i'm sitting in bed. bored off my ass and watching CSI Miami. just figured i would write everyone and say i didn't drop off the face of the earth. just trying to get the money situation fixed so i can get my net back.

so yeah, its late, or should i say Early? .. late for me. its 3:48am and i haven't been to bed yet.  Thank god i have the next two days off.  Its not that im not tired.  Its just i have a head ache.  And for some odd reason, my leg is killing me. 

Tonight @ work was rather interesting. It wasn't really chaotic, although, having to close down the service desk so the construction crew can tile the floor was a bit of a hassle. So much for money orders and money grams. 

Funny thing about tonight @ work was the guy who was witnessed near the young girls clothing, with his penis hanging out, jerking away as customers walked by . One even decided she was going to snap a picture on her cell phone.  I guess he liked the fact he was doing it in a public place and people were watching him?  Sick bastard. He ended up charging out the door all the way to his car.

I dont know what the hell is going through a persons mind that makes them want to go into a public place, like walmart, and play whack 'o' mole with himself... but seriously.. dude should have been locked up. If i was a customer walking around the store with my child, and i seen that shit happening, i would have straight knocked the guy the hell out. 

next on the agenda, tomorrow (wednesday), we're going back out to king road to the apartment complex to fill out some apps and such. Wish us luck..

ciao...

i love my job.. but i need more money.  can't support a family on small paychecks. ...

I've recenty been doing some updating on Tims myspace page Giving it a whole new look and feel to go with who he truly is, a mountain man. For those who haven't seen his page yet, use this blog as a reference to find it. I know there are still many friends and family who haven't been able to find it yet. 

pretty sad when you own brother wont even talk to you. psh

About 10 years ago, I helped you and the family load the truck. Upon finishing, Had to say my goodbye. Not so much as in "goodbye" forever, But more like "goodbye" see you later. Little did i know, that 10 years after the fact, that "see you later"  just happened to be prolonged to "much much later". There is no doubt that we will see each other again.  I believe in time, we will be sitting back, playing cards, drinking beer, and causing mischeif like we have once before.  As much fun as that sounds, I wish we were able to do that before you left this world.
I can recall all the fun we've had together. Yes, we were cousins. But growing up together, and everything we have been through together, We were like brothers. Nathan felt the same way. 
After the services, Tonia told me how you used to talk about me alot.  I was touched just by those words. I knew of the impact that you had on people, but was not sure of the impact I had on you. Sometimes i wish we could go back in time to days like we had out at the lake behind the house, and do some more fishing. Or days like we had going home from work at night, racing down the highway with the windows down, yelling out a woman that we passed by. Days where we would get into arguments and moments later, gang up and aim our frustrations at someone else. Im just glad BJ was able to put up with our abuse and not retaliate. lol.
All in all, Your missed. Your loved. Not by just me. But the whole family. Your mother, father, brother, sister, Fiance, and all of my family. I wish you would have gotten to meet my daughter Emmalee. Im sure she would have loved you. Like i said, Im sure one day, we'll get to do those things again. Just all in good time.

so yeah, i get up, and end up taking Emma over to her grandmas for a little bit. When i get ready to leave there, the car wont shift out of park. wtf? yeah, im pissed right now. Damn Chevy vehicles. I just hope i have a way to work.

Ciao