its nice when music makes you feel, even if it hurts a little.  i remember pouring all of my emotion out into a ball of hatred and anger when i was a teenager.  i felt so alive because i was so connected with how i felt and how the words made me feel.  id like to say that life has trodden me down a little, but everything moves so fast that you dont really get the chance to stop and think about it.  one day you wake up and realize that you dont remember the last time you stopped to think about how you felt.  you are too busy just existing.  music tends to make me think about things that i shouldnt or dont want to, but i think that i like to feel the knife's edge just a little to remind myself that im alive.

I fell down again
But I can't complain
Another false step
Could drive me insane
I only got myself here to blame
So I shake off the seat and I start again
Oh no I said I wanna go back
But I can't win the shit
And I'm gonna stay on track
Yeah, make a deal like that
I keep my head up but I never react

I wrote it down, a list a month ago
16 chapters of one thing you've blown
The best thing yet to help you
Through and through that she was
I feel her more than you

Don't leave
Don't leave her

(Yeah!)
I get up
Just to get knocked back down
I sit up
Just to get knocked all around
I wanna say something
But your out of town
I don't wanna have another show down
Say stand up
(hey, yo) Let's make it clear
Follow you home
(no) You were not there
You saw him coming
(jump) You disappear
Home alone every night
Seems so clear
You think you see me here, all alone
Got my crew coming now
One by one
Two by two
Three by three
Four by four
Let's do some more

Call me back when word is that she's gone
Cat like thief she stole air from my lungs
Leave me standing on this lonely grave
I dug it out in case she turns away

Don't leave, don't leave, don't leave her

You think you see me
all alone
Got my crew coming
one by one
Two by two
Three by three
Four by four
Let's do some more

Don't leave, don't leave, don't leave her