I am never having children. This is a FACT. I could sit here and list off the hundreds of reasons that I refuse to breed. But this blog entry is not about my decision against having children. It is about those who have made the choice to have children. Between their long hours at work, and upper class friends children are a grand novelty. To fit into society as an upper class citizen you must have children to stay in the game. These little novelties are actual lives, that have attachment to the missing parents. Traveling the world..calling to say goodnight while dinning on gourmet foods. In all essence they DON'T care about these kids. They put up a great defense whenever questioned about the legitimacy of their parenting. But in all reality...both work to avoid domestic duties. One makes enough money to fuel the household, and keep the other parent at home. Oh no no..that is out of the question..as that would require one to give up their safe haven away from real parenting. There is such controversy over same sex couples parenting..but yet..nothing is said of these rich selfish bastards who pawn off the duties of raising children on their hired help. This is a fucked up world we live in..where it is socially acceptable to pay someone to raise your children..but it is frowned upon when 2 loving people of the same sex, different cultrual background, and different race..want to raise a child the right way. Makes me sick.

As I notice people around me marrying off, and waiting to reproduce..I sit and wonder where I went wrong. I desire a career, friends and someone who will stimulate me physically as well as mentally. I just can't fathom settling down with someone, and begining a reproductive frenzy. One day I may take a liking to children(hopefully by then it will be too late to have any), and one day I may get the urge to come home to the same person every night. In the meantime I can not see myself doing anything other than accomplishing MY life's goals. This does not include marrying the first guy I fall for, living off of his income and then making a career out of cleaning shit out of kids hair, and spanking them when they eat my expensive cosmetics. It takes a lot to live that lifestyle..and I give these ladies credit. As for me..I will sit back..sip my latte..throw around a few textbooks in hopes of finding some direction..and then maybe before I fall asleep..I will think about how nice it would be if I could live a productive life that very much included my fav guy in the whole world. (and no..I am not talking god.).

I have had it up to the ying yang with ASSHOLES. It seems that every time I post a blog I have beef with a new fucker. You know, there is an endless supply of losers in the twin cities area. I have personally determined that all the nice/sane/smart/funny/trustworthy/fun guys are taken. I always hear *that's not fair..that's not true*...then I meet yet another asshole. I should start videotaping some of these turds. The stupid things they say/do..the cockiness...the ignorance. I am not perfect..but at least I am honest and upfront. Women have been labeled *game players* for years..but now the tables have turned and men have become the little bitches!

The day I write a semi-positive blog..is the day hell freezes over..or I move to another city.

I was much looking forward to hockey comming back. It is the only sport I enjoy watching. I have been taking advanatge of the free preview of Center Ice...watching as many games as I can when the TV hog isn't around. Here comes the bitching....

FUCKING PENALTIES! All these new rules and regulations are fucking crazy! They might as well change all of the uniforms to differnt shades of pink, and put the players in little personal bubbles. Fuck man, what is this world comming to. Half of the reason I watch hockey is because of the fast paced action and FIGHTS. I am hoping some of these anal calls will die off..it's just fucking pathetic. I want to watch hockey, not figure skating. Gay. Very Gay.

Pretty soon I will have no reason to even turn on the TV.

I have met so many in the last little while, that I should be considering lesbienism. I don't know how these guys get through life doing what they do..they make my skin crawl. Don't touch me..don't call me baby..IN FACT..DON'T EVER CALL ME AGAIN..DO ME A FAV. AND FORGET MY # OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Braces are off :) I have teeth again!!!! On to my next venture..yesssssssss.