Who is the last person of the opposite sex you had a meaningful conversation with and what was it about?
i dunno prolly ben, hes the only boy i talk to.


Where is the last place you went out to eat and with who?
hop poh with michelle. and cindy lou was there!!!!

What was the last beverage you consumed?
DR WEISS!




Thoughts at this moment?
my nose is fucking stuffy.




Do you bite your lips a lot?
yeah, especially when im nervous.




What do you notice first about the opposite sex?
hair.




Medicine, fine arts, law, or military?
medicine bitches.





What do you like on your pizza?
banana peppers




Favorite drink?
tea cooler pwns.





Do you miss anyone?
meh. i guess.


What were you doing at 10 PM on Friday night?
probably sleeping or something. im a loser.





Who do you hate?
im too lazy to hate.


Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had in your room?
benjerpiez.





Is your room clean?
its getting there..





Can you speak another language?
some german.





What is in store for your future?
hopefully nursing and many puppies.




Who was the last band you saw live?
REGINA SPEKTOR. shes not a band, but shes cooler.



When was the last time you danced?
sometimes me and ben dance int he kitchen.



Last thing you said out loud?
i was singing regina.





When was the last time you purchased something over $500?
probably my car.



Any tattoos?
one from tenth grade. its bad news.




Favorite color(s)?
purple!



Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
i dont know. i hate serious conversation.

Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
ben



Where do you want to go?
the beach.



What are you wearing?
pink wifebeater, tye dye bondage pants. hah.


What are you doing now?
this gay survey.





Who was the last person to IM you?
idk, who ims anymore?




How many tickets do you have?
one parking ticket that i never paid, so im probably gonna get arrested one day.




How many kids do you want to have?
1 or 2.





Who was the last person to call you?
mom.




Who did you last text?
ben



Who last texted you?
michelle



What are you craving?
nasal decongestant





Whats the closest red thing to you?
MY HAIR





What are you listening to?
regina. duh.





When did you last swallow a pill?
this morning. bc.





Do you like anyone?
you could say that/


Do they know?
i hope so! were practically married.





Do they like you?
again, i hope so, or im retarded.



Last reason you sang?
i just do. all the time. no reason.



Last person you hugged?
michelle.


Who is the last person you added to your phone contacts?
i really dont know.





Where were you at 11?
in the morning? math class.





If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to?
good will.





Where is your cell phone?
on the coffee table in front of me.





Do you own a lot of cd's?
kinda. i dont use them though. i have an ipod





Which friend of yours has the most unusual name?
hmm.. Kaz Lazer Evans has a weird name but i dont really talk to him.





What cd is currently in your cd player?
i dont use cd players.





Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
depends. chocolate milk by itself.. regular with cake and cookies.




Has anyone told you a secret this week?
i dont think so.





When was the last time you had Starbucks?
never in my life. thanks.




Can you whistle?
no =[



Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
not really..



Which of your friends lives closest to you?
technically ben, but we live together.. i guess michelle.





What did you do yesterday?
cleaned and worked.



Whats bothering you right now?
just my runny nose.





Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
no. i only have like 3 friends and they all know im a loser and go to sleep at liek 9.




What is something you recently realized?
im going to be in school until 2011. =o

Do you know anyone who's married?
yeah.




Where are you going to be at 8:00 tomorrow night?
chillen with my bro.

I AM: sessi
I WANT: to not be in my house
I HATE: my hair
I MISS: baby yabyum!
I HEAR: my brothers racing program
I REGRET: nothing
I LIKE: tasty food.
I DANCE: always
I SING: in jes's car
I SHOULD: not have cut my damn bangs

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...]

RYAN: my brother!
DOUG: my bro again! his name is ryan douglas! lol.
JOHN: jon. blah.
SCOTT: uhh.. nothing really.
KENNY: mother fucking fisher

[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]

CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: yea
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: lunch
GOTTEN SICK?: kinda
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: gone out to my kitchen for dinner.. yeah.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yeah, to ben and jes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: yeah! to tootsie roll, askin for an annual report for econ!
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: if this counts..
KISSED SOMEONE?: no. =[
HUGGED SOMEONE?: MATT BELLACE!
HAD SEX: Nope.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sorta

[WOULD YOU EVER...]

1. EAT A BUG?: ants maybe..
2. BUNGEE JUMP?: yeah prolly.
3. HANG GLIDE?: prolly not
4. KILL SOMEONE?:if i wouldnt get in trouble.
6. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: im gonna with ben one day. and then well have sex in the sky and land on the ground and have a romantic picnic. weve talked about this before.
7. WALK ON HOT COALS?: sure
8. GO OUT TO EAT WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER: hells yes.
9. GO OUT W/ SOMEONE FOR THEIR REPUTATION?: nah
10. BE A VEGETARIAN?: i did for a lil.
12. PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE?: yes.
14. RUN A RED LIGHT?: NO WAIZ.
15. WOULD YOU DIE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: did already.
16. BE ON SURVIVOR?: ewe no.
17. MAKE SOME ONE CRY? yes plz.
19. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT: do it all the time..

[THE LAST PERSON WHO...]

1. SAT ON THE SAME BED WITH YOU?: ben
2. SAW YOU CRY?: chelsea (almost getting my blood taken)
3. YOU SAW CRY?: jes (getting a shot)
4. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH?: jon i think... its been a while.
5. WENT TO DINNER/LUNCH WITH: chelsea, jes, ben.. IHOP NIGGAZ.
6. YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: ben
8. MADE YOU LAUGH: daddy

[DO YOU PREFER]

1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: flowers
2. GREY OR BLACK?: black
3. COLOR OR BLACK & WHITE PHOTOS?: depends
4. PINK OR PURPLE?: purple.
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: sunset.
6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?: staying up late.

1] Describe your last night.
went with jes to get her papaloma shot, went to redners to get bread and milk, saw my uncle mike there, went to bens, cudled with him and baby yabyum and listened to smashing pumpkins, sexed, cuddled more, made mike drive me home, ate a cheesey bagel, talked to my bro for a little, peed, went to sleep.

2] Who's car were you in last?
jes's

3] What was the highlight of your weekend?
going to walmart with my dad.. i was grounded.. haha.

4] What color shirt are you wearing?
black with RAMMSTEIN.

5] How long is your hair?
pretty long.


6] How long have you been friends with your best friends for?
chelsea for like 3 or 4 years, jes about 3 years.

7] Who's on your mind right now?
my bffls and my benz0rs.

8] Last show you watched?
dr phil.

9] Last thing you ate?
enchiladas. it was gross.

10] Last thing you drank?
v8 splash.. mad good son.

11] Where did you sleep last night?
my bed that is not a bed. unfortunately.

12] Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes =D.

13] When was the last time you smiled?
dont remember.

14] What did you say last?
"omg shut the fuck up."


15] Where is your phone?
i dunno my dad took it from me.

16) Favorite comedian?
Mitch hedberg!!

19] Who came over last?
lol no one comes to my house ever. i think it was ben.

20] Name the last three things you have bought in the past week:
payed my fine, mikes gas, lunch


21] Who/what do you hate currently?
bitches.

22] What are you listening to?
my bros tv.

23] Where are you?
zacks room.

24] What's your favorite scent?
that lovespell shit makes my heart smile, i wish i had money to buy some.

25] Who makes you the happiest right now?
jes, chelsea, ben

26] Does someone have a crush on you?
im pretty sure ben, chelsea, and jes. lol.

27] Do you have a crush on someone?
my behbeh.

28] What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleepin.

29] What was the first thing you said when you woke up?
YEAH! (we had a 2 hour delay).. then i went sleepies.

28] left-handed?
no. gross.

40] Spell your name without vowels:
shl mr wcks

41] How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
like 5

42] What color(s) do you wear most often?
black.. cause i hate the world. lol.

43] What's for dinner tonight?
i told you enchiladas. =/

i love this kid. i hope im with him for a long time.  

thats it. <3

so let me tell you about the fuckin friends i have:

best motel ever!

ME AND BEN! =D best guy ever! lol.

omg. we pwn.

me and my wife. <3

it looks like im sellin something.. look at bens face. aw.

kenny givin me a wedgie, and ben laughing.

i dont remember that, or what it was supposed to be. haha.

yeh! KENNY!

dont fuckin flip me off.. ill point at you so bad youll wish i never pointed at you so bad!

fuckin chelsea and mike. LMAO.

my lesbian best friends.

me and jes the next day.. we is sexy.

i look like im on my way to rehab.. sexy rehab for sexy people.

THE END. i fuckin love thsoe nigs.

that i was like three years old, standing in my old backyard in the trailorpark, it was really sunny and i was holding a purple flower. then it rained and the flower died and i went to run inside and i tripped and fell in mud. i was wearing my my little pony shirt and i was pissed that i ruined it. then my mom made me take a shower inside with my clothes on.

weird thing is that really happened when i was like three.. except i rode my bike off the porch and fell in the mud and fucked up my my little pony shirt.. and my mom DID make me take a shower with my clothes on..  i dont know why. but there was no flower dying and it wasnt raining. that shit is weird. i wonder what that means.

i need to go somewhere this weekend. i dont know where but i need out of this house..

so.. jon and i are on a break. this is hard. =/

i dont usually listen to gay ass music like this.. but.. this song made me cry this morning.

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now, you know that I'd die too
I'd die too.

You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does..

We make the same mistakes
I take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do...

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...

Should I bite my tounge 'till blood soaks my shirt?
We never fall apart. Tell me why this hurts so much.

My hands around your throat and I think I hate you
Still they say we never win
Just like we always do.
Just like we always do...

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...
I'll spill my heart for you
Spill my blood for you

My hands around your throat and I think I hate you.
We made the same mistakes, we made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
(For you)
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you...

SKOOLZIEZ.

PERIOD 1:

-Who sits in front of you?
some little freshman named hope.

ps, i have another new blog below this one if you didnt know.. comment them both. comments make me happy. =D

nigz is fucking wack sometimes. you know?

i really want to just go on vacation. chelsea, lets go camping, like we were supposed to. lets make a big fire and drink wine and eat speghetti and watch disney movies. EVERYONES INVITED. except for fatties, no fatties allowed.

also, ive been looking for heather zerbe on here for like, weeks. and i cant find her. if you have any information reguarding this please LET ME KNOW. if i add her, i will have to have a top 8. then ill have to find five other people who are important enough to be added to my top 8. that will be mad hard. good nigz are hard to come by.

i fucking love cake. its fantastic.

i need to go somewhere and dance. i also want to go camping with chelsea. and i want buttered, no, vegetable spreaded whole wheat toast and 100% white grape juice. noting else will do. i must dance in the wilderness with chelsea eating toast and drinking grape juice.

honestly. is that so much to ask?

period one: PIANO 1 (first semester) / STUDY HALL (second semester)
period two: ENGLISH 12 CP
period three: PLANE GEOMETRY
period four: STUDY HALL (days 1-4) / GYM (days 5 & 6)
period five/six: STUDY HALL (first semester / PIANO 2 (second semester)
period seven: SECOND LUNCH
period eight/nine: GERMAN 4
period ten: GOVERNEMNT CP
period eleven: STUDIO ART TWO.

im PISSED i didnt get psychology/sociology... and i have a different lunch than desiree and jes. WTF. i have two study halls in a row before lunch. awesome. im gonna be bored as shit.all these classes are easy except maybe gov... this year is gonna be boring. all i have with jes and des is gym and art with jes. fuckin aye.