As everyone may know I'm wanting to go to law school and get my law degree and become and lawyer. What some of you may not know is that I want to become a Criminal Prosecutor. People have told me that I can't just prosecute I have to defendd too... I know but the way I see it is that I will prosecute the guilty and defend the innocent. I want to make a difference in someones life. I want to be able to turn to one of my clients and say "Justice has been served here today and from here on out everything will be ok."

Everyone may think I'm dreaming but the way I see it is George Washington the first president of the United States said "You can do anything you set you mind to." I'm setting my mind to prosecuting the guilty and to defending the innocent. Another famose quote that I relate my feelings to is..."Where theres a will theres a way." I know my will is to become a lawyer who people that are innocent can trust and people who are guilty are afraid of. All I have to do now is find a way and with Mr. Washington in my head I will find that way and seceed.

Every girl wants to end up getting married to the man of their dreams, but what about the propossal? There is so much thought that goes into planning the actual wedding but what about planning the propossal? I have been propssed to twice by two different guys and they didnt do it like every girl hopes...me for one would like to have it very different...you know you see on movies and on tv how sometimes they will put the ring in some type of food (COMPLETELY STUPID GUYS) why would you want your engagement ring all covered in stuff that you plan on eating??? Every girl is different though its just i think most girls would like it to be a bit more uniqe than that...like for example in the rain or in a snow storm or something that you can always remember! There was nothing wrong with the way the two guys that i was engeaged to propossed but it just wasnt the way i planned it and yes i know i dont get everything the way i want it when i want it but... if i was ever to get engaged agin i would want it this way..............................................................................................................

we would be standing in front of his family and my family maybe at  a party or on a special holiday and he would get my mother (since i don't have a dad) and his parents and take them to the front of the room and just scream it from the top of his lungs and ask me to marry him!!! then of course if i thought that we were meant for each other i would say yes and he would run to whereeverr i was standing and get down on his knee and slip the ring on my finger and then kiss me so that everyone could see!!!!!

Crazy i know and some of you may think i've given this lots of thought but honestly when you've been propossed to the exact same way twice ( just handing the ring and saying it to me) it gets kinda old like they really didnt want to do it... so if any guy is reading this as a suggestion that might help you if you plan on propossing to your girlfriend is that you should give it lots of thought and consideration before doing it because girls always love the different and unique way of things...GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS always complicated but you love us anyway!

AS EVERYONE KNOWS I WORK AT FOOD CITY IN PULASKI WELL TODAY THEY PUSHED ME THE WRONG WAY....I EVEN SAID I QUIT INTILL ONE OF THE ASSISTAND STORE MANAGERS CONVINCED ME TO WAIT TWO WEEKS TO SEE IF HE COULD FIX THIS PROBLEM THAT PUSHED ME OVER THE EDGE TODAY....WELL ONE PERSON INPARTICUALR MY FROUNT END MANAGER (OF COURSE WITH ALL MY BLOGS NO NAMES) ANYWAY MY MOTHER IS SICK AS EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS WELL THEY JUST RECENTLY PUT HER ON OXYGEN FOR WHEN SHE SLEEPS...WELL I TOLD THE MANAGER THAT I COULDNT WORK PAST NINE O'CLOCK ANYMORE WELL SHE WASNT TO HAPPY WITH THAT AND TOLD ME THAT EVEN THOUGH I WAS EIGHTEEN I NEEDED MY MOTHER TO WRITE A NOTE SAYING THAT SHE DIDNT WANT ME TO WORK PAST NINE ANYMORE WELL I DIDNT MIND THAT WHAT BUGGED ME THE MOST ABOUT THIS SITUATION WAS THAT SHE ALSO SATED THAT I COULD NOT WORK EARLY SHIFTS EVERY SATURDAY SO THATS WHY SHE SECDULED ME TO WORK THREE PM TO TWELVE AM ON SATURDAY THE 21ST OF JULY....THIS CERTAIN PERSON HAS HER FAVORITES AND HER ENIMIES I SHALL CALL THEM WHAT SHE DOES IS IF YOU PISS HER OFF SHE GIVES YOU THE SHIFT THAT YOU HATE IN MY CASE I LIKE WORKING IN THE MORNINGS THAT WAY I CAN HAVE SOME WHAT OF A LIFE AT NIGHT WELL I MADE HER MAD BY TELLING HER THAT I COULDNT WORK LATE AND GUESS WHAT SHE DOES SECDULES ME LATE SHIFTS ALL WEEK....SHE TRIES TO ACT ALL NONCHAULLANT BUT SHE NEEDS MORE PRACTICE AT THAT... SHE KEPT TELLING ME THAT SHE UNDERSTANDS WHERE IM COMING FROM I HAVE MOTHER THATS SICK AND A GRANDMOTHER THAT IS GOING BLIND AND IS LOSSING HER MEMORY....I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM TO A POINT AND SHE KEPT SAYING SHE KNOWS WHAT IM GOING THROUGH........SORRY BUT SHE DONT AND WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH INTILL HER DAUGHTER IS HELPING HER OUT OF BED IN THE MORNINGS AND HER DAUGHTER IS SHOPPING FOR HER AND ALL THAT OTHER GOOD STUFF....I LOVE MY MOTHER TO DEATH BUT THIS MANAGER DOESN'T HAVE CLUE WHAT MY LIFE IS LIKE SO I THINK THAT IF I WANT A SATURDAY OFF I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET IT....I KNOW I CANT HAVE EVERY SATURDAY BUT ATLEAST 2 A MONTH WOULD BE FINE WITH ME ITS NOT LIKE IM ASKING FOR SATURDAY AND SUNDAY OFF JUST SATURDAY....I GO INTO WORK ON MY DAYS OFF AND I DONT EVEN GET A THANK YOU HALF THE TIME........IF ANYONE IS EVER THINKING ABOUT APPLYING TO FOOD CITY IN PULASKI AS YOUR FIRST OR SECOND OR WHATEVER NUMBER OF JOB IT WOULD BE MY ADVICE IS DONT THEY DONT APPRECIATE HARD WORKERS AND THEY WILL JUST TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT!!!!

*****IF YOU ARE ONE WHO GETS REALLY MAD AT OTHER PEOPLES OPIONS THEN DO NOT READ ANYMORE..READER DISCREATION ADVISED*****

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WELL YOU BETTER BE CAUSE ITS TIME FOR YOU TO READ MY OPION OF VALENTINES DAY!!!

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What is valentines day really about? I think that valentines day is over rated with all the roses to show my love for you on this very special day...blah blah blah. No offense to all you people who agree that valentines day is a day to show the ones you love that you can't live without them. I know some people think i'm so against valentines day because of a certain someone in my past life that hurt me. I beg to differ. So many people run around saying "I LOVE YOU " or "YOUR MY LIFE TILL DEATH" and so on but really how do you know who thoses people are that feeds off of broken hearts? Im not just directing this to guys, it's directed to girls as well there are some girls that feed off of broken hearts too beleive it or not and if your a guy that has been hurt by a girl before then you know what I mean. I have been catogorized as one of those girls before by people who I have hurt...i'm not perfect and everyone makes mistakes. I think that the reason i'm so against valentines day is because no one really knows what "TRUE TRUE LOVE" feels like..I know there's probably someone reading this that thinks that they might have found that and i'm really not trying to make someone mad or upset or whatever i'm just saying that I dont think that true love exist in this world. If so how do you know and can you physically prove to me  that you have really found or experienced true love in this world? (BESIDES THE TRUE LOVE A CHILD.)

My Mother was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis (most commonly known as MS because noone knows how to spell it.  ) about 15 or 16 years ago. she was on a type of medicine that was to help slow down the progression of this illness. This shot was called Interferone Beta 1A or known as Avonex.  I was the one who gave her the shot into the muscle once every week. She went off the medication about 1 years ago because the distributors of the medication had changed. Sence then I have noticed that she seems to be getting worse with the symptoms and that she might be going or already in the third and worse stage of MS. I love my mother very much and I know I have been her worst and more rebelious child out of her 5 kids but thinking of what might happen this next months years or so on is just alot to consume. When she was first diagnosed with this illness I accepted the fact that it wasnt going to be easy to live with but as the years have past it seems like its just getting harder and harder to accept that its getting closer and closer to me not having a mother there to cry to everytime my day just hasnt been the best. I grew up my whole life with out my father around. He passed away in May of 2006 and even though he wasnt around when I was growing up he still was my father . To think of loosing the only person that was there my whole life when I was growing up seems unbarable. To all people who still have their parent around let them know that you care for them and show them that everything they do for you does matter...give them the credit for the things that they do for you everyday!