'Left To Rest In Pieces"

Leave cause you aren't welcome to stay
Your presence is a cancer
Like playing the bad cop, lying straight to my face, stabbing me in the back
I can't erase what was never started in the first place
Stopping you dead in your tracks, disagree cause you know whats coming
Layed to waste, living off shit placed in front of me
Probation, placed in silence, I've fallen and theres no way up
Overbearing, stressed, and at a loss of words, nearing the brink
Dont just spit on us when we're down, its far too easy, we're too much like sheep
Falling to my knees from all the turbulence and shame you've put us through
Burdened, deadlocked in a fight between good and evil
Wasted, covered in scars, beaten in time, but still its just another lost mind
Fuck it all, we cant hesitate, dont desolate, we're all too desperate
Read between the lines, everything is put together wrong, too damn confusing
I'm everywhere at once, and the words spoken are like an army unleashed on my soul
Toxic, vicarious, another cycle of pain, the sad part is that its only just begun
No escape from the envy, jealousy, or the questioning of why I sit alone
Too late to sleep, awake around the clock thanks to a gutless, self-centered leader
I'll give you hell cause I've stop caring, you can kill me if it makes you alright
Melted, chosen for being wrong, kicked out of society for failing to breed the greed
No guilt, I throw up the mind control you try and feed us, I stand here waiting
Should I be sorry for being better than you, fuck you, take these two thumbs down
Nothing left to tackle, no feelings, no sorrow, just everything you burned to the ground
Head pounding, darkness surrounding, my voice will break through the noise
Everyones asking to be saved, mothafucker save yourself, you're broken on the inside
Stare in the mirror, sweaty palms and all, and let the blood flow down
It makes me sick, dont wanna survive alongside this weak, uneducated humanity
Fights on the lonely nights, cant do anything right, cant pretend theres an end in sight
Backed against a wall, the future is so uncertain, kinda leaves things in the air
Tension rises as we all follow each down the same road, the same fucking path
Seeing this makes me cry, wanna die, decisions I dont agree with or understand..why
I discovered that I was the side effect to all these pills
All the cheap thrills, chills and bills that came with it, I pay them with my life
All up and down my spine, a sensation I cant describe, its so frightening I'm paralyzed
Empty, everything we are begs me to betray, to pull away from the seams stitched on
Sealed in tight, pulling, eating away my last breathe
I'm fuckin spent, bruises from the swelling, all the dwelling, finished, I'm left for selling
The task to save our lives failed, I must now brace for the impact, shield myself
Backlashed, taken back, penniless from this day forward, I belong, no more thinking
Fit the muzzle, the missing piece to the puzzle, lets make friends and fuckin cuddle 

"The Inside of Me"

Look inside of me, its something you can shy away from
My past can no longer spare me from this shame
Pain is the only answer to these problems that I will never get through
Too much to handle, it's all wearing on me too thin
I will never understand the truth, so I'm better off not knowing
Standing here, I pretend that I can shield these people from the anger I feel
These feelings constantly evoke oblivion, and the wasted here and now
Destroying lives, my aspirations to do right are off the track of time
It was here for too long, and now I must pay the price
You won't find me anymore, you don't believe but I've broken away
Nothing ever goes away, this war keeps me feeding it's brutal battles
Anguished and broken, I've lost touch with reality, with grace
Created by ignorance, it's lights out, game over, I will move on again
I can't forget that my conscience is dripped in betrayal, covered in vengeance
Strained by time alone, no one can see that something is after me
Etching out my stitches, only bittersweet memories can stop the obscurity

Insecurity, nothing makes me happy, but everything makes so much sense

I fight to hide the numb sensation on my tongue, this violent side to me

Hates me, hurts me, tells me I'm no good, leaves me left for dead

Confused by everyone around me, I realize I can no longer give off strength

Frozen by fear, they live without forgivemess, swallowing their pride

Can anyone believe, do they see into my dreams

Devastated or frustrated, it's one or the other
Disappointed by uncontrolled chaos, the wreckoning rises up from the ashes
Streets set a blaze all through the midnight hour, I can no longer breathe this air
It makes me sick to see the building burn like this, what happened to judgement
In accordance with my crimes, they won't decide, so they drown out the sound
Silence in the wake of horror, no one knows what to believe
A new day may come, but with it comes more problems, we just can't win
I've given in to my fate as the demon inside of each and every one of you