearest. So really anytime you have a problem, come to me over it, think of me as your symbiote, I will help you out, and you will give me more inspiration for stuff to write.

Now on to one of my works, this is just a random thing I wrote, extremly graphic, but oh well, thats the way I do it, if you don't like it, I have a few words. Buy the Ticket, Take the ride. Here goes.

Silence. It was pitch black outside and silent, for this was when the city slept. There was no one about, all except the leaves rustling throughout the ground, the cigarette butts sliding along the curb. One would think the world had gone into an eternal slumber, but if you were to look inside a certain motel room, you would see that at least two people were alive and well. The man embracing the woman with all his might, showing himself that compassion did exist, and that his life was not yet finished.

He was trying with all his might to figure out the world, while also maintaining his self to make the woman know his pain. The woman saw the humanity behind his dark eyes that showed almost none. For this, she knew that he may not stay with her, but she would always stay with him. But while they were entangled in eachother, the world outside waited, it waited for nothing, but now it did. It waited for happiness to exist. This next day with so many possibilites would not start until these two understood eachother more than any human could ever conceive.

He thrusts into her. A street lamp flickers. She moans loudly. The wind guts franticly. He pulls along her. A garbage can knocks over. She begs for more. Rain drops fall. He cries out in ecstacy, she calls with the same message. The world begins anew once more. He lays down alongside her. Sun dawns. She smiles. Clouds part.

That's about it, and it has only been getting better since then, if I feel up to it, I will start putting my poetry up here as well, until then, I hope you all start to learn to well, learn.

Currently listening:
Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad Original Soundtrack "Beck"

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February 15, 2009 - Sunday

Short Blog
Current mood:

artistic
Category: Life

Amazing, It's two in the morning and I am still awake. I haven't been able to do this in ages, but today was good and the energy was just flowing tonight. I am going to keep this one short tonight since I am turning in soon.

Well yeah I checked and its been about 7 months since I had posted. It really doesn't feel like that long, but oh how the time flies these days. To think in a year from now I will be in college (I probably will miss you all...mostly), and right now I am just enjoying the senior year. It hasn't been all fun, but even the bad things were quite funny in a universal sense. I have noticed though that everyone around me really has a flair for the dramatic (you three know who you are.) I don't get it...shit happens, why not just let it pass and enjoy the rest of life, why must me always return to what hurts us? I am not saying I do this, I tend to do the opposite being the nonconformist I am and all. I am just saying why should we worry about the here and now, when we are just barely adults...we have entire lives to look forward to and in the end this probably won't even come close (or hasn't if your life kinda sucked ass earlier) to the worst things in your life.

Sorry about the tangent and back to my senior year, this year I made it a habit of renaming freshman, and also showing them they really need to watch there place. One freshman this year almost ended up on the wrong side of my fist for fucking with a mentally-challenged kid. Look you just don't do that, especially with me around. I may not be the nicest of guys but there is still some lines you don't cross. This freshman in particular was quite cocky as well, and when a group of about 8 or 9 of my friends who are all quite strong themselves say that you shouldn't do something and you continue, you really must be a masochist, because I won't stop at just pushing you, I will taunt you like a hyena chasing a gazelle, you will start crying before I hit you so what do you think will happen when I do.

Ok, off the violence subject, lately my writing has really been flowing as you can see, if it were not this late, my vocabulary would increase tenfold but oh well. I don't know what it is but I feel inspired, to do what I am not sure, but whenever you are writing something and need a hand message me because I'll always help, as my darling Ashley knows firsthand from me always helping when she rights a essay or story.

Speaking of Ashley, lately stuff has been hard, us being blocked off from each other, but we still manage to stay happy, and thats the most important thing. Granted it isn't as perfect as it seemed when we first got together, but this was my first really serious relationship and it was all new and I just love new things. Still though, I am happy with her and all you nay-sayers best leave because I will always fight for her.

I think I will leave it on that note and head to bed. Comments are appreciated and arguments even more so. Anyways I told you what I had to say (I know I said I would keep it short but like I said Creative Juices), now let me know what you have to say.

------L.

Currently reading:
The Living Dead
By Stephen King

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August 15, 2008 - Friday

Yeah...its a blog
Current mood:

blank
Category: Life

Yeah so it's been awhile and I've got nothing on my plate for the next 6 hours so why not type huh?

Well, lately life has been good, not great, and far from perfect but it's been getting better. The last few weeks were kinda tough but Ashley and me got through it. I have a good feeling we could get through anything if we both just try as damn hard as we can. We both found some stuff out about each-other and our-selves and I think it was more good than bad. But this morning seemed like we were more going backwards than forwards. It's okay though I know it won't last. But yeah Ashley still is the only girl for me and some of you know truely how much I mean that.

And well school starts in a few weeks which sucks along with the fact that my dad wants me to get a job...ehh. I found out I need less credits than I thought though so yippee...that means free classes, hmm maybe I'll keep sum extra ones just in case though. I'll figure it out come Sep. but if school is starting soon that means B-day is coming too.

Yeah lately Ash has been hinting at all the gifts she's getting me and it's so sweet how much she really cares for me. I do love her so fucking much. I just do. I really don't know how she could be any nicer to me, and she says she's a bitch, but I understand that we all have bad moments and get aggravated. She just thinks because I have seemingly unlimited patients with her that means she's a bitch because she doesn't with me. Baby that doesn't make you a bitch, it just makes me Jesus...sorry couldn't really think of anyone with more patients than that dude.

But anyways yeah I've been quite chill over this summer, it has been the best one so far. Anyways I'm going to spell-check this (because I'm OCD like that )

And Everyone who reads this...keep chill as well, you never know when keeping your head straight in a bad situation could help out rather than being rash and impulsive (although that works sometimes too ) ---L.

Currently listening:
Full Circle
By Pennywise
Release date: 2005-03-08

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July 20, 2008 - Sunday

off groundation
Current mood:

loved
Category: Life

yeah so to those of you who dont know i was grounded for the last week...long story. but yeah today im off groundation and basically i plan to spend today and every day after that being with ashley. the last week was just horrible, not being able to see her smiling face or feel her warm embrace. so yeah i cant wait til later so i can go see her. anyways life has been so great since ive been with her. i love spending all my time with her, she always knows the way to make me happy and i never want to be apart from her. anyways im gonna git goin for a lil

...pce out bitchez

Currently listening:
Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness
By Coheed & Cambria
Release date: 2005-09-20

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June 27, 2008 - Friday

Summa Chillin
Current mood:

blank
Category: Life

Yo....its been a while. well i got nothin better to do so i decided to write up a blog.

well summer vacation officially starts today, and im thinkin this summer is gonna be good. Ive got the the only thing i need now. Ashley. shes just awesome...i dont know how to describe her any better. she just knows everything to make me happy. well this summer i plan on not doin much (big surprise) besides chill out with Ash (bigger surprise). im like so tired right now...explain how i can sleep in and actually be tired...whatever though its all good...im gonna hang with Ashley later and maybe even spend the night with her...but yea anyways...im gonna download alot of music this summer...i want at least 3000 songs by the time school starts. i could have that much now, but im too lazy. yes i know im too lazy to type a name and click search then download...well fuck you. furthermore anyone know a good movie pirating site? if you do hit me up...theres sum stuff i want to check out. im gettin bored of this now though, so im outta here.

Currently listening:
Stop Calling Us Ska!
By A Billion Ernies
Release date: 2006-09-12

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June 14, 2008 - Saturday

How happy she makes me
Current mood:so infatuated with Ashley
Category: Life

Yes, well today is the one week anniversary between Ashley and I. I dont think Ive ever been as happy as when im with her. She just knows everything to make me feel better, like the other day i was in a super-bad mood and yet she somehow made it better just by talking to me. This girl is my life, i will do anything for her. This is the one, yeah I think this is the one thats goin to be forever. I hope it is too, because everytime i think of us spendin eternity with eachother i just smile.....I Love You Ashley With All My Heart, I hope nothing ever destroys the bond we share.

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June 8, 2008 - Sunday

My Girlfriend pt 2
Current mood:thinkin of her...as always
Category: Life

So anyways...before i was so uncooly kicked off the comp, i was talkin about how much i love my new girlfriend ashley. Well, ive done stuff for her that i would never think of doin for other people. I open up to her, which i wont do for anyone else. Its just that we are so close, i just dont have a problem with it. It makes me so happy every second im next to her...just when im holding her im happy, its hard to explain. But anyways, I can see that this is gonna be for a while, and im glad. Finally a relationship where i dont have to be scared that it will be over a couple days from now...its just refreshing.

I Love You so damn much Ashley...you will always be my punk rock chick.

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June 8, 2008 - Sunday

My Girlfriend
Current mood:Chillin with my Punk Rock Girl
Category: Life

Yeah well today is the best day ive had in a long while...im finally goin out with the girl ive liked like all year. its been a confusing week cuz i had no clue where this was gonna go between us, but its all good. So anyways we basically spend all our free time talkin to eachother and neither of us ever gets bored. and Ashley is just awesome, finally a girl who just tells me what i ask instead of playing mind games with me....so yeah...shes just great to me.

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May 30, 2008 - Friday

Another Poem For Ash....
Current mood:

chill
Category: Writing and Poetry

If I knew how to write a song
I'd write one everyday
It would say that I'm in love with you
And why I feel this way

It would have to say you're pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you're a looker
From your head down to your toes

You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You're smart charming lovely
And everything to me

You're my comfort when I'm lonely
You're my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I've known
I must rate you the best.

You're the orchard in the jungle,
you're the better half of me
You're all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me

Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

<3 <3 Ash <3 <3

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