July 24, 2007
My summer is going to finally start tomorrow.
July 25, 2007
After school starts, I'm cutting my hair. It'll probably be just a few inches, but it needs to be done.
July 26, 2007
I ate way too much today.
July 27, 2007
I really can't stand my dad.
July 28, 2007
I'm stuck here by myself for the next 24 hours, and I feel like I'm going to go crazy.
July 29, 2007
John came over last night. My parents have no idea.
July 30, 2007
Some of my "friends" are really pissing me off.
July 31, 2007
Kelsey's birthday was fun. But I am soooo tired. And really sore too. I need sleep.
August 1, 2007
I forgot to write one for this day. So this is it.
August 2, 2007
I didn't go to sleep last night. Now I'm going to sleep all day.
August 3, 2007
I must have put that star picture on every freaking website I'm a member of. Haha oh well.
August 4, 2007
Yeah, I forgot this day too.
August 5, 2007
Today is kind of not going as I'd like it to.
August 6, 2007
I was a bitch to a few people today. And I've been way too jealous lately.
August 7, 2007
I'm sore again. Not as bad as last week though.
August 8, 2007
Today is two months :)
August 9, 2007
I didn't sleep all day today. For once.
August 10, 2007
Samantha Frazier is a sweetheart.
August 11, 2007
I am so close to quitting something that I love to do, it's not even funny.
August 12, 2007
I need to read that dumb book for school.
August 13, 2007
I'm a mean person. =X
August 14, 2007
My dad surprised me today. I'm in a good mood now :D
August 15, 2007
School in a week =/ I don't want to go backkk.
August 16, 2007
I need to clean my room.
August 17, 2007
I forgot this day.
But something big happened.
August 18, 2007
I hate my schedule.
August 19, 2007
I wonder how today will turn out...
August 20, 2007
I still have 150+ pages of that book left for school.
August 21, 2007
School tomorrow. Kill me please.
August 22, 2007
Missed.
August 23, 2007
I saw someone extremely significant today for the first time in 8 months.
August 24, 2007
Missed.
August 25, 2007
I can't even write it down.
August 26, 2007
Tomorrow is going to be too hard.
August 27, 2007
I hate being so pathetic.
August 28, 2007
Can't things just come one at a time please? Not all at once.
August 29, 2007
I didn't cry today.
August 30, 2007
Missed.
August 31, 2007
Missed.
September 1, 2007
I hated Park Rock.
September 2, 2007
Opposite of confession 08/29/07.
September 3, 2007
Godddddddja;lsdktjatkljta. I hate being so damn sad all the time. I want to go dive off my roof.
September 4, 2007
Ahhhh. I'm not going to say anything.
September 5, 2007
I can't help but feel lied to.
September 6, 2007
I'm exhausted =/
September 7, 2007
Relapse.
September 8, 2007
Aujourd'hui est le huitième. Il serait de trois mois.
September 9, 2007
:D I hate how I remember everything.
September 10, 2007
Missed.
September 11, 2007
Ahh. Running through the rain today was sooo much fun. I love it when it rains like that.
September 12, 2007
1 field down. 2 to go :)
September 13, 2007
I want to be able to call myself a strong person so badly. I used to be. Or thought that I was. But now, I have no right to be able to say that I am.
September 14, 2007
I want something to do tonight.
September 15, 2007
"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."
September 16, 2007
So much for sleeping good tonight...I have to be up again in 6 hours.
September 17, 2007
Ahh. The 17th...>.<
September 18, 2007
I need something to look forward to.
September 19, 2007
I don't even really want to go to the fair.
September 20, 2007
Ahh, today was really fun :]
September 21, 2007
Missed.
September 22, 2007
I'm mad, upset, amused, disgusted, content, hopeful, sick, and confused. All at once.
September 23, 2007
Okay, now I'm just confused.
September 24, 2007
I know what I need to do. But why is it so hard to do it?
September 25, 2007
Good day :]
September 26, 2007
Today was good too. I just wish I could get some sleep.
September 27, 2007
I wonder how many people actually check this thing...
September 28, 2007
Omg I wish I had my camera with me today. Ahhh.
September 29, 2007
It hasn't happened in a few days...but I'm sure it will happen again. =/
September 30, 2007
I can't do this anymore.
October 1, 2007
Oh my God. It's already October. Why the hell is the time going so fast all of a sudden? I don't even remember September. Fuck this. I don't like it.
October 2, 2007
Missed.
October 3, 2007
Hm...I have nothing to say today.
October 4, 2007
I definitely put something here for this one, but it got deleted.
October 5, 2007
This one too.
October 6, 2007
God. Today was draining.
October 7, 2007
Tomorrow and Tuesday are going to be amazing. I'll make sure of it.
October 8, 2007
Missed.
October 9, 2007
Missed.
October 10, 2007
Actually, the last two days were LAME.
October 11, 2007
This day was hell.
October 12, 2007
I don't remember this one.
October 13, 2007
I got a whole lot of nothing done today D:
October 14, 2007
Grr. Homecoming by myself...again.
October 15, 2007
aldkjfaslkfjslfkjasdf~!
October 16, 2007
flaksjdg;lakjdt!
October 17, 2007
Ahh I keep forgetting to update this thing!
Two since fdak;fldjaf
October 18, 2007
It rained again today :]
I really need my friends right now.
October 19, 2007
Missed.
October 20, 2007
Homecoming tonight. It's going to be hell.
I'm not going home afterwards though, thank God.
[I'm bringing them with me...]
October 21, 2007
Hmmm. It was worse than I thought it was going to be actually.
I didn't think that would be possible.
These are starting to not make much sense.
October 22, 2007
I'm sick again. That's been happening too much to be normal.
Maybe I'm doing it? Ugh.
October 23, 2007
Jana has orders to Florida, she's leaving in February.
This is why I can't get close to people. They always leave.
October 24, 2007
Oh my GOD. I'm really not well.
I don't know what to do.
October 25, 2007
Procrastination. Yes.
October 26, 2007
Back and forth and back and forth.
I need stability.
October 27, 2007
UGH. Someone get me out of here.
I hate being at home.
October 28, 2007
=[
October 29, 2007
Missed.
October 30, 2007
I have a ton of work to make up.
October 31, 2007
Wayyy too much drama the past few days. But today was good anyway.
I've realized how much my friends mean to me, and how much I really care about them.
And right now, I'm at peace. It's a really great feeling.
November 1, 2007
Apparantly my mother can make an impact.
1 1/2 weeks and counting...
November 2, 2007
I just had a really bad dream.
Two months til my birthday.
November 3, 2007
Fuck.
falskdfjsldkfj
November 4, 2007
No regrets.
November 5, 2007
Today is my new beginning.
November 6, 2007
I can't wait til tomorrow. I am so excited for Megan...
November 7, 2007
The three of us, and the three of them:
Never again.
Done. All of us.
November 8, 2007
Tomorrow is the date I was dreading. I thought I wouldn't be okay by then.
Thankfully, I was wrong. I'm great right now :]
November 9, 2007
This day was lovely.
November 10, 2007
Ugh ugh ugh why can't you PLAN anything!?
November 11, 2007
11/11, I've been wishing all day.
November 12, 2007
For once, I really don't have anything to put here.
November 13, 2007
This kid and I get along a lot better lately. I never thought that was going to happen. Ever.
November 14, 2007
I want something big to happen. And soon.
November 15, 2007
I need sleep damnit.
Edit: Yeah I really fucking do. Breakdown? I don't know what the hell that was about.
November 16, 2007
Today was okay. Kind of. Well, some of it.
November 17, 2007
Leaving, to hang out with someone other than Kelsey. Again.
Whatever. I'm going to have fun.
(3)
November 18, 2007
A lot of people ignore me. I feel like I'm talking to a wall half the time.
November 19, 2007
I am so insanely jealous of my friends. It's not even funny.
November 20, 2007
STOP TALKING ABOUT ONE ANOTHER.
November 21, 2007
[one]
I met a lot of people in the past year. I wish I could take them all back and not know them again.
Except for these two:
&
That's kind of mean =/ I'm sorry.
November 22, 2007
I miss my favorites.
November 23, 2007
I missed this. Rough night.
November 24, 2007
My aunt and uncle and cousins came up today. I love my family, I really do.
November 25, 2007
I'm getting distant.
And nobody sees it.
November 26, 2007
I want it to be Christmas.
I'm dreading Christmas.
God, it's almost Christmas.
Where did the time go?
November 27, 2007
Slipping back into old habits. I couldn't care less.
November 28, 2007
I sleep too much.
November 29, 2007
Well. Today kind of shocked me.
November 30, 2007
My head is killing me =/
December 1, 2007
I remember this month a year ago. It seems like only yesterday.
So much has changed since then...
December 2, 2007
Red.
[one]
And hey, I had another bad dream last night. Actually, it was more like tormenting. Not neccessarily bad.
Another pattern?
One month til my birthday...=/
December 6, 2007
I'll get back to this at a later date.
December 7, 2007
Okay maybe not...
Today was so good and so sad at the same time. I feel better and worse all at once.
But I'm pretty sure I'll go to sleep with a smile on my face tonight.
No more red.
December 8, 2007
I hope it's just a bad dream.
December 9, 2007
Missed.
December 10, 2007
Thursday.
December 11, 2007
Missed.
December 12, 2007
Missed.
December 13, 2007
Didn't happen :[
I need help.
December 14, 2007
I want to know what happens after high school.
December 15, 2007
Missed.
December 16, 2007
.....................................................
dot dot dot
Missed all of these in betweeeeeen.
Oh well.
December 24, 2007
I have never dreaded Christmas more in my entire life. I'm going to try my hardest to sleep through the whole day, so I don't have to worry about it. I doubt that's going to work though.
December 25, 2007
Well...here goes nothing.
December 26, 2007
Mmm...five days and there will be a new year. I hope it's a good one.
December 27, 2007
God my parents were mean today.
Actually, the whole world was mean today. Damn.
December 28, 2007
Oh man, I feel like an idiot.
I got my hopes up over something really stupid.
Ahh. I really feel dumb now.
December 29,2007
I caught a ladybug today.
If a young girl catches a ladybug and then releases it, the direction in which it flies away will be the direction from which her future husband will come.
It is bad luck to kill a ladybug.
Ladybug, ladybug, fly away home.
Your house is on fire,
Your children all roam.
December 30, 2007
One day left...oh God.
Tomorrow should be the best day all year.
I really hope it is.
I'm shaking.
January 1, 2008
I already broke my resolution.
January 2, 2008
It's so weird to write 2008.
Today is my birthday.
I'm 17. Damn.
I can't sleep.
I'm not going to get what I want.
January 6, 2008
So much homework due on Monday...
And I'm not going to do a damn bit of it. :P
January 8, 2008
Seven. Already?
I've had too much stress and too little sleep.
I want to drive, really fast and really far.
January 9, 2008
Goddd, today was the best day I have had in forever.
Nothing went wrong.
I feel so much better.
I hope it stays.
January 10, 2008
January 11, 2008
I am very angry.
Or was anyway.
But not once today was I sad.
I hate to be lied to. It pisses me off.
But anger is only temporary.
It will be gone soon.
I feel like my life is beginning again.
January 13, 2008
Last night was fun.
January 15, 2008
Ahhh, God!
I can't believe things these days.
It's quite wonderful, for no reason at all.
I'm so glad that I'm where I am now.
And I'm grateful to be me again.
:D
I am a completely different person than I was a week ago. And I love it.
January 19, 2008
The MVA can suck my dick. :D
January 21, 2008
Ughhh, I hate school.
Hate it hate it HATE IT.
The people in it really suck too. :D
bitches.
January 22, 2008
I'm pretttty sure I'm about to fall way back to where I just got out of really soon...
Only this time I'm really not going to be able to do anything about it.
We'll see, I guess.
January 23, 2008
It's the 23rd.
Bye bye, "best friend".
January 25, 2008
I am sleep deprived, seriously.
I've been so tired these past few days.
And I'm starting to zone out and think some really WEIRD things. It's kind of interesting.
I should go to sleep but I probably won't.
January 28, 2008
Can't sleep. It's 2:29 AM
But I've just decided that I'm cutting my hair this summer.
On June 8th.
Let's see if I can bring myself to do it.
January 30, 2008
I like how everybody does exactly the opposite of what they say they're going to do. [/sarcasm]
EVERY SINGLE TIME.
Some people are just unbelievable.
January 31, 2008
2:34 AM
Surprise surprise.
I don't remember this month either.
The blur just keeps on getting bigger.
February 4, 2008
Dammmmmn.
I've got life all figured out.
February 8, 2008
The eighth.
-looks up-
I seriously don't remember writing the one above this.
But whatever.
Hmmm.
I want to say something really bad right here. But I don't think I will.
February 9, 2008
I feel better lately I think.
February 10, 2008
I remember this day last year. And the year before.
February 11, 2008
Oh boy.
I'm making changes in my life.
"Trimming the fat" so to speak.
It's wonderful.
February 12, 2008
I am so ready for these next few months.
February 13, 2008
Hahahahahaha.
What has gotten into me?!
I love this.
February 15, 2008
Hmmm ahahaha.
a;lkdfja;slkfj;lktj t:D
yeah that. :]]]]]]
February 19, 2008
License...
FINALLY.
February 21, 2008
There BETTER NOT be school tomorrow.
I'll slap a hoe.
February 23, 2008
Nothing significant happened today.
That's weird...
Or maybe that is the significant thing.
Insane.
February 25, 2008
I have a secretttt!
Ahahahaha.
And it makes my life.
I am so excited.
February 27, 2008
I want to be a mime.
February 28, 2008
Tomorrow should be good.
If I hear the word "love" again I'm going to kick someone in the face.
March 3, 2008
I can't sleep again.
When am I ever going to be able to sleep again?
I am so sick of being tired all the time.
March 8, 2008
Eighth.
March 9, 2008
I remember this day last year like it just happened yesterday.
There were pictures. There was a concert.
Ahhhh.
It's drilled into my head. I'll remember this date forever.
Happy birthday.
March 12, 2008
I will be SHOCKED if I make it through this week...
March 13, 2008
AH!
Nothing was bad about this day. Nothing.
I am so glad it went the way it did.
Even if Flood didn't approve my damn book.
:D
March 16, 2008
I am so fat right now.
too much food.
Damnit.
March 18, 2008
I wish people would stop bitching about their parents when THEY are the one causing the problem.
March 19, 2008
Ughhhhh.
My WORLD.
March 20, 2008
Nobody stands out to me anymore.
You're all the same to me.
All of you.
March 21, 2008
It's not a good night to be stuck at home...
March 22, 2008
I'm ready for something exciting to happen.
Now?
That'd be fantastic.
March 23, 2008
This day was really great.
March 24, 2008
Back to reality tomorrow...
April 2, 2008
I am 17 and 3 months.
Hah, I had nothing worth putting here.
April 4, 2008
Jesus. Someone has some nerve.
a;ldkfjasdfkj!
April 11, 2008
Best night of my life so far.
April 12, 2008
It is so effing hot in here.
April 13, 2008
Stick stick stick.
April 23, 2008
I dropped a ton of things today.
April 24, 2008
Hookerrrrr
April 27, 2008
Going down.
Going down again.
May 11, 2008
Mmm. I want it to be summer.
May 18, 2008
I feel so lucky today.
July 22, 2008
I think I'm done with this for now. Tomorrow will have been a year for this thing anyway.
A lot has happened since then and a lot has changed. And I'm happy with how things are now. :)