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Animesh Das


Last Updated: 4/16/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Libra

City: Mumbai
State: Maharashtra
Country: IN
Signup Date: 1/9/2008

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Saturday, July 26, 2008 

Current mood:  amused
Category: Blogging
Days Go By, and I think of You...

Change is inevitable. Yes, it is. Especially when its not wanted. Desired from the heart.

Oh well, time may be the healer, but it can never heal completely.

Oh, and this ain't about a girl. Sort of.
Currently listening:
Nostradamus
By Judas Priest
Release date: 2008-06-17
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 

Current mood:  annoyed

Hey,

Just called in to say,

I'll be there...

Currently listening:
3 Libras, Pt. 1
By A Perfect Circle
Release date: 2001-02-20
Friday, May 02, 2008 

Current mood:  amused

Well, well, well...

So many days went by, and not a single word here. There was a writer's bloc, or so would you say, when the bloc is of a purely physical, and sometimes mental nature. Block? Bloc? Bleh...

This goes out to you... this goes out to all my people, to those who never sleep, to those who understand, when i get deep...

Kudos. Hehe...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 

Current mood:  blah

Hmm... the great white text box looms before me like Radiohead's music. It's deep, it's depressing. Really. It is. Maybe you don't see it that way. Maybe Radiohead are too arty for you. Maybe you just don't get it. Whatever.

I've never given Radiohead a full listen. I'm intrgued by bits and pieces of what they've done, but i've never been able to get in to them. I should, shouldn't i?

Bleh, this isn't even about the band.

Friday, April 18, 2008 

Current mood:  calm

Aah, here's another one from the land of 5-7-5

Don't wanna hear it
Life is not the same, is it?
Sheesh, i suck at this.

Implied message? None.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 

Current mood:  artistic

Ohk, so this is another new series.. let's get to some 5-7-5 action, baby.

She walked silently
As time took cue and stood still
Lighting the dark night.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 

Current mood:  blank

What if one day, while you're updating your blog, reading an e-mail, playing some random arcade game, checking up the score, delving deeper into your assignment, designing that kick ass presentation or piece of art, or just staring in to oblivion, the screen goes blank, and instead, you're made to watch something terribly horrendous like Barney the purple dinosaur, or worse still, the Teletubbies in their goo-goo-ga-ga glory? Worse still, what if you actually like watching that? What would you have to say?

I'd go, damn.

P.S. If you haven't noticed, do so now. Check the title. Yes, it's a series...

Sunday, April 13, 2008 

Current mood:  bummed

Its time. To move out of the closed confines of security and belonging. Moving out of a place where every moment spent was amazing. Right from the routine, to the extra activities. From the moments spent doing nothing, to the moments spent thinking about nothing, or something at all. From the comfort of familiar faces, of faces who'd smile back, who'd wave out, who'd come to you, who'd be there for you, who'd smack you at the back, who'd poke you till you break the point of irritation, who'd pester you, who'd push you to the max, who'd laugh at the saddest jokes, who'd cry along to your sorrow...

5 years just went by. Just like that. Damn.

St. Xavier's, i'm gonna miss you. Miss the classrooms, miss the hall, miss the back exit, miss those secret passages, miss the badminton court, miss the fried gooeyness of the canteen and mess, miss sitting on the wooden backrests, the rickety laptops we'd use for our exams, running down and up those huge staircases, the magnificent view from the 40s, the trapped feeling of the 30s, and the utter joy of the 20s.

Memories do remain, but it's not gonna be the same.

Life is calling. I don't wanna take the call...

Sunday, April 06, 2008 

Current mood:  anxious

Inhale. Rest. Exhale. Repeat.

The process calms the inner anxiety and nervousness. Constant re-affirmation that i can sail through the week. Just one minor thought that maybe i can’t - that’s enough to debunk the entire build-up.

Can’t wait for this to start. Why? So that it can finish.

Friday, April 04, 2008 

Current mood:  aggravated

Well, i’ve clicked ’post a blog’. But i dunno what to put in. What to dole out. What to write about. What to think of. Not that there’s nothing rushing through the brain, but there’s so much going on that it’s not easy to focus on one particular topic. Or maybe there is, and i’m just being lazy. Or maybe it’s the fact that i wouldn’t want to share it with people whom i absolutely don’t know. Or maybe it’s an entirely different reason altogether that’s hampering and hammering my collective sub-conscious - of which i have the faintest of recognition.

This question has always boggled me. Why do we blog? Or rather, why do i blog? What’s really in it for me? Gives me a space to just blurb, to just place my thoughts? To write eloquent sentences and weave magical stories that will affect someone’s life? To reason out an argument? To think? To establish my self? To showcase? To gain acceptance? To make myself feel useful? To see if anyone actually reads this? Am i that lonely? Is this a medium to connect to a global audience? To ramble on and on and on and on about stuff that only makes sense to me? Or is it merely something that keeps me focussed? Keeps me grounded? Keeps me going on? Keeps me flattered? Gives me a tag? Makes me look cool? Makes me seem intellectual? Reflects a persona that i’d like to maintain as the first impression? Keeps me guarded? Helps me connect? Draws a line? Let’s people know what i’m about?

Long blurb. Made short. I blog. It’s about me.