Ok so alot of my friends are asking me whats going on and here it is...
I was pressing charges against my father for the sexual abuse I suffered from him as a child. They recently dropped the case because the new laws statue of limitation is 30 years from when you turn 18...however since the abuse itself occurred between my age of 4 to 11 I fall under old laws and my statue of limitation is up even though I have a hand written letter from him as proof. I have previously done a confrontation all beit on the phone so I have had my closure but I just wanted to protect other kids that may fall in his path. I feel soo guilty for not having done this b4 but I just wasn't strong enough until now. I am sooo I don't know like empty feeling.  I am going to find out what the legalities are though about posting his info...then if I can I will be posting it all over the place...I mean I do have proof.  Keep your children close...I had the monster IN my house...and he was a preacher.

Jeremiah 1 17-19
 ¹⁷ “Get up and prepare for action.
      Go out and tell them everything I tell you to say.
   Do not be afraid of them,
      or I will make you look foolish in front of them.
   ¹⁸ For see, today I have made you strong
      like a fortified city that cannot be captured,
      like an iron pillar or a bronze wall.
   You will stand against the whole land—
      the kings, officials, priests, and people of Judah.
   ¹⁹ They will fight you, but they will fail.
      For I am with you, and I will take care of you.
      I, the L..ord.., have spoken!”

To all of you I've bothered and thank you for being there. The laws have changed since the abuse and the case has been dropped.  I'm not sure how I feel anout it yet. Just maybe send good thoughts my way,k?  I love ya'll.

Soooo...I've started a huge thing.  Can't say what it is yet...please pray for me I am scared, nervous, feeling overwhelmed, but know I am doing the right thing...FINALLY!  Please pray and keep the encouraging words coming and call often I need contact.  I love you all!  Oh and no John and I aren't having any problems.

My diet is working...really working.  Its been a week and I've lost 5 pounds.  I can hardly believe it.  I was beginning to think after all my body has suffered it wasn't possible but I guess it is.  I am so excited.I don't care if it was just 5 pounds thats a miracle to me.

Wednesday November 26, 2008

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Tag Now you're it Here's how you play: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (you're it) and to read your blog. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers! 1.  I fear I will never reach my goals. 2.  I hope that I never feel scared and hopeless again. 3.  I love my animals as if they were my children. 4.  I love my child more than anyone ever could imagine and more. 5.  I fear I won't be able to protect him like I should have been. 6.  I love to touch feet to feet in bed when my hubby is home. 7.  I would never want to be in the war but would love to visit the area and see where my Lord may have walked. 8.  I have an odd draw to Africa and pray I get to visit one day. 9.  I am afraid my window for adopting a little girl is fast closing. 10.  I miss having a friend nearby, and being able to call and say hey lets have a beer. As "fun" as it may be, I won't be the one to call out the 10 that should repost this.  Many of you love these things, so you'll probably post your own thing in your own time.  Still, I hope you've enjoyed reading my random truths.  Smile!!

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Ok so we are at the new location. The trip itself consisted of a blown tire and a car sick dog the entire way.  We got here on Saturday and Sunday night got word Johns dad wasn't doing well and come now to the ICU in Shreveport.  We left and arrived there about 4 AM.  All seemed ok and we were able to come home on Tuesday morning.  We sadly recieved news Wednesday morning  we were needed back in Louisiana that John's daddy had passed away.  We went down again and actually had a sad but nice family gathering at Johns brothers super nice  home in Wascom.  Then we had the funeral and they spread his ashes at his old homestead where he was born.  It was beautiful.  We finally got back sometime to our new home (rental...til we can build our home)  and try to see some symbolance of calm but then,,,snuck away to renew our marital vowes.  W stayed at a sweet little b & B in Hot Springs and the ceremony was so nice.  Afterward we got to our room to discover I had hives infact I had them so bad my abdomen was one yes one big hives by itself...nice huh,,,lol.   The next day instead of going to the hot springs bath house and getting our massage and such we got to go to an urgy care place....I got a shot.   Still hives and itchy...buuuuttt not quite as bad.  Rent a boat and a tube and call Johns sister and niece (came up to babysit Robbie) and off to the local lake we go.  Soooooo much fun!!!   A quick trip home drop off Robbie and John and whoosh....I'm off to Julie's for Rocklahoma.  Yes I still have hives.  I get lost going to her house (approx 2 hours away).   So I feel kinda out of it when I get to her house that night and oddly just want to go to sleep.  Being the awesome friend she is she sends me to bed then since we had decided not to go to the concert until the last day she left me sleeping for almost the entire nest day.  I awake late in the afternoon and guess what.......hives all gone!  I tease her and say she is Julie the hive whisperer.  So we go out to eat and to get a mani/pedi and I am cured for sure!!!!   The next day we went to like the most awesome church ever!!!   If anyone would like to visit the church online it is lifechurch.tv and then off to the concert which was awesome.  The first band we saw was UFO they were ok then Steelheart, Tesla, Ace Freeley and last Queensryche.  I had so much fun.  I think people watching was the best part.  I will definately post some pics later tomarrow they are so funny.  On the drive back I see a sign on the side of the road for Austrailian Shepherd puppies.  I went home and got the family just to go play with them and yeah guess what we brought home...  So I get back from  Tulsa and its no time before we have to celebrate Robbies birthday.  Since we are at a new place he doesn't have any friends yet so we took him to the Zoo in Tulsa. 

Well everyone I think that about sums up my absence....hey has anyone seen my hubby?  I think he went back to Iraq for a rest.  I know Rotbbie slept for 4 hours (nap) yesterday and I haven't changed from my PJs all day today.

Oh yeah also my embarq email account no longer exists so don't email me there ok.  I will have a new one by tomarrow.

I love you all and send kisses to everyone.  Again sorry I dissappeared for so long but man has things been hecktic!

Heather

Huge!!! Moving Sale! Please come!!! 120 Winter Rd in the back of the Raintree subdivision, Jacksonville, NC. Tomarrow Friday the 11th 7-12 and Saturday the 12th 7-? Ya'll come and spread the word. Thanks!

All the old bands...I can;t wait.  I told Julie we whould dress with hair and make up just like we did in the eighties.  She didn’t answer...I think it’s gonna be fun, fun, fun!!!  e are old now however...that means sunscreen, not durgs other than my hormones and anti-depressants and comfort not cute.  Wow how I’ve changed...lol.  If anyone wants to know here is the info for the concert this year!  I can’t wait!!!

2008 ROCKLAHOMA LINEUP ANNOUNCED

HOLLYWOOD, CA - The line up for 2008’s Rocklahoma was announced by Catch the Fever Music Festivals at a press conference held at the historic Whisky A Go Go in West Hollywood.

Hosted by nationally syndicated DJ and VJ Eddie Trunk, the press conference was attended by Bret Michaels, front man of Poison, all of Warrant featuring Jani Lane, along with members of Cinderella, LA Guns, Enuf Z Nuff, Beautiful Creatures, XYZ, Pretty Boy Floyd, Vain, and Lynch Mob. Trunk, who is heard nationally and on XM Satellite Radio’s channel 41 The Boneyard and is seen as the VH on VH-1 Classic, invited rock fans worldwide to attend Rocklahoma, July 10-13, 2008, at the Catch the Fever Festival grounds in Pryor Oklahoma. The press conference was broadcasted live on XM’s Boneyard Channel 41, as well as streamed on Wyldside Radio.

Over 80 bands will be performing on three giant stages over July 10 through July 13th. As announced, Rocklahoma’s initial lineup on the main stage is:

Thursday (Pre Party for those who have bought three day tickets) Bret Michaels, LA Guns featuring Tracii Guns, Enuf Z Nuff, Vain, House of Lords and Jet Boy.

Friday: XYZ, Armored Saint, Kingdom Come, Night Ranger, Extreme, and Triumph.

Saturday: Pretty Boy Floyd, Every Mother’s Nightmare, Tora Tora, Black N Blue, Trixter, Kix, Warrant featuring Jani Lane and Cinderella.

Sunday: Axe, Beautiful Creatures, Zebra, Lynch Mob, TBA, Tesla and TBA.

Additional bands on the main stage will be added in the upcoming weeks. The initial lineup and bands are subject to change as bands are added and the exact schedule is arranged.

Two side stages adjacent to the main stage feature over twenty-eight regional artists on each stage.

The Retrospect Records stage includes the following bands: Jester, Sidekixx, Pair-A-Dice, Front Runner, Tommy Had a Vision, Valor, Gypsy Blue, Whitefoxx, Blue Tiger, Wild August, Messang, Paul Shortino, Mariah, Warryor, Bad Candy, Lorraine, Nasty Nasty, Real Steel, Cuttlass, Vyper, Mass, Bad Candy, Oney, Strikeforce, Herazz, Reckless, Heartless, Ron Keel, Warryor and Alibi.

On the Tri-Label Group stage has Texas Hippie Coalition, Karnevil featuring Dario Lorina, Dirty Penny, Crooked X, Gypsy Pistoleros, Sweet FA, Banshee, Gods of Kansas, Lipstick Magazine, Pownd, Shadowside, Mindflow, Warmachine, Asphalt Valentine, Krucible featuring Lance King, and Death Riders.

Rocklahoma is the world’s largest Rock Festival of its type featuring bands from the eighties. Attendance is expected from all fifty states, every Province in Canada and every country in Europe.

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