I try so hard to make everyone happy and keep people smileing and i love to listen to people problems and being able to help them out but if a person doesnt trust me enough just to come up to me and tell me what there problems are or tell me if im doing something to piss them off then im not going to take the time out of my day anymore to help you.... i spend to much of my time trying to make everyong elses life around me good and when people are around me i try to keep a smile on my face and not let anyone know any of the problems i have but im done.... im done going out of the way to see if your ok... im done smile to make YOU happy.... and im done trying to be such an outgoing person.....i dont sleep at night anymore, and i dont get anytime to think about how to make my own life any better........; I tryed for to long to please everyone and it seems like every time ive just about got everyone happy another person thinks i dont take enough time out of MY life to give to them so as of NOW im DONE!

I have decided what i want to do on my 18th birthday. I know its still a little ways away (December 22). But I wanna go to Dallas on my birthday and take all my 18yr old friends with me and go to a few Raves! I love techno and was listening to it the other day and i decided to do this. So if you think you want to go and will be 18 before December 22 2008 then leave a message here.

Burning Head, Freezing Feet, Aching Stomach, Throbbing Brain, Burning Eyes, and Scratchy Throat. I hate being sick. and the worst thing of all is I really don't wanna miss school but i might have 2.....

Looks like that time of year when everyone gets so happy to see the snows back but with the heat of the road and the cold of the snow mixing you get slush. So try to drive safly so you do get hurt in whats sposed to be the most joyus time os the year!