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Mary L. Carter


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Monday, September 28, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography


MAKE $50.00!!!! Refer a friend to shoot with Mary L. Carter of www.MistressMary.net

 

YOU make $50.00 for every shoot booked and shot!

 

Want to book yourself?

Receive $50.00 OFF regular price or a FREE LOOK!

 

Rates on my website link below

 

Thank you for your time

 

Feel free to spread the word :)

 

Many blessings and good vibes,

 

Mary L. Carter

website: www.MistressMary.net

 

Please note: If you have already shot with me please write a review in the review blog on my photography profile www.myspace.com/marylcarter . Thank you



Mistress Mary Photography ~ Mary L. Carter ~ Los Angeles, CA

Source: www.MistressMary.net
 

Mary L. Carter is a Los Angeles based photographer. Owner of Mistress Mary Photography. Specializing in portraits, headshots, musicians, artistic work, celebrities, family, etc.
Monday, September 28, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography

Hello Beautiful Mistress Mary Photography Clients  

 

Thank you for your REVIEWS!!!

 

If anyone else would like to add a review...

 

Please feel free to do so below

 

 

Thank you....

....

 

Blessings and good vibes,....

....

 

Mary

 

 

MISTRESS MARY PHOTOGRAPHY REVIEWS blog @ www.myspace.com/maryLcarter

 

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Wednesday, September 02, 2009 


http://www.thepoint.com/campaigns/help-mistress-ma...

PLEASE HELP the Mistress Mary Photography campaign! It's a minimum of $ONE DOLLAR$ to join the campaign!! Everyone has a dollar in change sitting in your cup holder in your car!! Yes... YOU! :) It not only helps me start my business entity... I can hire and help others with their dreams as well! SUPPORT ARTISTS :) Show some LOVE!

Saturday, July 25, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography

Looking for girls with A LOT of INK for TFCD national magazine submission shoot for print and photo credit plus copy

Please send me links to your online portfolios and I will contact you if I am interested

I am only selecting very few girls... I don't usually do TFCD


Thank you for your time

Many Blessings and Good Vibes

Sincerely,
Mary L. Carter
Mistress Mary Photography
Website:
www.MistressMary.net
Friday, July 17, 2009 

Category: Parties and Nightlife
I will be there Screaming, Throwing my Undies, Flashing my boobies, and Showin Support... You think I am kidding? LOL ;-)

Please spread the word...

EMAIL JUSTIN below YOUR FULL NAME and how many in your party (Please do not email me... only email Justin for guest list)

xxoo

Mary L. Carter
www...MistressMary...net

Photography



-..-..-..-------------- Bulletin Message -..-..---------------
From: Justin Sandler (988287)
To: (62628723)
Date: 7/17/2009 11:17:23 AM
Subject: Beautiful Creatures - FREE Guestlist for Steel Panther Show!

Justin

Justin Sandler

www...myspace...com/..justinsandler



Coming off a crazy show at the Rocklahoma Festival last week, Beautiful Creatures are proud to be making a return to Hollywood this Monday, July 20th!

And, there's no better way to do it then at the Key Club for a night of rock n roll debauchery with Steel Panther!

We are also very pleased to announce that we can put you on a FREE guest list for the show! Please send me your names and if you need any +'s and I will put you on our free list.

The only rule is this.... You MUST arrive before 10pm or they will not honor the free list... seriously. So, get me your names asap and get yer ass down there before 10pm.

This show is 18+

Can't wait to party with you!!!

Beautiful Creatures
@
The Key Club

Monday, July 20, 2009

9039 W. Sunset Blvd.
West Hollywood, CA 90069

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Sunday, June 21, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography



MistressMary.net ~ Photography
BOOKING SHOOTS IN LAS VEGAS
 
 JUNE 22 - 27, 2009
Don't miss out!!
 Last chance to shoot with me!!
I'm moving to Los Angeles!

CHECK RATES ON MY WEBSITE OR GIVE ME AN OFFER!! :O)

RESERVE YOUR SHOOT NOW!!
BOOKING UP FAST!!

Portfolio samples:
Website:
www.MistressMary.net
Myspace: www.myspace.com/marylcarter

Blessings,
Mary L. Carter
Mobile: (310) 266-2103
Website:
www.MistressMary.net
MySpace: www.myspace.com/marylcarter


AVAILABLE MAKEUP ARTISTS:

Tolo: $100.00 per look makeup only / Add hair for a total price of $140
www.myspace.com/toloaria

Jamita: $100.00 per look makeup only / Add hair for a total price of $150 www.icandymakeup.net

Zee: $160.00 and up per look www.ZEEstylez.com

* A "Look" is anything that consists of a makeup or hair change






REVIEWS:

*MMA Legacy ~ IMDB Link:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1285178/ with Director James Hergott ~ Mary L. Carter is a very gifted talent who has an eye for the moment and brings out the best from her subjects. James Hergott

*Wife of an Emmy and Oscar award winning sound editor: When I showed my headshot to a casting producer whom I really trust, she said, "This is one of the best headshots I've ever seen". Since impressing the casting community is the first step to a career in the industry, I'd say you can't get much better than a response like that. And you can't go wrong with Mary's work. Nancy Minkler

*One picture they say is worth a 1,000 words. So check out the pics she took of me during a spoken word performance ~ I think it truly catches what I was feeling at the time. Good Luck Mary. Peace. TianaMarie

*Mary has time and again proven herself both on & in the field.Able to coax & capture all the frantic, frenzied, manic bliss of life... Why would you give a part of your soul to anyone else? Posted by the KILN

*Mary Carter is a dynamic photographer with an artistic flare. Every time I work with her, Mary tends to bring the best out of me. Whether it be by her direction or her intimidating eyebrow lift, working with her is productive and such a pleasure. Temphest Blue
 
*Mistress Mary knows how to capture more than just a picture. Being able to connect with each person to show their true side mixed with Mary's creativity brings each photo to a level of art that needs no explanation. She is and has been the only person I feel most comfortable and secure with to truly capture me. Posted by Charity

*I live and work in Hollywood as an actor and DJ, I can honestly say that the pictures I took with Ms. Carter have earned me thousands of dollars! She is professional and REAL and a very giving person in her art form. Our session was quick and effective and a joy for me. I used her photo as my main headshot and have secured work with CSI: NY, NCIS, and the new Night Rider series after our shoot. Give to Mary and she will give back! It is hard to put into words how effective she is in executing a photo session that truly serves her clients... Worth every minute and dollar! I love you Mary - may all your dreams come true :-) Posted by DJ BenThere - get "TRUNK MUZIK" by ZONE

*You allow for the subject matter's own personality to shine through with a style that is the marriage of pop culture, pin up art and photo journalism creating visual poetry. Posted by Miss Ivonne!!!

*She took great pictures of a poetry slam I attended and took really good pictures of Jon B. at his Icehouse concert:) Posted by KNOWLEDGE the Wordsmith

*She is an easy and fun photographer to work with and the results are always amazing. She knows her way around a camera and will make sure you look your best on film. Posted by Patrick

*"Mistress" Mary L. Carter captures her subjects with a sharpness and a clarity that encapsulates the brilliance of crystal and the crispness of clear. Mary works "elbows-deep," never afraid to get a little dirty (or put herself into pain, as when she had both her knees in casts) to get the perfect angle, which inevitably leads to the perfect shot. Not merely a photographer, but an artist, Mary L. Carter works magic with her lenses; whether you are in need of head-shots or your next event documented, Mary L. Carter is the charismatic, put-you-at-ease photographer you want behind the view-finder. Posted by Bibulous Bargains
Sunday, June 14, 2009 


RENTING OUR LAS VEGAS HOME AVAILABLE ~ JULY 1, 2009!!

FOR RENT... LAS VEGAS: Our Vegas 2 story 3 bedroom / 3 bath home with full size washer and dryer in separate laundry room ~ "The Ladies Lair" is up FOR RENT JULY 1st!! $1300 a month. Pets welcome :) CALL ASAP! Sarmen (818) 605-9557 Tell him Mary sent you! Photos of the house are linked below



Monday, May 18, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography



MY PHOTOGRAPHY WITH STEPHEN BALDWIN ON FOX AND FRIENDS TOMORROW!!

BELOW IS THE LETTER I JUST RECEIVED IN EMAIL FROM CORPORATE

Many blessings and good vibes

 

Sincerely,

 

Mary L. Carter

Website: www.MistressMary.net
MySpace:
www.myspace.com/marylcarter



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Dear Planet Smoothie Franchisees,

 

We are excited to update you that we recently shot a short movie with Stephen Baldwin to kick off our partnership!  Stephen directed and starred in the movie, and it was shot in NYC on May 11 & 12.  Our very own Jason Mann also starred in the movie as Cupman!  The movie is entitled “The Search for Cupman” and the movie poster is attached.

 

The world premiere of “The Search for Cupman” movie will take place at 8am EST on Monday, May 18th!  You can see the premiere and the clock counting down to the launch at www.cupmanmovie.com.  We hope you enjoy it!  An email blast about the movie will go out via Fishbowl to our entire database on Monday!

 

We are also extremely excited to announce that Planet Smoothie will be on Fox & Friends national news tomorrow morning!

 

Here are the expected times on Fox & Friends on Monday, May 18th

 

7:35am EST – Stephen Baldwin in-studio interview (will show Cupman movie clip!)

 

7:44am EST – Planet Smoothie truck outside the studio for a LIVE shot!

 

 

Hope you enjoy it!

 

Thanks,


Becky Shell

VP of Marketing

Planet Smoothie




Thursday, May 07, 2009 

Category: Parties and Nightlife


UPDATE:


HERE'S THE PHOTOS FOLKS!!!

WE ALL HAD A ROCKIN TIME!!




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My darling beautiful and talented Justin

www.myspace.com/justinsandler
Will be rockin the drums!!

I will be attending as well!!!

Please come join us!!

Culture Killer's music is on my profile!
They ROCK!!!

I am leaving to shoot a film in NYC May 9th then back to Vegas!!!

Hope to see you Tuesday, May 5th!!!!!

xoxo

Mary L. Carter
www.MistressMary.net
Photography



Hola Amigos! Join us on Cinco de Mayo... Tuesday, May 5th @ The Dragonfly in Hollywood.

Justin will be playing drums with Culture Killers as they directly support Matt Sorum's Darling Stilettos!
www.myspace.com/darlingstilettos

This is gonna be a really fun night... hope you can come! :-D

The Dragonfly
6610 Santa Monica Blvd.
Hollywood, CA 90038

First band @ 9pm.
CULTURE KILLERS @ 10pm.
Darling Stilletos @ 11pm.

ONLY 5 BUCKS!!!

Click flier to check out Culture Killers.
Thanks!


Culture Killers @ The Dragonfly

Sunday, May 03, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography





Booking DISCOUNTED photo shoots in Los Angeles, CA ~ APRIL thru MAY 8, 2009


HEADSHOTS / PORTRAITS
$100.00 ONE LOOK
$200.00 UP TO 3 LOOKS

BRING A FRIEND WITH YOU FOR 3 LOOKS @ $200.00 ON THE SAME DAY SHOOT AND YOU SHOOT UP TO 3 LOOKS FOR $100 MAX!

* A "Look" is anything that consists of a wardrobe change

All Sessions Include:

1 FREE retouched image of your choice (One look photo package)

2 FREE retouched images of your choice (Up to 3 looks photo package)

External flash / jump drive of 4GB or more with all of your images at maximum
resolution (Please bring your own external flash / jump drive of 4GB or
more) $10 fee for photo CDs


You will leave with ALL of your images the same day as shoot

You will also have to sign a standard model release

FREE GARAGE PARKING @ VENICE STUDIO!
Complete lighting studio! (Or for your convenience... I can travel to your
location for an Additional $75.00 Assistant, travel, and set up Fee to
bring complete lighting studio and backdrops to you)



Please call 310-266-2103 or email Mary@MistressMary.net
For This Limited Time Discounted Photo Rate!!

IF YOU HAVE ADDITIONAL NEEDS... I CAN'T GIVE YOU A PRICE UNTIL YOU CONTACT
ME... EVERYONE'S NEEDS AND BUDGET ARE DIFFERENT... I AM VERY FAIR WITH
MY PRICING AND WILL WORK WITHIN YOUR REASONABLE BUDGET!!
GIVE ME AN OFFER!! :O)


RESERVE YOUR SHOOT NOW!!
RETURNING TO MY HOME IN VEGAS SOON!!

Portfolio samples:
Website: www.MistressMary.net
Myspace: www.myspace.com/marylcarter


Blessings,

Mary L. Carter
Mobile: (310) 266-2103
Website: www.MistressMary.net
MySpace: www.myspace.com/marylcarter
























Tuesday, March 24, 2009 

Category: Parties and Nightlife



I WILL BE THERE... WILL YOU?
COME SHOW SUPPORT!
XOXO
MISTRESS MARY

FREE LIVE BAND SHOW ~ BLACKLIST UNION
@
Viper Room
Tuesday, March 31st
9pm sharp!

Say Blacklist Union @ the door for FREE Entry before 9pm!
Doors @ 7:30pm
Muck Sticky @ 8pm
Blacklist Union @ 9pm

Click the flier to check us out!
www.myspace.com/blacklistunion

Blacklist Union LIVE

Currently listening:
Breakin Bread with the Devil [2-disc Set] [ Limited Edition]
By Blacklist Union
Friday, February 27, 2009 

Category: Art and Photography


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2/26/2009 ~ Finally finished the ink!! I’m so HAPPY!! It turned out sooooo beautiful!! Thank you for being on my life journey with me!!! It took 3 years (see below old blog) I learned the life lessons  that were my goals!!! TRANSFORMATION COMPLETE!! NOW ONTO MY NEXT JOURNEY!! WHOO HOO!! Thank you www.spluisart.com the only tattoo artist I let touch my skin!!!

Peace and Blessings,

Mary L. Carter
www.mistressmary.net photography





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On June 23, 24, 25, 2006 My Good friend and tattoo Artist (The ONLY tattoo artist I will let touch my skin) Luis Vargas of www.spluisart.com visited from Los Angeles. we inked everyday all weekend a few of my friends and myself. Everyone LOVED his work and he brought deep parts of my soul out onto my skin to share with the world.  I have started my transformation into my true self that I have been suppressing for so long due to the pursuit of my acting career and now that I am going down a different and more enlightened path in life I can now be free to just "BE"

click photos for larger view


My new tattoos are Symbols of my strength, spiritual growth, balance, rebirth, and feminine power... Growth and balance of spirit... Root Chakra,  Earth, and different moon phases of life and lotus

 

Moon ~ a symbol of the goddess. Protects and nourishes individuals along the path of growth and actualization.

The Orchid is a flower of magnificence that brings a universal message of love, beauty, wisdom, and thoughtfulness. In China it signifies refinement, and the innocence of children. A pink orchid conveys pure affection; the popular cattalya orchid denotes mature charm, and is used in corsages for Mother's Day. (INSIDE MY ORCHID IS also THE SYMBOL FOR THE FEMALE GENITALIA)

The Rose symbolizes Love,  Completion, Achievement, Perfection. Meanings vary depending on the color, shape and number of petals... an eight petal rose regeneration.


Good friend and Tattoo Artist
Luis Vargas
www.spluisart.com
MYSPACE PROFILE

Lotus ~ which is the symbol of the cosmos, embodies infinite potential. Symbolizes renewal, transformation, and new beginnings. A common symbol in Asian art, the lotus symbolizes birth and rebirth through the fact that the petals open when the sun comes out and close when the sun sets. Also a symbol for fertility, creation, and purity. The long stem symbolizes our connection to our origins, while the flower represents the enlightenment to which we aspire. the beautiful lotus is symbolic of the true soul of an individual. It represents the being, which lives in turbid waters yet rises up and blossoms to the point of enlightenment. The roots of a lotus are in the mud, the stem grows up through the water, and the heavily scented flower lies above the water, basking in the sunlight. This pattern of growth signifies the progress of the soul from the primeval mud of materialism, through the waters of experience, and into the bright sunshine of enlightenment. (one section of my lotus flowers represents mother lotus then I as a seedling who grows and blossoms into one day a mother lotus)


(THE SYMBOL ON MY NECK ABOVE THE ROOT CHAKRA IS THE SYMBOL ON GANESHA'S FOREHEAD/THIRD EYE area)

Ganesha ~ God of strength and fortitude. The remover of obstacles and bestower of success.

He has four hands, elephant's head and a big belly. His vehicle is a tiny mouse. In his hands he carries a rope (to carry devotees to the truth), an axe (to cut devotees' attachments), and a sweet dessert ball -laddoo- (to reward devotees for spiritual activity). His fourth hand's palm is always extended to bless people.

A unique combination of his elephant-like head and a quick moving tiny mouse vehicle represents tremendous wisdom, intelligence, and presence of mind.

Significance of the Ganesha Form
Ganesha's head symbolizes the Atman or the soul, which is the ultimate supreme reality of human existence, and his human body signifies Maya or the earthly existence of human beings. The elephant head denotes wisdom and its trunk represents Om, the sound symbol of cosmic reality. In his upper right hand Ganesha holds a goad, which helps him propel mankind forward on the eternal path and remove obstacles from the way. The noose in Ganesha's left hand is a gentle implement to capture all difficulties.

The broken tusk that Ganesha holds like a pen in his lower right hand is a symbol of sacrifice, which he broke for writing the Mahabharata. The rosary in his other hand suggests that the pursuit of knowledge should be continuous. The laddoo (sweet) he holds in his trunk indicates that one must discover the sweetness of the Atman. His fan-like ears convey that he is all ears to our petition. The snake that runs round his waist represents energy in all forms. And he is humble enough to ride the lowest of creatures, a mouse

BEL OR VILVA LEAFFruits & Leaves
The water in the Purnakumbha and the coconut have been objects of worship since the Vedic age. The coconut (Sanskrit: Sriphala = God's fruit) alone is also used to symbolize 'God'. While worshipping any deity, a coconut is almost always offered along with flowers and incense sticks. Other natural objects that symbolize divinity are the betel leaf, the areca-nut or betel-nut, banyan leaf and the leaf of 'bel' or vilva tree.

 

 

(LOCATED ON THE CENTER OF MY BACK ABOVE THE SYMBOL OF GROWTH IS...)

Om or Aum ~ sacred sound of the universe. Vibrates throughout all existence bringing inner peace and harmony.

As the cross is to Christians, the Om is to Hindus. It is made up of three Sanskrit letters, aa, au and ma which, when combined, make the sound Aum or Om. The most important symbol in Hinduism, it occurs in every prayer and invocation to most deities begins with it. As the symbol of piety, Om is often found at the head of letters, pendants, enshrined in every Hindu temple and family shrines.

This symbol is actually a sacred syllable representing the Brahman or the Absolute -the source of all existence. Brahman, in itself, is incomprehensible so a symbol becomes mandatory to help us realize the Unknowable. The syllable Om occurs even in English words having a similar meaning, for instance, 'omniscience', 'omnipotent', 'omnipresent'. Thus Om is also used to signify divinity and authority. Its similarity with the Latin 'M' as also to the Greek letter 'Omega' is discernable. Even the word 'Amen' used by Christians to conclude a prayer seems to be akin to Om.

 

 

First Chakra - Kundalini or Root Chakra

The first chakra is known as a the Kundalini chakra, the root chakra or base chakra. It is situated at the base of or tail end of the spine. It is represented by the red Maladhara mandala (root support), the element of fire and it is also symbolized by a snake or a dragon. The first chakra is the foundation of the physical body; it stimulates vital forces throughout our body and assists in keeping us grounded to the earth. It influences our immune system, our energy, basic impulses, instincts, endurance and fight or flight reactions. This chakra is the base of the six other Chakras and it deals with the body's survival including food, shelter and protection. Relationships in our early life influence the wellbeing of this chakra. It helps to activate our energy and stimulates activity, exercise, action and vitality, if these early relationships were easy going and of good quality, later survival issues will be easy. If there was damage to this chakra caused in early life that has not been healed then there will be problems encountered in day to day life that prevent us from moving on though our development. The root chakra is relevant to achievements in the material world, permanence, strength of character, patience, endurance and safety.

When this chakra is balanced we feel healthy, alive free, optimistic, happy, steady and full of vitality. If the root chakra has too much energy flowing through it, this could cause selfishness, greed, an over powering manner, irritation, aggression and sadism. If there is too little energy flowing through it, this possibly will cause anxiety, lack of confidence, and a lack of ability to complete things. There may also be a leaning towards feeling unloved and masochistic. If this chakra is not working properly it negatively influence the legs, bones, adrenal glands, colon, kidneys and spinal column.

Unblocking & balancing aids to help realign the first, Kundalini or root chakra - We can help to balance this chakra by cooking and cleaning in the home, sitting on the ground, walking barefoot and dancing.

Related Herbs - Ashwangandha (Withanaia Somnifera, Physalis Flexuosa) and Haritaki Myrobalan (Terminalia Chebula, Terminalia Reticulata)

Related Incense - Cedar

Related Musical Note - C

 

 

a lot of people have been asking me if I am going to fill in my tattoos...
as of now I like them as henna type art.

I have decided that as I grow in spirit I will fill in the gaps along my path... or... I will continue to be a walking human coloring book ;o)

thank you for taking the time to read, share, and learn

 
BLESSINGS,
Mary L. carter
a.k.a MISTRESS MARY
 
 
 

Currently listening:
Duality
By Lisa Gerrard & Pieter Bourke
Release date: 14 April, 1998
Saturday, February 21, 2009 

Current mood:  hot
Category: Parties and Nightlife

PLEASE ADD MY FRIEND'S...

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BEAUTIFUL CAST OF "HOT" DANCERS, GYMNASTS, AND FIRE BREATHERS

(In no particular order)
Michelline, Estelle, Jen, Crystal, Alina, Elaine, Svetlana, Emily, Stacy, Melanie, Tara, Christi, and Priscilla



  
  

Currently listening:
The Open Door
By Evanescence
Release date: 2006-10-03
Saturday, February 21, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry






Of Ink and Blood

Of brawn and bone

The mixing of blood

Of heart

And stone

A glance set forth

A brand new path

Our footsteps tread

Not known just yet

A lesson learned

With no regret

An open walk

No fear Nor dread

A wanton need

An energy fed

Once dead

Now alive

A warmth within

For you I thrive

A glance

A touch

A taste...

Redemption at last

An energy exchange

To forget the past



Written by: Mary L. Carter
Conjured: February 10, 2009

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 Copyright 2009 Mary L. Carter. All rights reserved.
 www.marylcarter.com / www.myspace.com/marylcarter / www.mistressmary.net








Tuesday, February 10, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry




Seeking a quiet mind and a heart filled with love...

Within this noisy world...

Within this connected... yet disconnected world   

The saying is...

"The only thing to fear... Is fear itself"

What the saying should be...

The only thing we FEAR... Is LOVE!

Why is it that love is what we all covet most...

Yet fear the most?

Fear death...

Fear disease...

Fear the unknown...

Why fear the one thing we are all blessed with that can give us all the most immeasurable joy unimaginable?

We are all blessed with this amazing gift of love...

Yet we fear it and do not use it...

Therefore I live a very lonely and confused existence because...

I on the other hand... could fall in love every day!

I am... In love with being in love...

I dance in love's light and...

Bask in love's beauty!

Our lives can stop at any given moment...

Why not live it filled with all the passion and joy love brings?!

Give me love... or give me nothing!

This is how I live... and how I must breathe!

Unfortunately... I live in a world where love is feared most...

We push people away...

We war...

We close ourselves off...

We yell at others in our cars...

We snap and bicker...

We let moments slip away that we wish were different and then regret when it is too late

We are not honest with our feelings and our hearts desire...

And this all and more stems from of fear!

Is this really the life you want... We all want to live?

Do we all want to be lying on our death beds in regret?

Thus the reasons and many more why... I weep alone... In sadness, empty, chest aching heartbreaking sadness...

But yet I still do not give up hope...

Searching... Waiting for the one...

Not living in fear...

Living with his heart open...

When I find him...

He will never again want for nothing...

For I will give him everything...

An unconditional...

Immortal love

Filled with...

Support of his dreams...

Food for strength...

An uninhibited lover...

A family to carry on his legacy...

And the power to survive anything
 


Written by: Mary L. Carter
Conjured: February 10, 2009


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Copyright 2009 Mary L. Carter. All rights reserved.

www.marylcarter.com
www.myspace.com/marylcarter
www.mistressmary.net