2.26.09 - 7:57 am
(Sitting on cold cement block in parking lot)

I fuckin woke up at 6:25 this morning after going to bed early last night (exhausted) so I could be on set at ER by 8. But, the whole time it felt wrong. Literally every single time I don't want to get out of bed it turns out I didn't need to be up that early &… today was no different. My call time wasn't 8, which I was 15 mins early for, it was 9:30. Yeah. I'm really… REALLY trying not to scream right now. I cannot overstate how badly I needed that sleep. & the funny thing is I can't even say I'm upset. Just hurt.

Hell of a start to the day.

2.25.09 - 9:39 AM
(On my way to get a new social security card having just left the food stamp office)

A very common question I encounter from myself when respresenting the sinical interests of my na-sayers as it relates to my scripts is: "Why would anybody want to read/see this?" It is a question oft asked by a woman I met on the train a few months back named Devra. So, as I embark on the journey of writing this blog I ask on behalf of the majority… why? What's of interest here? & I answer… I refuse to write to interests. Honesty is the root of all I have to offer & trust me, that gets interesting enough. :)

Here we go.


I am no 1 thing. But 1 thing you will need to know about me & claim to understand is I will not say what I'm "supposed to say", but rather what I know. You don't have to agree. Often probably won't. But, no amount of social or "karmical" pressure will cave this ambition.

Side note: Every single day I see beautiful women. 1 just passed me here on Vine St. checking off some sort of list. She has beautiful legs. I appreciate that. & her presence.

Anyway, my job title is "Entertainer". I am… a script writer, actor, comedian, model (~), music producer & song writer. I also own a small production company, Mystery Dinner Productions (DBA), which I will make my production & directing debuts for before summer hopefully. The stifling part in all of this is I don't have a lick of schooling in any of the formentioned fields of study, yet I still manage to be "talented"… (which honestly doesn't mean much).

In June of 2008 I began working as a background actor while homeless in my ew city of residence, Hollywood, CA. After a small time sleeping on Hollywood Blvd I took up residence at the Hollywood P.A.T.H. homeless shelter. Let's just say it's… funny being me, working in the biz & not having nearly any of what you need to succeed besides expectation.

I broke my process down into 6 month periods. The 1st 6 months were to be about positioning. Establishing myself as a proud 1 of the many in pursuit of the happiness found in transcending life & being a part of the art. I would get my headshot, sign up for background work, prove to be reliable, let my work ethic seperate me from the field & get the 3 vouchers needed to be union eligible. Only got 2 vouchers but, mission accomplished.

The 2nd 6 months was supposed to go: Get an agent (did that, commercial), position myself for either possible inclusion in pilot(s) during pilot season (mid-Jan through Feb or mid-March-ish) as a principle of as regular background, get my 1st line in a union production & have atleast 4 scripts finished (2, as of today). & though I may seem to be on track, I'm anything but. I lost 4 opportunites for my 3rd union voucher in the span on a week. Had it in my hands once… (we'll talk about all that later). These opportunities rarely arise & it's truly a shame I was unable to capitalize on a single 1 of them. Though, I don't have the $2,300.00 needed to join the union, there are many benifits to achieving "Union Eligible" status.

"What went wrong?" 2 things. 1, an ex-friend of mine from college was supposed to move down from Chicago & move in with me to decrease my financial responsibilities & ease the process of getting MDP off the ground. Let's just say that didn't happen. I found out she wasn't coming after she was already supposed to be here. & 2ndly, though pilot season is supposed to be the busiest time of the year & I'd counted on that, work has basically on hold since Dec. & will be until a new deal is worked out with SAG. So, I am rapidly falling behind schedule on account of the fact that homelessness & accute starvation were not in this part of the plan. Lost about 7-10 lbs since all this started.

& lastly i'd just like to say I haven't slept with a single woman who lives in L.A. since I got here… which is REALLY NOT HELPING THINGS. :(

Today I filed paperwork to officially own Mystery Dinner Productions, a film production company based out of Studio City, CA. Our 1st 2 films are in pre-production & the 1st should be done in late October. The 2nd film should follow shortly there after.

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