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Mattie Lane


Last Updated: 5/3/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 60
Sign: Aries

City: MERCED
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/14/2008

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 

Category: Art and Photography

Observations in Zion

The Emptiness of the Void gives way

To the Pervasive Peace,  Zion

As I round the corner from where I was

To where I wish to be.

Sister Datura, lavish in her arraignment

Against the drought ridden desert

Represents a different glory amidst

The scrub of the sage and cactus

Who Am I, Sister, whose English name,

Reveals the path of the nature of your essence?

"Angel's Trumpet," what would you reveal of me

In the twilight between my sleep and wakefulness?

The Holy One of All reveals

all truth to all beings, for the asking

"Sister is for those who know not this truth

But who desire to learn it."

"She exists for those who seek wisdom

for the whole,

And the whole suffers from the abuse

Of the few."

Journey on and discover the Delight of the Virgin

Whose path leads to Vision, acceptance and tolerance.

Ask and this knowledge is Yours

Given you in the Being of You.

The playful tree lizard and mate

Play chase and romp in a tree lined

Beach playground

Until danger arrives –

Seeing,

raising and lowering a tiny body

with muscular legs – push ups by human standards

One inch or less by their perspective

Alert, they bypass Immediate danger

for safety's Camoflage

on the bark of a tree – home

Studying it's would-be enemy

First from one eye, then from another

he uses but one eye, one perspective at a time

each eye seeing the same thing

Entirely differently.

Does one eye see up close

And the other from a distance?

I don the binocular vision of that device

Which allows vision up close of the far away.

I watch the waters play with an inanimate

And give it life,

rainbows of sparkle in the sun

fading the intense beauty around it,

It is but a small rock or piece of wood

on the bank amidst the tules

the water dances around it

begging its freedom from restraint.

A humming bird hovers above

And daringly sweeps, zig-zag,

tiny helicopter lightly dipping it's tale

for a cool bath.

Eyeing the water's invitation

and barely touching the rapids with its tale

It's wings fan the mist of the minute dip

And hummingbird dances again in joy.

Giving way to Father and Son

Slowly, happily, clumsily vying their way

On flotation devices, enjoying

A water journey, talking loudly without words

Water gives way

barely supporting

the weight of  the Father,

Yet, boueying the Son.

Rocks and narrows sometimes halting

the smooth flow of their ride,

but also speeding them where

the Virgin is plentiful.

Their Oneness is apparent – life travelers

Together, co – dependent upon each other

For love, for joy, companionship always

the pleasure Of Adventure and Experience.

And are They not We?

6/22/03 Mattie Lane

Saturday, April 26, 2008 

Current mood:  animated

I got this in email today, and I'm reposting it here because I think it is so true!  Enjoy!

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Very interesting perspective by Jay Leno…

I hope you will all read to the end. Jay Leno puts it into perspective and makes us think about the pathetic negativity. That's right, Jay Leno!!

Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see….

'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right?

The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change.

So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week?

Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?

Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?

Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year?

Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each state?

Or possibly the hundreds of clean and safe motels we would find along the way that can provide temporary shelter?

I guess having thousands of restaurants with varying cuisine from around the world is just not good enough.

Or could it be that when we wreck our car, emergency workers show up and provide services to help all, and even send a helicopter to take you to the hospital.

Perhaps you are one of the 70 percent of Americans who own a home. You may be upset with knowing that in the unfortunate case of a fire, a group of trained firefighters will appear in moments and use top notch equipment to extinguish the flames thus saving you, your family and your belongings.

Or if, while at home watching one of your many flat screen TVs, a burglar or prowler intrudes , an officer equipped with a gun and a bullet-proof vest will come to defend you and your family against attack or loss.

This all in the backdrop of a neighborhood free of bombs or militias raping and pillaging the residents. neighborhoods where 90 percent of teenagers own cell phones and computers.

How about the complete religious, social and political freedoms we enjoy that are the envy of everyone in the world?

Maybe that is what has 67 percent of you folks unhappy.

Fact is, we are the largest group of ungrateful, spoiled brats the world has ever seen. No wonder the world loves the U.S., yet has a great disdain for its citizens. They see us for what we are. The most blessed people in the world who do nothing but complain about what we don't have, and what we hate about the country instead of thanking the good Lord we live here.

I know, I know. What about the President who took us into war and has no plan to get us out? The President who has a measly 31 percent approval rating? Is this the same President who guided the nation in the dark days after 9/11? The President who cut taxes to bring an economy out of recession? Could this be the same guy who has been called every name in the book for succeeding in keeping all the spoiled ungrateful brats safe from terrorist attacks?

The Commander-In Chief of an all-volunteer army that is out there defending you and me? Did you hear how bad the President is on the news or talk show? Did this news affect you so much, make you so unhappy you couldn't take a look around for yourself and see all the good things and be glad?

Think about it…are you upset at the President because he actually caused you personal pain OR is it because the 'Media' told you he was failing to kiss your sorry ungrateful behind every day.

Make no mistake about it. The troops in Iraq and Afghanistan have volunteered to serve, and in many cases may have died for your freedom. There is currently no draft in this country. They didn't have to go.

They are able to refuse to go and end up with either a ''general'' discharge, an ''other than honorable'' discharge or, worst case scenario, a ''dishonorable'' discharge after a few days in the brig.

So why then the flat-out discontentment in the minds of 69 percent of Americans? Say what you want, but I blame it on the media. If it bleeds, it leads; and they specialize in bad news. Everybody will watch a car crash with blood and guts. How many will watch kids selling lemonade at the corner? The media knows this and media outlets are for-profit corporate ions. They offer what sells, and when criticized, try to defend their actions by 'justifying' them in one way or another Just ask why they tried to allow a murderer like O.J. Simpson to write a book about 'how he didn't kill his wife, but if he did he would have done it this way'. Insane!

Stop buying the negativism you are fed everyday by the media. Shut off the TV, burn Newsweek, and use the New York Times for the bottom of your bird cage. Then start being grateful for all we have as a country. There is exponentially more good than bad.

We are among the most blessed people on Earth, and should thank God several times a day, or at least be thankful and appreciative.

'With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, 'Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?'

Jay Leno 2007

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 

Category: MySpace


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiaaOua_Y7s

Here is the latest video of my beautiful baby grandaughter.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 

Current mood:  adventurous
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Last week, I received one of those emails about "Rebate Processing from Home" and I actually opened it, read it and sent in my $197 to find out more of what it was about.   Of course, SCAM, SCAM, SCAM  was going through my mind, but I decided to do it anyway, especially because my daughter, Meghan, has been wanting a job where she can work from home, and I, too, had been thinking about ways I can earn money and retire from working so hard.  I don’t think I’ll ever retire 100%!

After paying my fee, I gained access to an amazing plethora of information on how to earn money through internet based business.  After I read for about 2 hours, I decided to see what ripoff.com had to say about this program, and there were a few posts out there - but I have to say I was surprised by the ignorance of the posters. (I shouldn’t have been - it does take all kinds in this world). 

I’ve been one of those people who have started a lot of small businesses as MLMs, owned a bookstore, and I’ve established a very successful property management business.  What I’ve learned is that every business opportunity takes more than a little bit of time, hard work, and they always take some kind of capital investment.  More than hard work is determination.   For a business to be successful, I’ve learned you have to be willing to live, eat and breathe it for a while.  It has to become your total focus.  You can mix some businesses with others, like online businesses.  These can be mixed with any web presence one might have already established, but, really and truly, you must live, eat and breathe your new business for a while  in order for it to be successful. 

Right now, after reading Angela Penbrook’s material for about 3 hours, I’ve been twirling and swirling in my brain about all the possibilities that are available for me as I go into my retirement years. Doing rebate processing could be one of them, but it’s not the only one, nor is it the best one.   Opposite to the complainers, I think Angela Penbrook is an angel for those who are truly looking for ways to diversify their income.   For those who are runnng scared from a scam?  It’s your loss, our gain.

 

 

 

Thursday, March 13, 2008 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

I REMEMBER YOU!

Eleven years have passed us by,  yes 1+1 is 2

This year in my consciousness,   I’ve rediscovered You
         
You’ve been so very far away, and closer all the same

Hovering o’er my shoulder, whispering my name

I smile at your giggle, with that sparkle in your eyes.

I think of all the times we shared, and learnings that were wise.

I see you in my dreamtime, with travels here and there

Teaching, showing greater things, that from here, we’re not aware

I think of all the things we’d do, Fishmasters and Tiramisu

Still, there’s not a day to pass, that I don’t Miss You!

Now, your little sister brings a baby to this game

In June, will it be You? John Ross, as Rosaleiah Jane?