OK, I realized that I hadn't made an update in a LOOONG time. Only thing is...I don't have a whole lot to write about.

Well let's see....I've been at the bank for almost a year now...It's crazy to think that an entire year has gone by so fast...it absolutely flew by!!!

I am about to finish the Pharmacy Tech Certification class...I just have to take the exam and then I might try that for a while. I don't know though. I'm also getting ready to start Business Administration courses at the Technical school. I'm actually pretty pumped about that! I think it's gonna be a really good thing for me...I guess we'll find out!

But I think that the most exciting thing is that I'm not single anymore! Sorry if you read this, Jason! I promise I won't be all wierd about it! lol Jason is a really great guy and I'm pretty sure I like him a lot! LOL    Our first date was the Saturday before Thanksgiving and it's been going pretty good since then! I just hope he agrees...  We went out with my parents and brother to The Movie Tavern in Lexington which was really fun! Definately a good time. OK, that's enough of me being girly...hehe

On a final note, GO SEE MARLEY AND ME!!!!! I cried and cried...it is the sweetest movie ever.

BTW...I turn 23 on January 18th. I like presents. LOL just kidding.

I'M SO FREAKIN' EXCITED THAT CAPS ARE NEEDED!!!

my new puppy came home today! Her name is Daisy and she is 7 weeks old. She is the cutest black with some brown streaks on her paws and sides of her face. Like I can't say enough good things about this adorable lil Miniature Dachshund!! Pictures will come soon!!

 well...i feel like hiding and never coming out unless you can offer me some sort of chocolatey goodness...

How do you tell someone that you're just not in the mood to date them? That he's just not your type and that you're interested in someone else? I honest to God hate dating and relationships, they are so messy and hard and utterly ridiculous...is this really the only way to find the person to spend the rest of your life with? What happened to arranged marriages....?

School is going pretty well and I like my classes, I only have 2, so how hard can it be? lol

I had my second job interview at Ky Bank last week and the are supposed to call me back this week...definately nervous about that. Pray for me!

and that's all...now leave me alone! hehe

. So I've worked at my new job for 3 days now. I work at White's Ready Mart in Morehead. It's been really fun. I love the people that I'm working with and the people who come into the store are really patient with me. I would probably need like 5 pages to put down all the things that I do and it would be boring, but mainly I run the cash register, sell lottery tickets and cigarettes. You know, normal gas station/convience store stuff. It's pretty easy. I've made some mistakes, but that's expected, I mean, I've only been working there 3 days...lol and I don't think I've made any really big ones. The only thing I don't really like is that we have to do this paper work at the end of the night and it's really confusing and easy to make a mistake. If you do, it's a HUGE deal and can cost them a lot of mone and I don't want to do that.

Right now I get to work with someone else during my shift and her name is Kim. She's 20, which is only a year younger than me and we're a lot alike so we have a really good time, which is important when you have to work with someone for 10 hours straight. But soon, I'm going to have to do it all by myself and I'm pretty nervous!! So if you read this, just pray that I can have faith in myself and that God will help me to do a good job and not let my bosses down! I want to be able to prove to myself, my parents and everyone that I am responsible and that I can handle a job and school.

got sick of that girlie girl layout. so i like this one better...lol

also, why is my time all screwed up? and everytime I try and fix it...it won't change....

man. my body refuses to work like normal....

I'm having some gallbladder issues. I have to have some nuclear/radioactive tests done  and I might have to have surgery. Totally sucks...

However, there was a really cute ER nurse. I didn't think it was true, but hot guys do work in hospitals. His name was Kerby and he was SOOO cute. I love the ER people (all of them). They are so nice.

WARNING: if you go to the ER and they want to give you something called a stomach cocktail and it's bright green---SAY NO. It's like Mylanta and lidocaine and some other drug. It's absolutely disgusting.

. So, I've been doing some writing...I think my new layout has inspired something within....weird, but look who it's coming from. so here goes. a fledgling unnamed poem.

The sweet taste of lies

Is heavy on your lips

I want it and I dread it

The way you tell me what you think I need to hear

The way you think I believe you

Well, that's all I have so far....I think I'll be post some lyrics I wrote later...

. Tired. but I can't sleep. So I just looked through like 30 pages of layouts to find...well, this one. A little morbid, but it speaks to me...idk... but I've seen enough lays with playboy bunnies, hearts, and ones that look like Hello Kitty threw up on my computer screen to last me a lifetime.

New Year's is soon! Major excitement. I'll be chilling with Stacey and whoever else we choose to see. I can't wait.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Serious thinking. There may be a post about that later. but don't hold your breath.

that's all. I have no more to say. go away.