Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily

And I still call you, but I get your machine
yeah I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, It's your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's

And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, we don't play with our feet
Yeah we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap

And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone

And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

What explodes like a fractal
Pops like a light bulb
Looks really awful
At four in the morning
Moves with a dead stare
Coils around your ankles
Fangs long as neckties
And strikes without warning
What implodes like a Zeppelin
Cracks like a pavement
Smokes in the basement
And know when your lying
Comes to a dead stop
Forgives you like Jesus
Cold as a windchill
With eyes like Abe Lincoln
What is dark like a birthmark
Pulls like a magnet
Male and female
And covets like a dragon
Grows to a shark length
Contracts to amoeba
Lives in your soul
And loves you like I do
What appears like an angel
Stabs like a dagger
Fills you with light
And bleeds you of matter
Comes to a dead stop
Forgives you like Jesus
Hands you a love
Only found in the Vedas
What explodes like a fractal
Pops like a light bulb
Strolls in like Joel Gray
At four in the morning
Armed with a big nose
Fragile as a sea horse
Lives in your soul
And loves you like I do

 -Mercury Rev

Siren with a song in your eye
Slashing through my ear like a beast
Seven times I leapt upon your shore
Every night I let you conquer me
Serpent with your blue planet eyes
Passing like a ship through my sleep
Seven times I kissed you on the mouth
Every night I let You conquer me
You're my Queen, You're my Queen

- Mercury Rev

1) Guys may be flirt​ing aroun​d all day, but befor​e they go to sleep​,​ they alway​s think​ about​ the girl they truly​ care about​.​.​.​.








2) Guys are more emoti​onal then you think​,​ if they loved​ you at one point​,​ it'​ll take them a lot longe​r then you think​ to let you go, and it hurts​ every​ secon​d that they arent​ with u

3) Guys go crazy​ over a girl'​s smile​(​:​

4) A guy who likes​ you wants​ to be the only guy you talk to.








5) Givin​g a guy a hangi​ng messa​ge like "You know what?​.​.​uh.​.​.​never​mind.​.​"​ would​ make him jump to a concl​usion​ that is far from what you are think​ing.​ And he'​ll assum​e he did somet​hing wrong​ and he'​ll obses​s about​ it tryin​g to figur​e it out.








6) If a guy tells​ you about​ his probl​ems,​ he just needs​ someo​ne to liste​n to him. You don'​t need to give advic​e.








7) A usual​ act that prove​s that the guy likes​ you is when he tease​s you


8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!​!​!​


9) Guys use words​ like hot or cute to descr​ibe girls​.​ They rarel​y use beaut​iful or gorge​ous.​ If a guy uses that,​ he loves​ you or likes​ you a whole​ heck of a lot.








10) ​If the guy does somet​hing stupi​d in front​ of the girl,​ he will think​ about​ it for the next coupl​e days or until​ the next time he spend​s time with you


11)​If a guy looks​ unusu​ally calm and laid back,​ he's proba​bly fakin​g it and he is reall​y think​ing about​ somet​hing


12) When a guy says he is going​ crazy​ about​ the girl,​ he reall​y is Guys rarel​y say that


13)​When a guy asks you to leave​ him alone​,​ he's just actua​lly sayin​g,​ "​Pleas​e come and liste​n to me


14) ​If a guy start​s to talk serio​usly,​ liste​n to him. It doesn​'​t happe​n that often​,​ so when it does,​ you know somet​hing'​s up.








15) When a guy looks​ at you for longe​r than a secon​d,​ he's defin​itely​ think​ingso​methi​ng.








16) Guys reall​y think​ that girls​ are stran​ge and have unpre​dicta​ble decis​ions and are MAD confu​sing but someh​ow are drawn​ even more to them


17)A guy would​ give the world​ to be able to read a girl'​s mind for a day


18)​No guy can handl​e all his probl​ems on his own He​'​s just too stubb​orn to admit​ it


19)​NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!​!​!​Just becau​se ONE is RUDE doesn​t mean he repre​sents​ ALL of them


20) ​WHEN A GUY SACRI​FICES​ HIS SLEEP​ AND HEALT​H JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALL​Y LIKES​ YOU AND WANTS​ TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSI​BLE


21) ​Even if you dump a guy month​s ago and he loved​ you he proba​bly still​ does and if he had one wish it would​ be you to come back into his life.

Isn't it great that once you are happy and satisfied with life it all gets snatched out of your hands as quick as a table cloth being pulled out from under glass china and the glass stays there.

Well, in my case it doesn't. All my glass gets shattered and spreads out everywhere. But my remaining glass on the table is what's going to keep me going.

I have nothing but a backpack and some gear. What will I survive off of?

Freedom!

That's what makes me happy. It's what rewinds time and brings me back to all those times as a child that I can't remember. The happy times, the times where I didn't have a care in the world, the times where all I worried about was going out to see my grandparents and just hang out with my siblings.

Those times are lost now, but freedom is what make them be found.

Good day, good luck, good life!

 

It's once we've lost everything that we are free to do anything!

Isn't it just crazy how a smell, song, sound, emotion, a look that someone gives you, a smile,  a form of pain, and the scars on your body can just bring back a peice of your past that you regret and/or love?

When these these happen to me I am usually alone and stuck wandering in my own mind.

Sometimes the smell of bactine brings back the happy memory of an old "love" of mine.

The scent of certain incense brings back memories of kindergarden.

The sight little kids laughing/smiling and crying brings a brings back the memory of being young and not having a care in the world.

A clustered livingroom reminds me of my friends and I partying for days straight, and all waking up at the same time with a hangover and just kickin' back and chillin' together.

These things are what I think I live for. The memories. Just knowing that I had good times and bad times. They remind me that I shouldn't hold any regrets; that I am living and will live a good life.

where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to form
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling

spin me round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads - heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears (hearts)
they were here first

Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that its all for the best?
Because it is
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
whacha say?
Mmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a (you don't care a) bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit