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Melissa Teo


Last Updated: 11/1/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 17
Sign: Pisces

Country: SG
Signup Date: 2/1/2008

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December 1, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  pleased
well well well, 1st dec is here!
haha one more month of my beautiful holiday to spend!
this month's been great,worked quite abit and earned money yay.
when I'm back from bangkok,I'm going to sleep like mad. &&& shop like mad. & play sims3 world adventures like mad.
then school will start...
but nah don't really dread it anymore, a new year is a new beginning.
life's good cos I'm happy
November 23, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  accomplished
muahahaha my break's finally here! woohoo.
im not obssessed with money just with shopping lol,& to shop you need money and to have money you need to work,simple logic.
work's been fun. I learnt quite abit from the banquet job haha,like how to toelrate some managers that are just out to pick on you,how to set western lunch (woohoo) and how to hold 3 plates etc etc.
promotion job also quite cool seh,NTUC staff damn nice to talk to.
when I'm bored they're good entertainment haha,just so sorry to whoever who worked on sunday since I gave out all the samples.
having abit of jet lag now; even though I'm not even in bangkok already.
worked for 4 days straight until don't know what's happening in the world and what the day today is haha.
but yay! I feel immense satisfaction,working to earn my own shopping money.
I'm gonna shop like mad the whole month of december just you wait,woohoooo
November 14, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  inspired
2012


I got goosebumps halfway through 2012 because haha,it really rocks too much.
& phyllis & I wanna watch it again after it ended! DAMN NICE REALLY.
a thought-provoking movie,graphics damn stunning so what more can you ask for? haha
21.12.2012 woohoo maybe I'll forget this prophecy by that day.
okay,maybe some parts have been exaggerated but its all true.
man is destroying what man created,ironic but it is true.
& damn it,pw has ended but I don't feel all that happy,I wonder why.
& I thought this week I could finally have a break...I guess the time's not here yet.
I've to postpone my 24hrs sleeping plan again :(

we really have to hold on tight to all that we really cherish: family & friends.
because they are wherever you are, & they make you whole.
November 11, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  tested
3rd 5E class outing.
was never that late in my life for any class outing...I guess I'm either really that tired or I simply don't wanna wake up.
it ain't easy pulling yourself out of bed when all you wanna do is just close your eyes
but cycling was great, I really enjoyed it.
feels great, the adrenaline but lol, I wonder how it would have felt on roller skates though.
I had no choice but to give away my skates 4 years ago to some garang guni when all I wanted to do was to just keep it.
my dad insisted that there was no point keeping them since I can never skate anymore.
ever reluctant but I gave it away. damn wasted.
haha cycling really rocks. oh and the aeroplanes that just blasted past above you,ohman. its that airport feeling all over again.
& now my eyes are closing yet here I am unwilling to sleep...
tmrw marks the last day of PW. (unless we are really that unlucky to have been chosen to do OP again)
like wtf. like really what the f-ing world is pw about until now I still don't have a clue.
testing my tolerance,definitely.
pushing the boundaries? ohyeah.
but discovering the limits of your project, I don't think so.
I don't want to care but I have to.
after tmrw. when gpf is handed up. it all ends. that is where it really ends.
then is when I really won't care anymore.
please let me rest-im really friggin tired.
when can I ever have a day just dedicated to sleeping & slacking?
I guess never.

 
and a washed up dream...

November 5, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  rockin

 
the world is your canvas (:
paint it anyhow you like it, let life live .


November 1, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  happy

 
ironic that only when MJ died then I realised how true his self-proclaimed "KING OF POP" rings.
I was really exhausted this past week and although technically,today's the only day I can sleep for 24 hrs, I woke up disgustingly early at 830am.
my biological clock is so screwed.
nevertheless, I braved the rain and managed to be 20 mins late and still caught the movie right on time.
thankyou auntie joan and uncle james for I really enjoyed the movie alot alot.
snippets of MJ's rehearsals here and there and you can see how magnificent his concert was really going to be if he had not passed on.
My only regret is not being able to purchase a ticket of his concert.
Even his passing is remembered by everyone in the world for he truly knows his music and ain't a singer who smokes through his tunes like many nowadays.
He's gone and we'll never really know how great of a concert he can put up.
yet there was this tinge of sadness when the documovie ended abruptly.
I haven't got enough of his songs yet...haven't got enough of his moonwalk...haven't got enough of his helleva concert.


Michael Jackson is really the one & only King Of Pop.
October 26, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  fascinated

 

sigh,when will I get to see LeeMinHo for real?
well, at least I have 2 folders of this hunk and one box of cotton swaps that features a teeny picture of him (:
if I did get to see him, I would have leaped out and touched his hand,ahhhh.
no wonder the security was so tight because I'd bet I'm not the only one that would leap out.

LEE MIN HO. looking forward to more great K dramas that cast you as the lead =)
October 19, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  melancholy
 
what do you see here? just a sky? or the dark clouds? or the sun rising?
 OR BOTH?

sorry, she's not here right now .

she needs to leave, not
insomnia
she hates the airport because she just stands there and stares at the screens showing places she always wanted to go but know she never will have that chance
she looks at the muggers there and wonders are they really understanding or just plain mugging?
she then looks at herself and wonders even more, where is she standing with her friend
why is she staring at the planes when she will never board them and fly far far away
why is her friend stoning? she looks at her troubled friend and stones with her.
why are we stoning?
have we nowhere to go? or just simply, we don't want to leave?
the road's not set yet. it is up to us to path the way, the smoothest way we can walk,run,glide on.
but when you are forced to pave the way you know you hate, what do you do?
do you just walk on? just move along like they know you would?
or do you take the road less travelled
and try to figure this life on your own .


 
the story of 2 lost travellers.
will they find their way home?
the way home ......
is not as easy as anyone think, in fact, they don't even know what is the right way home anymore.
behind the smiles
behind the laughters
do you understand?
because they certainly don't .

the little girl in the picture just had to appear.
perhaps its just fate for us not to have a picture taken at the airport without interference.
perhaps life is just full of obstacles and we just have to accept them.
October 9, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:  touched
in life, people pass you just like that.
you wouldn't know everyone and you never will,so don't aim to.
I never did.
I never wanted to.
there are a few people I'm willing to carry on my back in my life.
my family,my bestest friends and my teachers.
for not giving up on me when I almost gave up on myself
for not even reprimanding me when I have nobody to blame but myself
the last 4 years have been just a dream. I slacked my way through it
yet I'm still trying to slack through it
this ain't a wakeup call anymore.

Hopeless, wondering if anybody noticed...
Feeling like you're drifting out of focus
Cause you're hopeless
You're just a hollow soul.
Crying, feeling like a part of you is dying,
Reachin for the strength to keep you trying,
Still you're crying,
You're living in the cold .

Say goodbye to the people,
You don't need in your life . 
Say goodbye to the heartache
And darkness of the night
Say hello to the rising of the sun!
There will always be a brighter day
You got to carry on (: 

Fire, burning with the passion in desire,
Suddenly you're hands are reaching higher
You're on fire
Your love has made you whole

Thankyou. (In no order of importance)
HuiEn.Shinzu.Lynette.YiMin.SiLin.JiaMin.Phyllis.Josephine.YuDing.Debbie.Ms Lee WM.Mr Chua TK.Ms Tan YL. 

Say goodbye to the people
And poison in your life
Say goodbye to the heartache
And trouble and strife
Say hello to the love that's just begun
There will always be a brighter day
You got to carry on

And no man is an island
You can't go on alone
When you're heart starts breaking
You need to come back home
We're all looking for something
The search will go on
and on and on and on

Hopeless, wondering if anybody noticed,
Feeling like you're drifting out of focus
Cause you're hopeless
You're just a hollow soul.

Say goodbye to the people,
You don't need in your life . 
Say goodbye to the heartache
And darkness of the night
Say hello to the risin of the sun!
There will always be a brighter day
You got to carry on

AND I SAID,
Say goodbye to the people
And poison in your life
Say goodbye to the heartache
And trouble and strife
Say hello to the love thats just begun
There will always be a brighter day 
You got to carry on!


You've got to carry on,
and on and on and on. 
June 25, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  tested
so yeah, 3 more days to midyrs not counting today.
I think I'm real smart
I know I'm going to flunk midyrs before even actually taking them
I don't have photographic memory,in fact, I think I have short term memory loss or something.
whatever I memorised today,I'll forget tmrw.
yeah I know,I rock man. me and my useless brains.
if midyrs only consists of a quarter of the entire A level syllabus,what about A levels?
what about it. you give me 3 months, you give me half a year, I'd render it redundant because there's absolutely no way I can remember EVERYTHING.
seriously, there's too many things to remember & I forget things within a day's time.
so my goal? just lemme pass la. especially physics&chemistry.
lemme pass and I'll wake up every morning smiling like an idiot cos I achieved my goal
NOW, AREN'T WE SUPPOSED TO AIM HIGHER?
actually, this is high enough already-for me.
one step at a time man because I'll fall if I try to take even 2 steps...

I'd never gone with the wind,just let it flow,let it take me where it wants to go
pls tell me this is a passing phase. that it's all going to end in 1.5 yrs time.

I will study.
 I will study because I have to.
I will study because I have to make sure my life ain't wasted after these 6 years.
I will study because I have to make sure my life ain't wasted after these 6 years of beautiful friendships & hellish textbooks.

because seriously, WHATEVER MAN.