The person I was when I was younger was simply a  person trying to be someone he was not. I always tried to please people at whatever cost to myself. In turn, I made myself bitter, lonley, and mad at the world. I took out my frustrations out on anyone I was able to take them out on. Was I wrong for that? Of corse I was. But that did'nt stop me. It does'nt stop any of us though does it. We have all done things that were wrong or just plain stupid. But we grow up and learn from our mistakes. At least most of us do. Sometimes things happen with no explanation at all. Not one person can be more upset with what I have done in my past than me. NOT ONE. I'm not who I was and I'm still not who I want to be. But I am trying harder and harder to be more like the people I admire. I will not always be successful at this endever and I know this. But I also know that People are going to think whatever they want to think. So the only thing I care about now is what I think of myself. As of now I have a long way to go before I can be happy with who I am and what I have done and what has been done to me. I have hope that I forgive and forget with out holding on for too long. So to those who think they knew me, you never did. Those of you who never got to know me, you never will.