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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Scorpio

City: womb
State: New South Wales
Country: AU
Signup Date: 10/25/2005

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 

Current mood:  impatient
Category: Writing and Poetry
My mood is erratic
untamed and dramatic

Deep as the sea and stubborn as sand
a cold rush of life as I sift through your hands

garnished with grey I am solid concrete
the dwelling you're in, the shadow in your street

The beast inside
let wild as he smiled
I'll catch it later...
or let it catch me.

 
                                                                                                 8-3-08

Currently listening:
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
Release date: 30 August, 2005
Thursday, February 14, 2008 

Current mood:  cynical
Category: Writing and Poetry

Still and sturdy
Weekend to end week
Sturdy and still



Currently listening:
The Cure - Greatest Hits
By The Cure
Release date: 13 November, 2001
Monday, December 17, 2007 

Current mood:  thirsty
I'm 1000 friends in one. I'm the brother that will never tell you. I'm the lover that won't hold you. I'm the one that you can please.

Tease me with stories that won't unfold
Share a joke that someone told
If youre troubled I'll take a load
These are the things that I can hold

I'm the madness behind reason
Mine's a line that's never told
I'm the lie behind 'I'm fine'
and in here it's always cold.
Currently listening:
XO
By Elliott Smith
Release date: 25 August, 1998
Friday, December 14, 2007 

Current mood:  listless
Category: Life

A woman has a close male friend.
This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much.
She sees him strictly as a friend.
This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way.
This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants.
But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you.
But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.


Can i get an amen?
Currently listening:
Light Grenades
By Incubus
Release date: 28 November, 2006
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Writing and Poetry
This is from a scene in the (Aussie) movie Candy.
In the scene the main actor (Heath Ledger) walks into his country house to find this story that his girl's marked down in lipstick over all the walls, and her voiceover reads as he trails along the walls.
Hard to get all of it because the dialogue repeats itself over itself, but i plundered near all of it in the end...


Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, her Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight. Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. I wanna try it your way this time. You came into my life really fast and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted. This is the business. This, is what we're after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death. And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked. And sometimes I hate you. (The sky demands a supply of desire.) Friday. I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness. (sometimes I hate you) Angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but here on earth. Fly away sun. Ha ha fucking ha you are so funny Dan. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too. I broke your head on the back of the bed, the baby, he died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was Thomas. Poor little god. His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.
Currently listening:
I Wanna Be Your Dog
By Iggy Pop
Release date: 14 November, 2006
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry
Rusty Hinge


look at Stability fly

our last harnness in the wind

how close is inevitability
when do we prepare for the strike
each day is a gift, for him it's a dream
hope is to dust as love is to like

how real is this persona
the man who haunts my thoughts
can believing change the future
will you count the battles fought

fade in, fade out
gain some strength,lose some face
hes a boy no more
Time's become a steady race

masked void, an all but hollow shell
he's Bloods last brace
scared puppy in a kennel painted valour
par below shallow grace

beside myself, behind worth
cant catch up, cant find behind
extend me an aid, hand me an arm
but you'll be in my fear-full bind

when will it end, when will it begin
make me senseless, taste my ink
I'll wait on my haunted man
as his last and only link

watch my mouth contort a Lie
just a whisper in the wind


June 3rd 2007
Currently listening:
Deja Entendu
By Brand New
Release date: 17 June, 2003
Thursday, May 03, 2007 
Roasted Witjuti Grubs
4 Witjuti grubs (frozen)
I teaspoon oil for frying
Do not let the grubs thaw or they will go limp and blackish. Warm the oil in skillet on medium heat and put in the frozen grubs. Turn the grubs often to stop them from leaking like sausages and losing their tasty content. Fry until brown and crispy.
Enjoy
Frozen grubs can also be roasted in a hot oven but toss regularly
 
Bogong Moth Toasted
Handful of bogong moths
1 teaspoon macadamia oil
Mozzarella cheese
Burrawong bread fingers
In a mortar and pestle, mash the moths to a paste onto burrawong bread fingers and grill them. The spread can burn quickly so only grill long enough to heat the moths. Top with mozzarella and place back under the griller to melt and brown the topping. Serve hot
Enjoy


For more recipes (inc Burrawong bread) visit

www.musicswapshoppe.com/information.html

Monday, March 26, 2007 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Quiz/Survey
100 SILLY QUESTIONS / 100 SILLY ANSWERS > > >


1. What time do you get up in the mornings?
before the sun.. the time doesnt matter with that

2. How many beers until you're drunk?
too many. hit me with spirits!


3. Do you like beer or hard liquor?
as above,

4. Have you ever had a one night stand?
i sleep horizontally..just a personal thing

5. How do you take your coffee?
black, up my ass.

6. Do you eat breakfast?
nope. tea.

7. Do you prefer sleeping alone?
depends who Im sharing with. They'd probably prefer I slept alone

8. Do you smoke cigarettes?
rarely.

9. Have you ever burnt your hair?
...no. why the hell would I do that?

10. Do you sleep with a pillow?
nah, women and watermelons for me

11. What were your habits as a child?
not caring. good 'ol days

12. Do you want kids?
not atm. but yea will breed later

13. Are you an only child?
nup, bro and sis

14. Do you like road trips?
if Nicks driving every trip drags out to a road trip

15. Who are your 6 best friends?
Ive got 4

16. Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
no..shower is for cleaning and making paddling pools to share with Action Man

17. Do you eat leftovers?
nah not really

18. Do you prefer being single, or in a relationship?
mm duno. ask me later

19. Are you in a relationship now?
musics my gf

20. Have you ever cheated?
no chance.

21. Have you ever been cheated on?
this question could mean someone else performing an act of sexual indication against their partner ON top of me aswell couldnt it..but no to both..as far as Im aware

22. Once a cheater, always a cheater?
depends what you did..kissings might be redeemed but hiding aces up your sleeve is another situation

23. Pajamas or naked?
friend, Im going all out with the dressing gown at the moment, but usualy Im all for souley boxers

24. What do you take when you have a headache?
cry

25. Roughing it or luxury hotel?
..whats the catch? If its something like I have to take the fatty asian man masseuse..then I want it more

26. Beach or pool?
beach so I can get out my surf look and burn

27. Would you give your number out to a stranger?
rather not

28. Ever hitchiked?
plenty. Its the only way to travel. Plus im barely employed and without a vehicle.

29. Ever picked up a hitchhiker?
yeeah..most of them dont give great head tho, and can be pretty sweaty

30. Roses or daisies?
Which one tastes better?

31. Do you consider yourself conceited?
no.. hope u like my green text skillz tho

32. Is your hair its original color ?
Its a shiney black, like my heart

33. Do you wear makeup?
only if it matches my chihuahua

34. Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
eat what? yea ill have some pizza

35. Do you believe in God?
no, sorry

36. Do you have a crush on anybody right now?
black n shiney
37. Does he/she know it?
he she doesnt exist, sory

38. What food could you absolutely never give up?
alcohol if it ever comes out in chewable form.

39.Who's your favorite cartoon?
Cartman Id say

40. What tv shows do you watch?
not many.. House..Heroes when it downloads..Scrubs. Im open to suggestions please

41. Do you think you're attractive?
depends how ugly u are. not really no (sorry, I bet youre beautiful)

42. Are you allergic to anything?
words

43. Ever had your heart broken?
not yet

44. Who was the last person to hurt you?
my concience

45. Who was the last person you hurt?
No-one I hope.

46. Do you wear socks to bed?
mm thats not a bad winter idea. Ill get some nifty ones.

47. How do you feel about breast implants?
I think Id probably regret it

48. What kind of shampoo do you use?
the one that smells nice. usualy Panteen cause im a teen. and enjoy pans

49. Have you ever been in love?
yeah def

50. Do you think love is real for young people?
nup. shush, im heaps old.

51. Have you ever loved somebody who didn't love you?
how come Michael J likes all the other kids, but not me

52. Black or white?
black

53. Say your opinion, or keep it to yourself?
opinions always out, just everything else ill hang close to

54. The snow or the sun?
huh? how do they relate.. ill go with sun, for existance reasons

55. have you ever been out of the country?
ive been out of this world

56. Where do you want to raise your family?
in my pouch (im getting a pouch after the breast implants)

57. The city life, or the quiet?
in between

58. A club, or movie night?
movies movies movies

59. Mercedes or BMW?
BMW for sons name, Mercedes if its a girl

60. Do you like to dress up?
I'm looking for a cape for my next partay (yeah partay was spelt like that purposely..yes cause Im sad)

61. How long does it take you to get ready after you get out of bed?
ready for what? if its ready to put my clothes on.. a minute or 2. have to find a reason to get up first.

62. describe your type of dude/girl ?
keep an eye out for next blog..actualy im making this a blog. but yeah next one is in the making featuring the word of Nicko aswell.

63. Do you save money or spend it?
spend it. better enjoy the now than save and suffer.

64. Do you wear a belt?
black belt, watch your ass. lol yeah, nothing special.

65. How many pairs of jeans do you have?
3. then a couple of 3quarter'uns

66. Do you want to get married in a church?
no

67. Shower in the morning or night?
both. keeps me regular

68. Is there ever a justified reason to lie?
justified is a debatable word

69. Favorite disney movie?
The Lion Kind

70. Favorite movie?
an endless libarary in the mind.. for the moment u can have Fight Club, Eurotrip, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, V For Vendetta, The Butterfly Effect, The Lion King, Crash, Lord Of The Rings, Man On Fire, The Bourne series

71. Favorite song?
atm..Brand New - Jesus Christ. All time....The Used - Sound Effects And Overdramatics.

72. Have you already met the love of your life?
noe

73. Do you think you and your best friend will still be friends in 10 years?
we'll be friends in 50. then hes getting the push.

74. Ever thought you were gay?
no, never realy

75. Are you a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.

76. Do you like being in a relationship?
do you like redundant survey questions?

77. Hats or no hats?
gangster beanie will always hold a special place in my heart when its not on my head.

78. Do you fall for people easily?
nope. sucks to be me...does it?

79. Is it hard for you to open up to people?
Ill always have Little Ted

80. Do you watch what you eat?
until it dissapears somewhere under my nose, yea i keep a fairly close eye

81. Do you believe in alternative medicine?
yeah, i think if youre youre convinced a thousand tiny pins will heal u then it will.
lol i kept the previous writers answer too cause i liked it (see below)
 
yes, nirvana cured bad hair and tight pants a while back.


82. Is this true "an eye for an eye?"
nope. I just get stabbed then cant see how I can retaliate

83. "All's fair in love and war"?
shit no..who makes these quotes. 'Do as you would be done by' is one that I like. Short and sweet

84. "True love never dies"
I concur

85. If you could change one thing about your physical appearence what would it be?
Id make the arms a bit bigger, sprout a tail and grow a pair of decent wings. considering an extra nut too, just for a spare kinda thing, but think it might get in the way.

lol, again liked the original writers response.. (below)

i would be really skinny, and i'd wear girl's pants, and grow my hair out, dye it black, flat iron it so it perfectly covers ONE EYE - but not the other one, because then nobody could see me cry... oh yeah, and i'd get a bullet belt.


86. Mom or dad?
Both treasures

87. How long have you known your best friend?
If its Nick, 6 years+

88. Whats your favorite meal of the day?
whichever one costs the most

89. Do you have any secrets?
is there a bit whale jizz in every glass of water?

90. What is your worst fear?
alone

91. Do you play hard to get?
I play my own position

92. Are you hard to get?
depends how good yor cookies are

93. Do you like the chase?
for a relationship? yea sure

94. Do you use an umbrella?
no way, nothing but rain for me

95. Night or day?
Night. im going to be nocturnal next holidays. youre invited

96. Republican or democrat?
dont give a squirrels chestnuts

97. Do you like our president?
sure, good for a laugh

98. Do you consider yourself 'nice'?
I consider myself 'complicated'

99. Name 8 things you want to do before you die:
find my girl
- find my self
- make little me's
- make at least 1000 people happy
- fix a lot of faults
- think of a good present for Alan
- train myself to an optimal level and be able to fly
- repair


100. What should you be doing right now?
trying to ponder things in a less lengthy and more beneficial manner
Currently listening:
Commit This to Memory
By Motion City Soundtrack
Release date: 07 June, 2005
Sunday, December 10, 2006 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Blogging
24th Nov marked the comemoration of mein coming of age/rites of passage/piss up time, turnin 18
here are some picos from cette night (send me more if you've gottem please)


engraved mug from my cuzins (you might have to squint to read)


Scootus O'relius aka Scoot with woman Nikki


Arthurus Maximus aka Artoosh and/or Arthur


Mitch..havnt actualy got another nic for him, but hes a legend and still growing in legendry status (keep an eye out for The International Bad Ideas Club)


(thats him too)


Dan the man and Chris in the headlock (u can see Gina and a smidgen of Andy if u hang around long enough)


lol Paul aka Bambi, i reckon he looks a lot like Bert McCracken (The Used) here.. just my vote




lol Scotty (dont!)


Lawrie expressing his emotions


before stripper..


after stripper...its baby lotion, i didnt cream my pants..


youll love this guy. this be Nick


me getting my two-step on (just while i can still stand up)


"wow, hes really good"


ParTay pie


Ryan the american (i didnt put a capital on american), myself and my woman (u can call her Gracie)


Meg aka Tincel (not posing)


ma boys..and Nick


lol Koon aka Ken


Sean my cuz and Arthur whos real built too.. Alans just there to look good


a whole pack of the Marsden crew + Arthur (theyre champs)


Seans back tat


my beautiful cuz Gemma


Scotty. Recent spokesman for Chupa-Chups


Round 1 with the cousin..i need to work on my stance


its a real complicated move..


draw.


Round 2.


I was saving energy for round 3...


look look! im on top!


still bros


Alan (his name is anal rearranged) and Nicko by fence. i just like the shot
(dont know wtf happend to Nicks eye)


Alan n Nicko sneaking off into bush..hmm


Alan n Nicko..Alan n Nicko dancing in the bush


lol..the one on the right is actualy Scoot


stripper killed the chair


c'est tout!
Currently listening:
Black Holes and Revelations
By Muse
Release date: 11 July, 2006
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 

Current mood:  awake
Category: Art and Photography
welcome friends of old, companions of present..
tuesday the 21st of november celebrated the fulfillment and rite of passage out of the school gates and into...Olympic Park i think.. Waterview Convention Centre
heres a little compilation of some aura of the night...


first to Nickos to watch the mothers try to beat the struggle that is the digital camera and take some prior-formal shots of us (if you look out for it, you can probably quite easily notice the day growing darker in their tardiness)
[myself, Grace, Nick and Scoot]






(Grace accentuates the roses, see)




our hired help to the formal






lol i was making wisecracks about the camera work.. call it karma




allmighty Alan (his name is anal if u rearange the letters) and his bonnie lass Eimy (aka heiny/heimy)


handy? Andy and his shining new lady Gina


Arthur, whos Polish, and friend to all - Rony


[I was going for a stylish shot, yea?]




Arthur wanted a shot with Erien..but realy he hasnt a got a shot in hell
(its clever,im tired)


disregarding Nicks suit, this ones just for show (ladys?)


Vincent aka Barry all sexed up


Richard aka Mr Tang slamming in on the right


bodacious babes Niky and Claire


Ken aka Koon - Taiwan treader and champion of champs


Nick and blonde of all brunettes - Khalida (looking excellent)


Will aka Wally with date and fellow Cumborian Jamie


lol bit grumpy? (alan probably touched her heimy)


little star men hugging and bucket-squating compliments of Grace


my pet - Mi Goreng aka Jazmine. prettiest pet around?


I said "heel"




aussi aussi Alex


killer krew - (left to right, back to front) Willy, Justin, Cruize, Chris, Moi, Beau aka Beauna


winner 'best dressed' (tell me u cant see why..) Elyce


I started going for action shots right about here






well it would have been an action shot..Wally's quick as a fox if u turn a camera to him


Willy scores 'the joker award'


Cruize represents 'the generosity award'


lol Clark and Margaret split tie for '
F uck
I m
G ood
 
J ust
A sk
M e
 award'


Alex Pap all over the 'bachelor of bullshit award'


Andy with the 'most memorable moment - male award' with the common memory of him driving his fist through a door-window at year 7 camp


all in all and long in short it was a top turnout and a lasting memory for myself..thanks n congrats to all my handsome/pretty, talented, suave, lolable, fun friendly friends at Cumberland High. pleasure to know the lot of yee
(and gorgeous Gracie for joining me!)



Currently listening:
How To Save A Life
By The Fray
Release date: 13 September, 2005