Body: TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: always, usually the same people. :)
2. are you happy?: yeah, very.
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: nope.
4. are you bored?: not really. taking a break from tidying my room.
5. are you sexually frustrated?: nope.
6. are your parents still married?: yes, they love each other so much, it's so cute.
7. do you love someone right now?: yeah, my family and my friends.
8. do you feel like crying right now?: no way.
9. are you satisfied with your life?: yes and no.
10. do you hate the county you live in? nope, england is pretty.

NATIONALITY.
1. are you German?: no
2 are you Irish?: quarter.
3. are you French?: no
4. are you Italian?: no
5. are you Swedish? no
6. are you Greek?: no
7. are you Portuguese?: no
8. are you Russian?: no
9. are you Native American?: theres some in me apparantly.
10. are you Norwegian?: no


TEN FAVOURITES.
1. store: h and m is cute. ebay. moist.
2. flowers: roses. cliche!
3. colour: brown.
4. sport: volleyball.
5. mall: southampton mall is good.
7. food: pork chops.
8. season: summer time.
9. animal: cats and koalas.
10. state: hmm.


TEN FACTS.
1. born in: eastbourne.
2. hair colour: brown.
3. feet size: five.
4. hair style: it's all short now :(
5. eye colour: brown.
6. favourite jeans: my greyish ones.
7. mood: peaceful.
8. height: five seven.
9. available: sure.
10. lefty/righty: right.


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: i thought i was.
2. do you believe in love?: of course.
3. why did your last relationship fail?: ...
4. have you ever been heartbroken?: nah.
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: probably not.
6. have you ever fallen for one of your friends?: yup.
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?: yup!
8. are you afraid of commitment?: kind of.
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?: yeah.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer? yeah...i found out though.


TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust?: i donno
2. hard liquor or beer?: beer.
3. night or day?: night.
4. one night stands or relationships?: relationships.
5. television or internet?: internet.
6. pepsi or coke?: coke
7. wild night out or romantic night in?: bit of both.
8. chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate.
9. phone or in person?: in person
10. msn or myspace?: msn.

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: there's no need.
2. have you ever skinny dipped?: haha, never.
3. have you ever done something you regret?: a few things, but i've learnt from them. that's why i love life, you're constantly learning about yourself.
4. have you ever bungee jumped?: nope.
5. have you ever been on a house boat?: yeah.
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?: haha yeah. i used to call them gob stoppers.
7. have you ever liked someone so badly it hurt?: yeah, was evil.
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: yeah.
10. have you ever had a hang over?: definatly.

everything about it is so wrong, the child obesity, the child smoking, her swimming costume! ha but yet i think it's marvellous.

love.

alice in wonderland.

mary barnes.

howard barnes.

frances barnes.

johanna congdon.

magic barnes.

katie neal.

danny sivers.

heidi watling.

claire cottingham.

laura medina.

lindsay putland.

stephanie orchard.

natasha heasman.

david lachapelle.

amanda lepore.

gwen stefani.

adrian young.

tom dumont.

tony kanal.

johnny cash.

stella artois.

kittens/cats.

kissing.

cuddling/snuggling.

cute text messages.

bambi.

clutch bags.

nature.

my flatmates.

dancing.

laughing.

illustrator/photoshop/in design/freehand.

being under the covers.

pomegranate juice.

males big hands.

wikipedia.org.

rating things out of 10.

red nail polish.

in depth chats one on one.

being logical.

verbal fights.

plaiting my hair.

baking cakes.

being creativity.

funny people.

postcards.

reflecting situations.

having bbqs.

sleeping.

passionate and compassionate human beings.

knowing my best friends secrets.

skinheads.

pop art.

mixing knowledge and inteligence with stupidity and clumsiness.

classical music.

hate

rain when it's windy.

running out of money.

getting up in the morning.

upsetting people.

sluts.

rumours about me.

shakira. although i like 'don't bother'

mariah carey. ergh.

most drum and bass.

racism.

how dumb i can be sometimes.

my face.

gary glitter.

My divorce from dependence
That's when you found me
I was still soft
And we always were in trouble
Odds stacked against us
And trouble's what we are

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

Now that I've murdered your inspiration
And I forced you off
Do you hate me?
Do you want revenge?
I want to call you
But I won't

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

Oh the pessimistic protection plan
Moderation loving
I've been hardened by the circumstance
We knew this was coming

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again and again
Suspension without suspense
Intentions without intent
But I don't want the love we have to end

And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and go for a meal and not mind when you eat my food and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and type your letters and carry your boxes and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you don't listen to and watch great films and watch terrible films and complain about the radio and take pictures of you when you're sleeping and get up to fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and go to Florent and drink coffee at midnight and have you steal my cigarettes and never be able to find a match and tell you about the the programme I saw the night before and take you to the eye hospital and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep for a while and kiss your back and stroke your skin and tell you how much I love your hair your eyes your lips your neck and sit on the steps till your neighbour comes home and sit on the steps till you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're early and give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance till I'm black and be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever and hear your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you're angry and your eye has gone red and the other eye blue and your hair to the left and your face oriental and tell you you're gorgeous and hug you when you're anxious and hold you when you hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you and whimper when I'm not and dribble and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh and not understand why you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and tell you about the tree angel enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you and write poems for you and wonder why you don't believe me and have a feeling so deep I can't find words for it and want to buy you a kitten I'd get jealous of because it would get more attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and cry like a baby when you finally do and get rid of the roaches and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it I do always have from the first time I asked you and wander the city thinking it's empty without you and want want you want and think I'm losing myself but know I'm safe with you and tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less and answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I really dont' want to and try to be honest because I know you prefer it and think it's all over but hang on in for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am and try to get closer to you because it's a beautiful learning to know you and well worth the effort and speak German to you badly and Hebrew to you worse and make love with you at three in the morning and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming undying overpowering unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending love I have for you.

- who are you:
- what's our relationship:
- what do you think is my middle name:
- how long have you know me:
- how well do you think you know me, on a scale 1-10 (10 being best):
- tell me one good thing about myself:
- when you first saw me/a picture of me what was your impression:
- how old am i/when is my birthday:
- what is my eye/hair color:
- do i have any siblings:
- what's one of my favorite things to do:
- do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
- anything super special about me:
- would you consider me a friend:
- describe me in 3 words: (put some thought into this one! pretty please?)
- if there is one good nickname for me what would it be:
- name 5 things i love:
- do you think i'm good looking:
- how would you describe me to someone:
- what do you like most about me:
- have you ever seen me with my pants off:
- would you ever want to see me with my pants off:
- if we could spend a day together what would we do:
- have we ever gotten in a fight:
- do you think we will be friends for quite some time:
- if you could tell me one thing, what would it be:
- if you had to label me, stereotypically speaking, what would you use:
- buy me a flower. what kind is it:

 

perfection...wow!

fucking best band in the whole world.
i have adored them for six years.

wow.

by the foo fighters has been my favourite song since i was 13.
i feel so many personal emotions and experiences that i've had everytime i listen to this song.
and sorry to sound morbid (hahaha) but if i die please make sure they play it at my funeral.
it's amazing.

thank you.

six weeks to go and i'm so stoked.
i've promised good weekends to lots of people.
please don't let me down southampton.

i'm so freaking excited.