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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Taurus

City: SIMI VALLEY
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/28/2004

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Thursday, December 01, 2005 

Current mood:  distressed
This has to stop. I don't even know these people, but it breaks my heart to hear about fatal car accidents and people dying before their time. Yesterday I stumbled upon James' myspace. I've never met him in my life, and after reading all his comments I was in tears. I feel like crying now just thinking about it. I haven't lost anyone really close to me yet, but it seems like things like this keep happening. Who's to say what happens next? I honestly don't know how his friends are dealing with this. If I'm a complete stranger and I'm crying, I can't even imagine what it's like for those closest to him. Life is SO short. I think the possibilty of something happening to my friends is becoming more real each time I hear about this, and it's terrifying.

I know just from reading their comments that these must have been awesome people. Their friends wrote such wonderful things about them and how much they would miss them. It makes me wonder if something happened to me, what would people say? It's like everyone says, if I died today, what would people say at my funeral? This has just been eating away at me and I think it might affect the way I act towards people. I just want to be remembered for the good things that I've done and how I've affected lives in a positive way. I'm just not sure if I've actually done that...
Currently listening:
Make Yourself
By Incubus
Release date: 26 October, 1999
Friday, August 12, 2005 

Current mood:  hopeful

So I just watched the meteor shower while on the phone with Lindsay. I was lying down on a blanket in my driveway staring up at the sky. One of those moments that would be completely romantic with that special someone (if they exist!). But regardless I think we were both in awe of how amazing the entire concept of it is. We're all so miniscule, and to use Lindsay's word, insignificant in the long run. If you think about it, on a planet with 6 billion people, in a galaxy of however many stars, in a universe with however many galaxies, do we even matter?


I guess this is where I pull away from all the pointless blogs I've made and get a little philosophic on all your asses. Anyone who takes everything around them for granted and doesn't take the time out to appreciate things like the sky and stars, or thinks it doesn't matter is just plain ignorant.
And that's that.


P.S. I'm going on vacation tomorrow, so show me some love. hahaha.

Currently listening:
City of Evil
By Avenged Sevenfold
Release date: 07 June, 2005