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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
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Current mood:  shocked
So last night my mom decided to start texting me randomly telling me anything she could to hurt me.
She told me she's not my mom and never has been, that she doesn't love me and never has. Say's I'm rude and selfish, and that no one will ever love me. Say's she could get my ex if she wanted LOL. Keeps sayin I smoke pot for some reason, I thinks he has me mixed up with someone else, or herself LOL guess she thinks saying i smoke weed is going to hurt my feelings or something.. Made fun of me as much as she could.. Ummmm let's see.... I don't remember it all, but gaw it was annoying lol.
The only thing that upsetted me is the fact that a "mom" could ever do that to their kid, and the sucky part is that it was mine. I even asked her if she believed that it was right to do this to her kid.. She didn't care, just kept going. I don't know why everyone helps her anymore. She doesn't deserve it, and she bitches about all of them.
She sent me this email like 2 hours ago,
"well i deleted all your gay girls pics, velma 2 stay away from me dont need anyones help. got this far dont need it now besides cant afford it. let the government support you.25 bucks a month guess you n girlfriends will be ok as long as you have your SMOKE good life what you can make of it ex non mom"
I guess shes calling Tara and Tasha my girlfriends. LOL My whole family has been helping her since before she got here, I'd love to see her try on her own. She's lost her mind.
She's been up for two days straight, I'd take a drug test and pass, would she? Doubt it.
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
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Current mood:  bored
~Awnser truthfully!!!!!!~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. Do you wish I was cooler?
14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
16. Am I loveable?
17. How long have you known me?
18. Describe me in one word.
19. What was your first impression?
20. Do you still think that way about me now?
21. What do you think my weakness is?
22. Do you think I'll get married?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill someone?
31. Do you miss me?
32. Do you think i miss you?
33. Do we have an inside joke?(if so what is it)
34. On a scale from 1-10, how close are we?
36. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
35. Are you going to put this on your MYSPACE and see what I say about you?
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
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Current mood:  angry
50 LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what!
[ZERO] Who was your last text from? Dustin.
[ONE] Where was your default pic taken? Infront of my computer. Which is in my dining room.
[THREE]Your relationship status? Single pretty much.
[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend? To death? no. Just because? Yes.
[FIVE] What is your current mood? Tired, kind of worried about stuff.
[SIX] Whats your brother(s) names? Don't have any? My sisters are Michelle and Jennifer though.
[SEVEN] What are you doing now? Thinkin of filing my nails.
[EIGHT]Where do you wish you were right now? Theres a couple of places I can think of, but most of all... In a bed. Any bed will do.
[NINE] Have a crazy side? >.> never. lol
[TEN] Ever had a near death experience? Probably.
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot? Um, sleep. I sleep hours, every chance I get LOL. It's great.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone? Kind of. Pretty much.
[THIRTEEN] What is stopping u from the person you like? So much...
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried? This mornin. I saw my granny cryin.
[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for? Anyone I love.
[SIXTEEN] Who do you think about when you are falling asleep? Everyone important to me, and a few people that aren't lol.
[SEVENTEEN]Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Michelle
[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song? Gaw, I dunno. Hard choice lol. I love anything rap or country.
[NINETEEN] What's your fathers name? Cliff
[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now? Family, and a couple friends.
[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Uncle
[TWENTY-TWO] ??
[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend (s) that is closest to you? Tara and Tasha. They know everything.
[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word? Paused
[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?' Nobody
[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now? Sleeping
[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to? Nothing
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug? Dustin, but I got the best hug from his son. :P
[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like? Nah. If I do, it's just me being more happy, or flirty.
[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color? Dark brown
[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh? I really don't know.
[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad? My grandma, but it wasn't her fault.
[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight? It's a little wavey.
[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? Yes! :P
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend? A couple.
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 day? Yes.
[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer? Yep
[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yep, when I was little! lol
[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now? Sometimes I think I am, but right now.. No.
[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous? Not really.
[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing? Just my tongue ring.
[FORTY-FoUR] What were you doing Friday night? I dunno, that's like the only night I dunno about yet.
[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken? Unfortunately.
[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart? I dunno...
[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? YES.
[FORTY-EIGHT] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? ER - back pain.
[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why? I'm still up lol. It's 9:01
[FIFTY]Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? A couple people.
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
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Current mood:  bitchy
So, last night was crazy. Started off good... Then went down from there.
I got home around 2, fixed something to eat, since I hadn't eaten since I woke up. Once it was done, my sister called me saying that my mom needed to come stay with me, as she and my sisters boyfriend had gotten into it. Fine, great. Awesome.
We went to check out my moms new house, it was really nice! I'm jealous! :O
Got home around 4:30. I started a movie at 5, and my mom went to bed. I watched the movie. Around 6:30 I decided to go to bed, I got ready, brushed my teeth, did all of my CDO(that's OCD in alphabetical order, like it SHOULD be lmfao.) shit.
Got a call from Michelle. Some shit went down with my cousin, apparently he was hitting his girlfriend, then decided to steal his parents Tahoe, and ran into Michelles jeep with it. (long story short lol).
He ended up running to my grandparents house. Most of you already know my grandma has already had a heart attack due to stupid shit like this, being brought into shit she doesn't need!!!! Ugh. He ended up getting arrested. Good for him, he's stupid, and keeps getting bailed out of shit. He needs to learn a lesson and stay in there for a while!
Blah blah blah, Michelle needed me to come get her. I got her.
Blah blah, end of story.
It is now.... almost 9am.
I'm supposed to be hanging out with friends today for the fourth, which I had planned on being in bed around 3! :(
Kristin's gonna be cranky today. Kristin's not in a good mood at all lol.
I guess I needa get my sleeping back on track, but dammit. It's gonna be hottttttt lol. Oh well it will be fun. :)
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Saturday, February 07, 2009
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Current mood:  embarrassed
Don't waste your time on someone that wouldn't waste their time on you. It's not worth it.
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009
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Current mood:  bouncy
Miss Kitty wont get off of my shoulder dammit. When she does this, I somehow end up with scratches. :.. and it hurts.
I probably wont be able to go visit Gina and her cousins. :( I'm so sad about that. I realllllllllllllllly freaking want to. Maybe somethin will happen and I'll be able to.
Ohhhh I had SO much fun on my bday! That's all I'm gonna say about that. lol
So tonight Brandon and I went to walmart to get some stuff. We had agreed to meet each other at the doors after we were done. I got done first, so I decided to smoke a cigg while waiting for him.
Some guy walked up to me and started talkin to me. Askin who I was with... Asked me if I was cold and offered me his coat. I was like "Hell no, I'm too fat haha" He was like "nooo you're not!" and kept askin if I wanted it. Anyways he decided he wanted to stand with me for a while he said. After like 5 mins his friends came out and he had to go.
At the time I didn't think nothin of it, but now I'm wondering, was that dude tryin to "talk" to me? LMFAO. I barely gave him any responses the whole time. I feel bad if he was cuz then I totally blew him off haha. Maybe Gina and Amy were right, maybe I need to go to walmart and pick up guys there. haha. Let me feel good about myself for a night or so. lol
Oh well. Gosh, now Miss Kitty is all up on my keyboard tryin to lick my fingers. GOSH. I'm gonna just go to bed lol.
Oh and btw, it's cold as fuck. LOOK AT MY NEW PICTURES BITCHES.
PEACE. lmfao.
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Monday, January 05, 2009
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Current mood:  betrayed
life is so overrated sometimes. -sigh-
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Monday, November 24, 2008
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Current mood:  satisfied
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Friday, September 05, 2008
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So, today I woke up, went pee, threw up, went to sleep. I don't know why. I felt okay once I woke up. I mean I had a light headache, and felt tired. Still feeling a little sick to my tummy. I thought about it all day, and then realized, we painted. That was not why though. We had painted "kills" or whatever in my room. My fan was facing me but was right next to the wall that had the most kills on it. I inhaled it all night while sleeping.
Then I checked my burners, and one of the lights were out. That could be why I have the headache. I lit it. ;x
We are tryin to get my whole apartment painted, but they only gave us 3 gallons, so we got my livin room and kitchen done. Some of my ceiling also lol.
*yawns* I need to take a shower, so I can wake up in the morning to paint some more. I hate painting. :(
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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Current mood:  sad
Yeah, The kind that are comfy, not jeans or anything. They go way past my knees though. I'd say a few inches above my ankles, unless I pull them allll the way up haha. Me loves them. Me never let them go. *wears* lol.
My poor neice burned her fingers :( She has a cast over her hand! Shes only like 8 months old! :O
My other neice started her first day of school this week! :D And this is my nephews first day of his second year of school! lol! Proud aunt right here.
I went to the ER the other night. I've been *cough(bleeding)cough* for 3 months. It got real bad the other day so we went. Yeah fuckers didn't do shit but give me a pelvic exam. Which I could have done without two *younggoodlooking* guys and a woman staring down there and messin around. Yeah. They ended up telling me I'd have to go to a gyno and get ultrasounds and stuff and they wouldn't do nothin. :P Bullshit I say.
Okay so I'm bored.
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