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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 23
Sign: Gemini

City: San Antonio
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/2/2005

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Monday, August 21, 2006 
but it sure looks like one...

Name: Tango with me and find out

Birthday: Tomorrow, if itll get me a posse of dancing people and matching music

Currently reading: Victorias Secret catalogue ;)

Currently listening to (most): Christina Aguileras Back to Basics

Current Catchphrase: FUCK

Most Wanted (currently): curled toes

Most Wanted (for Halloween): To choose a costume

Currently obsessed with: Shaking my hips and Pilates

Most recently ate: Gum?

Currently feeling: Tentative

Missing Most: Skin

Hating Most: Tomorrow

Dreaming About (currently): Holiday lingerie
Thursday, August 17, 2006 

Current mood:  contemplative
In a chorus of fresh painted nails and smooth legs
Wishing wanting waiting
How did it come to this place, never saying, never going
An uncertainty makes me

I hold my tongue in modesty, but I hate the cold
Wishing wanting waiting
Moments of patience strike me
Piano keys on a marble floor

Soft thoughts and sheets
Wishing wanting waiting
Curled toes and whispers
Stop me from myself

Uncontainable eyes and a bitten lip
Wishing wanting waiting
Falling slowly but I dont see the end
A slow slow touch

Passion swells, a weeping and gnashing of teeth
Wishing wanting waiting
Take it, have it all
Damn me
Thursday, August 10, 2006 

Current mood:  devious
First, an announcement:
I am not sick... Yup, you heard it here first, NO MORE BEING SICK... Fuck yeah...

Also, for about 2 weeks, I've had internet problems... My comp was just being a little SHIT... So, I reformatted my hard drive, and FINALLY it works... Hopefully it'll stay this way -- working, that is... Now, I have to get all of my files back on this comp... All 16.5 GB of them . . . a gig at a time...

And beyond that, it is now time for the job search... In doing computer stuff, I've also torn my room apart, and I need to get organized and get out there... I have no more excuses... Yesterday I planned an elaborate shopping trip to some of the Vegas shopping hotspots to execute my hunt for The Perfect Work Attire... But I decided before I left to make one stop at the shopping center on the corner by my house, just to see if Nordstrom Rack, Target, Claire's, Micheal's, or Pier 1 had anything of interest... Well, I came back an hour later, and I had found everything I needed, including a pair of shoes that makes you go "Ooooo, yes!!!" when you put them on... (Girls, you know what I'm talking about!) I promptly canceled the elaborate shopping trip and went back to bludgeoning my computer... Man, Vegas is gonna be horrible for my lazy streak...

That is the latest for now, now back to cleaning my room... :/
Sunday, July 23, 2006 

Current mood:  sick
Andy came over on Saturday and we had lunch, then (and this is totally the technical term) we hung out... After he left, my throat was rather scratchy, so I thought, "Hmmmmm, could it be all the making out?" Flashlight in hand, I went to my bathroom mirror and stuck out my tongue... I'm sure my bathroom mirror is completely offended and will get me back for it (I'm seeing an incident involving a bikini and a fat day in my future), but I was more appalled -- fabulous colonies of puss gathering in the back and sides of my throat... The beast was back...

So today I headed off back to the ER... Two and a half hours after I left my house, I arrived at the ER, and was put on the fast-track to get seen by a doctor... Why the fast track? Don't ask me, I brought two books and my CD collection with me for hours of entertainment, but I didn't bother using any of them because the Benadryl I took made me sleeeeeepyyyy...

The doctor saw me, and because their computer system was down he had to ask a lot of dumb questions ("What did you take last time?")... He gave me some meds and told me to see my PCM (Primary Care Manager) because if I keep getting infections, they'll need to take my tonsils out... I really don't want my tonsils out... It's surgery I can't afford, and while I won't get infections ON my tonsils anymore, I'll get a whole bunch else, and more often... So I don't want it to get to that, and I really hope these meds work... *crosses fingers*

I have several new toothbrushes, I have a new toothpaste, I have a new waterbottle... Here's to not getting sick like that agian...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 

Current mood:  mischievous
I dropped off the internet radar for a few days this past week... My internet died, the modem flipped out...

More interesting is that I was a sick, sick girl... On Friday, I checked into the ER with a fever of 102 and some dehydration, aside from the general problems swallowing... They gave me an IV and a 10-day course of meds and I've been getting a little better... What's more, I love how people missed me when I was away... /sarcasm

I know, I know, I didn't look sick... I've heard all the excuses... Guys were hitting on me on the bus ride home from the hospital... Remind me to get a more menacing pair of earphones and turn my music up louder...

I have really been getting better, though... Yesterday I made cupcakes... Today I took a dip in the pool (that is, after I nearly died of the heat due to a trip to the post office -- remember, folks, I have no car)... Tomorrow, I might . . . clean... (I know, it's horrible, right? Ew, cleaning...)

Until next time . . .
Thursday, July 06, 2006 
Most of you guys I'm sure noticed my bulletin yesterday about my website... Yes, it's up, yes, it's still in the testing phases... If you haven't been, shame on you, it's awesome... TheNakedNerd.Com

You might be sitting there going, "Gosh, how'd she do all that in just one day?" Well, I was bored... More specifically, I'm sick... Lovely, fabulous sick... With sinus drain bypassing my nose, a fever, and some awesome throat-puss action, I officially have "the works"... It's really miserable... Before I took cold medication yesterday, I started work on the site to distract myself... Obviously, it worked well... I may or may not work more on it today... (I could decide to redo my Myspace, too! LOL) Now if only I could find something to swallow besides ice cream, that's the rub...
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 

Current mood:  blah
I talked to my bro last night... He and I are so brain twins, after an hour and a half conversation we had made so much progress... We just see so much the same way... I feel bad, too, because he's stressed the fuck out right now and really in a bad spot, and I've SO been there; I'll likely be there again... I wish there was something I could do for him, but right now I cannot gift him with a vacation to a bunker in Kansas... (We're weird people, get over it...)

I just hope he can find a light somewhere and follow it out of the darkness, because I know exactly how he's feeling, I've been there, I've done that, and I got out... I just hope he can, too...

I also feel an impasse coming... My bro is at the breaking point in many ways in his life, and I have a feeling he'll tell my parents to go fuck themselves... I know my mother will do her best to make me monkey in the middle, but I won't let her do it... Forgive my loyalty to my brother, he's actually been there for me, and I KNOW my parents won't understand...

Watch my mother call me anyway...
Friday, June 02, 2006 
As you know by now (it's blatantly obvious!), I'm moving to Las Vegas... As of two minutes ago, that move date is officially the end of the month...

I should be getting the truck on the 28th, pack it up that day... Then sleep that night, relax the whole next day, hit the road that night (that's the 29th, for those of you who can do math -- with or without my roommate remains to be seen)...

Also, to arrange for in Las Vegas: New job, a car, car insurance... I'm biting my nails, but I'll be okay, really, I will...

You know, a part of me loves moving after it's all over... I've said it before (you just may not have listened), there is no better cure for depression sometimes than leaving a place you *hate* and going out onto that open road... You can always be the person you want to be given a second chance... And don't wait for others to give you that chance, make it happen for you...

I couldn't make SF happen for me... I just not naturally hip enough to wear a coat in summer and love constant wind... I don't relish hearing people's odd impressions of me... I'll miss the leftist swing; I won't miss rooms the size of closets in houses 4 feet apart and I won't miss bananas at 79 cents a pound...

So as I leave, I'll say a goodbye to the California I dreamt, but that never was...
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 
but it sure looks like one...

Name: Go away

Birthday: Yesterday

Currently reading: Vanilla by Patricia Rain

Currently listening to (most): Cafe Del Mar 8

Current Catchphrase: _____ action (ie: "floofy tissue action" "awesome crunchy action" "hott shower action")

Most Wanted (currently): Sleeeeeeep

Most Wanted (for the summer): A smooth move

Currently obsessed with: The awesome people that *didn't* say happy birthday; and probably won't comment this blog... Yeah, fuckers, I'll haunt you in your sleep...

Most recently ate: An omlette

Currently feeling: Sleepy

Missing Most: Feeling like I wasn't broke

Hating Most: My camera not connecting to my computer (bloody piece of shit computer!)

Dreaming About (currently): A boring desk job
Friday, May 19, 2006 

Current mood:  flirty
Alright, so whence last I blogged, I mentioned my move to Las Vegas... But did I mention my birthday celebration there? Hah!

My birthday, Memorial Day Weekend, I'll be in Vegas again! Nice, boring, quiet weekend away, and I'm trying desperately to pack light... I don't want to check anything this time! And, what's more, I'm going to the airport direct from work, so I have to bring my luggage with me to work (and change after work into more awesome clothes)... No doubt I'll get some awesome feedback on my pink suitcase... (Just because it's pink doesn't mean it's not cool, you'd be surprised what's in there... O:-) ) Now, if you have my number and are thinking you'll call to wish me a happy birthday, I'll have my phone off again, so leave me a message! Sure, my mom'll try to call, but that's her problem that she and I aren't close enough to tell her about even my FIRST trip to Vegas... Now, alas this trip to Vegas shall likely end all too soon, but fear not, I'm moving there!

Looks like August is when I'm moving, proooobably mid-month, and I'm gonna visit a friend of mine's place this visit to see if I like the vibe of his roomies... I'm looking for my dream job (that'd be a nice, boring desk job, 9-5, Monday-Friday type; no nights, weekends, or odd shifts)... Hopefully I can find that... Half of listings on Craigslist in this category want "Phone Girls" or "Loan Agents"; I'm sorry, I smell bullshit there...

Beyond the job, I'm thinking of doing my actual drive out with the truck full of my stuff in the middle of the night... At least it'll be cool, so I don't have to worry about any of my stuff melting like last time in the middle of New Mexico... Which brings me to wondering if I wanna visit anyone I know in Sou Cal... Of the three I might see, two haven't been answering my e-mails... And given the late night driving, it might not be good to pop in at 2 AM and say, "Surprise!" I'm doubting I'll see anyone, just do a night ninja move... So since the likelihood of seeing friends or family down in Sou Cal is near nil, I can delay telling my mother about this move a pretty long time... Ah, she and I are so close... *sarcasm face*

So here I am, moving, AGAIN, same time as last year... I look forward to finally unpacking and settling somewhere (but I said that last time)... I also look forward to taking care of the stuff I need to take care of for myself (doctor's appointments, that crap) without having to tell my boss like they're my mommy... (I mean, seriously, why do I need to request off just so I can go get a haircut?!) It'd be awesome to have a few hobbies, too, or maybe finish that site I've had sitting on the side, once and for all (said that last time, too)...

Oh that reminds me, once I have a move date decided on, I need to tell my boss and file notice... Gosh, that'll be interesting...

That's all for now!