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Pathetic Excuse

Lauren Craig


Last Updated: 7/13/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 99
Sign: Pisces

City: God's Town, Oklahoma
State: Oklahoma
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/23/2008

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July 4, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  depressed

I wanted you to realize,

I really didn’t want you to go.

I wanted to just express,

I really did want you to remain.

And I really just need you to at least utter,

You love me the same way.

My dear

So give me a break…

From all of these situations,

Just give me a break…

Stupid boys and their malfunctions

I just need a break…

From making these decisions

You had me hypnotized.

I wanted you to understand,

I loved you ever so…

And I just wanted to admit,

I needed you to stay…

My dear

So give me a break…

From all your hesitation

Just give me a break

I need you’re affection

Was that so hard to say,

Now you’re gone, and fading away.

So good bye- good bye to you

Oh, I needed you,

To love me too

But I’ve found that letter.

I’ve had situations turned better…

And I wanted you comprehend,

You really shouldn’t go.

But I just needed to verbalize,

Before you faded away…

I just wanted you to be.

So give me a break…

From all of this motion

Just give me a freaking break

You have reverberation to you.

So give me a break

From feeling these emotions

But I can't say

Good-bye, Good-bye to you.

 

 

 

12:18 PM 
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June 20, 2009 - Saturday 
·         Chapter- 1 – God creates the Light [day], night, sky, water, earth [ground], plants, trees, fruit, vegetables, stars, moon, etc. by mere commands. That just shows how much power god has.
Prayer: God, you are awesome. You created this world, and all the people and animals in it, including me. God I may take this world for granted sometimes, but I want you to open my eyes. Let me see this beauty you have given me.
·         Chapter- 2 – On the seventh day god said today is the Sabbath, the resting day. Things stopped growing so he created Man to tend the earth and take care of animals. Man was told to prosper and eat from every tree except The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Later that night God took a rib from Man and replaced it with flesh, and made Woman from the rib.
·         Chapter- 3 – A serpent came to the woman and told her that God didn’t want her to be a smart and powerful to him, and that is why he said not to eat the fruit of the tree. The serpent told Woman that god wished her not to be as powerful as him, and that’s why he told her not to eat the fruit. The woman ate the fruit, then offered it to man. Woman and Man then saw themselves as naked, and hid from god. God banished them from the Garden of Eden, making they’re lives harder by making it more difficult to grow food, and more painful childbirth.  
·         Chapter- 4 – Eve, [the woman] had Cain, then another son, Abel. Both made offerings to god. Only Abel’s offering reached approval from god. Cain threw a tantrum, and killed Abel. God banished him to No Man’s Land.
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June 18, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:busybusy busy
Genesis 1-10 guiding notes up by tomarrow!!! Love you guys!!!
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June 18, 2009 - Thursday 
Psalm 12:1
Help, Lord.
The prayer itself is remarkable, for it is short, but seasonable, sententious, and suggestive. David mourned the fewness of faithful men, and therefore lifted up his heart in supplication-when the creature failed, he flew to the Creator. He evidently felt his own weakness, or he would not have cried for help; but at the same time he intended honestly to exert himself for the cause of truth, for the word "help" is inapplicable where we ourselves do nothing. There is much of directness, clearness of perception, and distinctness of utterance in this petition of two words; much more, indeed, than in the long rambling outpourings of certain professors. The Psalmist runs straight-forward to his God, with a well-considered prayer; he knows what he is seeking, and where to seek it. Lord, teach us to pray in the same blessed manner. The occasions for the use of this prayer are frequent. In providential afflictions how suitable it is for tried believers who find all helpers failing them. Students, in doctrinal difficulties, may often obtain aid by lifting up this cry of "Help, Lord," to the Holy Spirit, the great Teacher. Spiritual warriors in inward conflicts may send to the throne for reinforcements, and this will be a model for their request. Workers in heavenly labour may thus obtain grace in time of need. Seeking sinners, in doubts and alarms, may offer up the same weighty supplication; in fact, in all these cases, times, and places, this will serve the turn of needy souls. "Help, Lord," will suit us living and dying, suffering or labouring, rejoicing or sorrowing. In Him our help is found, let us not beslack to cry to Him. The answer to the prayer is certain, if it be sincerely offered through Jesus. The Lord's character assures us that He will not leave His people; His relationship as Father and Husband guarantee us His aid; His gift of Jesus is a pledge of every good thing; and His sure promise stands, "Fear not, I WILL HELP THEE."
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June 3, 2009 - Wednesday 

Rev. Earl H Merritt

Can't we, when we are working and drop something, instead of getting mad about it, say thank you God for giving me the strength to pick this up?

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

Christianity is not a theory or speculation, but a life; not a philosophy of life, but a living presence.

Martin Luther

Christian life consists of faith and charity.

Peter Ustinov

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

William Henry Seward

Christianity provides a unified answer for the whole of life.

C S Lewis

If we only have the will to walk, then God is pleased with our stumbles.

Martin Luther

The fewer the words, the better the prayer.

C S Lewis

I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen. Not only because I see it, but because I see everything by it.

Stuart Briscoe

The spirit of Christmas needs to be superseded by the Spirit of Christ. The spirit of Christmas is annual; the Spirit of Christ is eternal. The spirit of Christmas is sentimental; the Spirit of Christ is supernatural. The spirit of Christmas is a human product; the Spirit of Christ is a divine person. That makes all the difference in the world.

Anonymous

If it weren't for the optimist, the pessimist would never know how happy he wasn't.

Samuel Adams

What the world requires of the Christians is that they should continue to be Christians.

Amy Carmichael

You can give without loving. But you cannot love without giving.

C S Lewis

Love is unselfishly choosing for another's highest good.

Charles F Banning

Too many of us have a Christian vocabulary rather than a Christian experience.

Garrison Keillor

Going to church no more makes you a Christian than standing in a garage makes you a car.

Spurgeon

I have a great need for Christ; I have a great Christ for my need.

G K Chesterton

The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult and left untried.
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May 30, 2009 - Saturday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
The Message Version

Psalm 14 : 7-8
is there any one to save isreal? yes, God is around. God turns life around

Psalm 3 : 8
Real help comes from God, your blessing clothes your people!

Psalm 4 : 6-7
Why is every one so hungery for more? "More, more." they say "More, more." but, i have gods more than enough

Psalm 19 : 2
Be holy because I, your God, am holy.
7:55 AM 
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May 30, 2009 - Saturday 
As people challenge us day by day to forgive them, do we chose the harder path to forgive? or do we chose the easier path to never loosen our grudges? But the real question is what is truely harder? Holding on so dearly to a pain in out side, a weight to our ankle, or to let go of the burden and forgive? Sometimes we find its the fear of being hurt again that keeps us from letting go. in long run, yes, they might hurt you again but thats the perfect time to show our light of god. Our forgiveness, gods loving grace, you see why hide what god has givin us? What is truely amazing is when people are continuesly are forgivin, find god Some dont understand, because they have never seen such holy patience before, they have never been graced with the peace god graces us with every day. Many christians do not realize why god teaches forgivenes, so may i put it in a simple manner. Many people do not learn froma person talking but learn from life, when you forgive people and show them grace, you become the very thing saving people. So yes, no matter how many times a person hurts you FORGIVE, you could be the one person to be kind to them.
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March 11, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  vexed

My list of life, my chapters, my past. Chapters of hate and anger. Frustration and pain. today made a new chapter. A chapter of all emotions. A chapter deserving only of the sound of a closed book. Many do not understand my chapters, they do not understand what is predicted to be the ending. They do not understand the woman leading in the chapters, they read with utter confusion and distain watching her with camera set eyes. Put it to flash and take the picture. What will you capture? Today you'd capture an end, with a begining spinning fast and reeling. Today started new thoughts, new endings, new predictions, a new set of self worth. Welcome new pains, goodbye old friends. Today a new chapter began, and ended all in its own.

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March 5, 2009 - Thursday 
Our god did not put us here on earth to judge and hate or even discriminate others. he says to love everyone in your life, whether friend or foe, same or different. Who do we think we are telling others whats right or wrong??
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March 5, 2009 - Thursday 
As humans, we often notice how our lives change, some we like some we don't. We tend to think about now. The now that binds us to the normal, to the same thing. but if you think about every change you've been through, has now shaped who you are today. Agreed, that some things are more painful to experiance than other, change over all is actually whats bringing tomarrow. Most christians found god through needing change, needing something more, some thing new. Our lives intertwine with one another, our stories have other people in them. our lives can change others. And to think.. most of us fear change, we fear the unknown, or the differance. We hide from things beyond us. So i encourage you, step out from where you are now, and except the change.
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March 5, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Religion and Philosophy
god created us, he made us to be able to breathe, to move, to think, to smile. God created the universe, the whole complex universe. He created the earth with its changing properties and depths. How amazing is this?!
God said he already has our lives planned out. in ways that changes but, for each of us we have an end and a beggining. We can choose what we may, but each of us were made for him. We tend to think that god is here for us, in a way that is true, but god is your creator and savior. We think that god is here for us, to save and deliever us, to help us and shelter us. Yes he is here, But as our father in heaven. How awesome is that?
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January 12, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  breezy
 You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you. You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor' and hate your enemy' But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. (Matthew 5:38-48)
So one might ask why should i ever love my enimes?

Well i'll tell you why, because its all about LOVE and RESPECT. Small words big meanings. You want people to love, you face it. We all do. When put in a spot where you need people to help you or to vouch for you, you would not wish one person say any thing bad about you. Respect, you would want every one to respect you and your familly even your possestions but when you cant respect the person who calls you out, and smile and say thank you, or when you can't turn the other cheek...

What are you going to do when a loved one makes a mistake and hurts you?

Give up on them?

Whats the differance then? A loved one and a stranger who hurts you?

When you turn the other cheek and forgive your enime what will you learn? You will learn not only aot about yourself.. but the lessons in life they tought you. And for that alone, be thankfull for that person who hurts you.
7:19 PM 
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January 12, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  bouncy
Category: Life
My video for church that we called "whats your story?" is very emotion, mabey boring for some. but for those who will read this and see it on wednessday.. Im very scared for people to see it. Wednessday January 14, 2009 is when Shartel will show it in youth. If you ask i will gladly talk about my video and what it had in it.

I think it shows light on why i am a christian and why i am the way i am,

 

 

Because::

Your past is what makes you, but it should never break you.

 

 

Oh.. and i've been thinking, the things i've done with others in my past that i have been bringing up like they are the present should be put down, i see what i did wrong and right. And now im done.

WOOP!!!
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January 10, 2009 - Saturday 
It's a brand new start to a brand new life. Characteristics are never the same because the changing in life is never ending. I have found that fear is what crippled me before i could move on past. But know i am understanding of the way life moves on with out regrets.
You should never live your life in the momment, for i have learned that lesson the hard way. And you should never underestimate the mass of love humans can share to one another. Don't ever think no one is a threat to you, every one is, for it is human nature to betray one another through curiosity and fear. One shall never fully know lifes potentail or full grace.
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January 4, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:Woop

January 4, 2009

No longer are we of the normal society We are the society of which ruled under god. Meaning of thus being in the act of god. Only in the light of god we will shine, meaning only if we choose to succom our selves to christ and to the control of the "reigns". Being strong and just in the things we do, living in the word, [scripture] the power, the light, and the never ending love and forgivness.

Think Small !!!

Small people- The people who are not ones with large egos or ones who are full of there own being. Small people are the ones who constantly pray no matter how small or big they need it. Samll people are those who can easily say they are smaller than god. And weak, and absolutly need him. People who are small are the ones favored my christ, because of their small egoes, and subjective ways to christ. They realize they need him and his control in life.

Small graces- Small graces are done by the same small people every day. They are the little things in life that make such a big difference in life. Small graces are the do-gooders that make us swell with the pride of christ. But not in our own selves. Small graces are like giving what you can for offering, or smiling to some one who needs a cheer up. Even talking and praying with your best friend who needs that comfort of christ.

Small voices- Small voices of the small people who do the small graces every day. Small voices who constantly pray to god, Small voices from small people needed help. The small people who allow the bridle and reignsof god needing his help every day. Who love the power of christ's love. The voices who know no matter what they can pray to god whether its bnig or small problems. Who don't just wait till the next biug thing they need help with, who don't live life for the biggest. but for christ.

9:49 PM 
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