1.) What curse word do you use the most?
fcuk

2.) Do you own an XBOX?
no

3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
online: victoria phone: angel

4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?
11:20am

5.)do you think you can dance?
oh lordy..

6.) Flip flops or sneakers?
flip flops

14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week?
no

15.) Have you ever given someone a tattoo?
no

16.) Who was the last person you called/texted?
Lex

17.) Do you think people talk behind your back?
I know they do.

18.) Did you watch cartoons as a child?
yes.

19.) Are any of your grandparents still alive?
no

21.) What movie do you know every line to?
tons of 80s films and drew films and the notebook and spy kids lol

22.) Do you own any band t-shirts?
yes

23.) What is your favorite salad dressing?
no

24.) Do you read for fun?
yes

25.) Do you cry a lot?
sometimes

27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop
both

28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
yes a tattoo

29.) What is the weather like?
Caliente

30.) Would you ever date someone with tattoos?
yes

31.) Is sex before marriage wrong?
not wrong but not for me.

32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
awhile ago

33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
atleast 6

35.) Are your days full and fast-paced?
sometimes

36.) Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
no

38.) Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
sometimes

39.) Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?
six flags

40.) Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
same sex

41.) Do you like cottage cheese?
ew no

42.) Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
tummy
43.) What was the last thing you bought?
a redbull

44.) Do you enjoy giving hugs?
depends who i'm giving it to

45) What was the last song you sang out loud?
hips dont lie

47) Which celebrity, dead or alive, would you want to have lunch with?
gia carangi

48) Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Australia

49) Have you ever been in love?
Yes

50) What's something you wish you had?
a million dollars

26 deep questions that will really tell you something about me...

1. What is more difficult for you: looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
Looking into someones eyes when I am telling them how I feel. I have a hard time expressing myself emotionally when you're looking right at me.. I can do it if the lights are off. I hate the idea of you judging me before I'm even done saying what I want to say.. and we can't help doing that, it's human nature.


2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?:
Mom + Dad + Drama + Ignorance = Angry Moment. Enough Said.


3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?
My Mom.. cause I think she's the only person who would not be able to handle it otherwise; or handle the idea of me calling someone else.


4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I would tell everyone close to me so that way if they had any regrets or anything to say to me, they could say it and not wish they had when it would be too late. I think that would be horrible for someone to have hang over them forever.


5. You can have one of the following two things: Love or Trust. Which do you choose? Why?
I'd probably choose trust. From trust, love can form but without trust you have nothing. You can trust someone and not love them.. like the police. But can you love someone you don't trust? It's pretty hard to.


6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
OMG Yes. I love animals, especially dogs. I'd jump in after him. Just don't bite me doggy, k?


7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
First of all, I would never be unfaithful. I would never do that. It's just a ridiculous concept all together. But if this had happened, I would tell him.. only because if I didn't I know it would change everything and it would come out later and cause so much grief to us both. Besides, the least I could do is be honest about it.


8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
I don't know. This is one of those situations where no matter what you say, it'll change the friendship forever. If I have the same feelings then we'd do something about it. If not, I'd like to think that we would talk and talk and talk and somehow we'd make our friendship work. I can't help how they feel but I can assure them that they mean so much to me and will love them forever in my own special way.. even if its not the way he wants.


9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Absolutely. My grandmom was amazing.. no doubt about it.


10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I think so. People have this misconception about me that I'm a bitch and stuck up and whatnot and they don't even know me. I guess it's the way I carry myself, who knows. But I'm not like that and once I got to know me, I think I would like me.


11. Does love = sex?
Yes.. for me anyway. I would never have sex with someone I didn't love completely and if I loved someone completely I'd marry them.. therefore marriage = sex. lol


12. You have been hanging out with this one person for a while and are not sure exactly how they feel about you. Do you put your heart on the line and tell them how you feel with the possibility that they might not feel the same way and change everything?
If I felt it was the right time to get my feelings out in the open, I'd do it.


13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
All the time.. and its private what was said.


14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don't love them back.. I think.


15. What do you think would be/was the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
I've become really.. independent lately. I want to travel and live on my own and finally do the grow up thing and everyone makes me feel guilty about it, which is wrong, but they all do it. I know it comes from a good place, inregards to how it'll effect my mom, and I guess that's the hardest thing for me to give up.. living here.


16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
I tell James I love him everyday at work. He's my "bestfriend" hehe.


17. How would you feel if the person who posted this before you told you that they liked you? What would your reaction be? Would you choose to go on a date and see where it leads, or would you tell them you'd rather just be friends?
It would be weird considering he likes boys?! lmfao.


18. Imagine it is a dark night and you are alone. It is raining outside and you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
Kevin. :)


19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Yes. If he had money it would not make his life worth more.


20. If you had a choice between moving to a city where there was absolutely nothing for you but the guy/girl you were with (or want to be with), or moving to a city where you had everything you wanted in life, minus him/her, which would you choose?
lol @ this being my current situation. I DON'T KNOW!!!


21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn, that you don't know, as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?
Probably the newborn.. only because if it came to that my grandmom would tell me to and that would be enough for me. And then that baby better grow up to cure AIDS or something lol


22. Are you old fashioned?
Very much so.


23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
I'm always nice. I'm the least greedy person and that's why I'm always broke. *kicks Jon*


24. Which would you choose: true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
This is lame because if it's true love then they wouldn't break your heart.


25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
For my mom to be healthy again and to just be able to figure things out.


26. If you and your spouse found out that there is a possibility of death during child labor but there is still a possibilty that both the mother and baby would survive what would you decide to do?
Have the baby. But I would take all the precautions. I'd also adopt sometime before giving birth.

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: yes.
2. are you happy: depends when you ask me.
3. are you talking to anyone right now: nope
4. are you bored: not really.. more like simply content.
5. are you chinese: no, but I probably love chinese food more than any chinese person
6. are you irish: no, but a lot of people think I look Irish.
7. are you french: Nope.
8. are you Italian: No.
9. are your parents still married: They were never married.
10. do you like love someone right now:

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show: CANCELLED: Buffy, Dark Angel, Everwood, SFU, Dead Like Me CURRENT: Grey's Anatomy, Lost, OC, OTH, L Word
2. flower: not sure.
3. color: black, white, gray, pink
4. sport: wrestling.. hulk hogan will always be my hero.
5. mall: Franklin Mills
6. music: eminem, ashlee simpson, natalie imbruglia, fiona apple, garbage, creed, 3 doors down, smittin, marla sokoloff, xtina, etc.
7. food: anything puertorican and i love chinese food.
8. season: spring.
9. animal: dog, seals, dolphins, sea lions
10. state: not sure

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Bensalem, PA
2. hair color: natural: brown and light brown, currently: blonde
3. hair length: shoulder length
4. height: 5'3".. petite.
5. eye color: green
6. shoe size: a girl never tells
7. mood: OK
8. orientation: Straight
9. available?: Happily Taken
10. left/right: right

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: yes
2. do you believe in love: Yes
3. why did your last relationship fail: Because all relationships have to fail so you can find the right one, duh. It's a process.
4. have you ever been heartbroken: No.
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: Yes.
6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: Yes
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: Yes
8. are you afraid of commitment: No.
9. have you ever kissed someone you liked: Yes
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: Not sure? hmm.

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: Love
2. hard liquor or beer: umm.. toasted almond? lol
3. night or day: Night
4. one night stands or relationships: Relationships. one night stands are icky.
5. television or internet: Internet
6. pepsi or coke: Pepsi
7. wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night in.
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures: black and white pictures .. are you kidding me? your asking morticia addams here. lol
9. phone or in person: Both
10. aim or myspace: Both

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out: No
2. have you ever skinny dipped: No
3. have you ever done something you regret: Everyone has.
4. have you ever bungee jumped: No
5. have you ever been on a house boat: No
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Yes
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt? Yes.
8. have you ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: No.
9. have you ever kissed in the rain: Yes.
10. have you ever had a hang over?: Not really, no. I just giggle a lot.

LAST
1. Friend you saw: Angel
2. Talked to on the phone: Kevin
3. Text: Nemo
4. Message over MySpace: I dunno.
5. Instant message: Victoria

TODAY
1. Wearing: PJs
2. Was today better than yesterday?: not sure, it just started. I have class tonight so probably not.

TOMORROW
1. Is: the future.
2. Got any plans: i don't think so

FAVORITE
1. Number: 7 and 28
2. Color: black, gray, white, pink
3. Season: spring

CURRENTLY
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: bored.
3. Wanting: ;)
4. In a relationship: yes

Q's AND A's
Q: what was the 1st thing you did this morrning?
took the dogs out

Q: Last thing you ate:
crackers

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
yes

Q: What's annoying you right now?
too many things

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
world trade center

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
yes

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
yes

Q: Do you think that that person is thinking of you too?
i think so

Q: Where is the last place you went?
to work

Q: Do you smile often?:
not sure. do i?

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yes

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
yes

Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
in my bed.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
gray

Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
girl

Q: When was the last time you cried?
no comment

Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
"eww school tommorow"

Q: What are you about to do?
get a drink.

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
yes

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10
5 and sometimes a 7

1. Who is the last person you high-fived?
A 6 year old at work. woohoo Bryanna.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
omg, are you kidding? I'd like fall on a warhead or walk into my own "bootytrap". ah, goonies flashback:
Stef: Data where are you going?
.. I'm setting booty traps.
Stef: You mean booby traps?
.. THATS WHAT I SAID! BOOBY TRAPS! God. These Guys!  

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nope

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Yes. Don't tell.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
umm, no.

6. How many times have you been engaged?
Like 6.

7. How fast can you type?
Faster than you :P

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
No.. I love when it's dark.

9. Eye color?
I have green eyes. They are freaky. They are cat eyes and also very fashionable as they change with what I wear.

10. What's your favorite alcoholic beverage?
Toasted Almond is the best...esp the ones at Dave & Busters :)

11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
When I was in Australia.. bless the spa.

12. Do you knock on wood?
not unless I want to look like an idiot

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
No.. but I might get a diet ginger ale in a minute. <3

14. Do you think you're attractive?
I do. *nod*

15. Can you hoola hoop?
nope. I suck.

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
Very good at keeping secrets.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
my two front teeth? umm.. no, way too easy. a trip.

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
he's my bestfriend. thugs 4 life.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
I think so.

20. Who wrote the book of love?
no one.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
Yes but then it flew away.

22. Do you sing?
not unless you want me to break your windows. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lalalalalala.

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
no.

24. How many people are on your cellular contact list?
I don't know. I flushed my phone. *cries*

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
No but now I will.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
WORK, WORK, WORK

27. Can you juggle?
Nope. The balls just hit me in the head.

28. Missing someone now?
Yes..

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
Yesterday.

30. When was the last time someone told you that?
Yesterday.

31. How are you feeling today?
I'm indifferent today.

32. Are you black?
Nope, just puertorican. l a t i n a.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
Nope.. I'm a nerd, I know. I can't even tell you what the ISS room looked like inside. lmfao.

34. What are you looking forward to?
Moving out.

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes, all the time.

36. Have you ever eaten dog food?
Not to my recollection.

37. What do you think of Paris Hilton?
Ewwww. She's icky.

38. Can you handle the truth?
Of course.

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
I do not like green eggs and ham. I will not eat them in a house. I will not eat them with a mouse.

40. What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
Milk, Some diet carbonated Beverage, Yogurt

41. Any cool scars?
One on my elbow from when I was a kid from breaking my arm.. umm.. lots of small stiches scars on my forehead and under my chin, one where my eyebrow piercing once lived.

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone....?
Yeah of course.

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
two of my own, but only if the first one is really quiet lol I also want to adopt one.

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
I pick my nose, obviously.

45. Do you hate it when people say they're going to call you, or call you back, and don't?
I'm a girl, ofcourse.

46. Do you talk to yourself?
All the time. I'm my best company. lol

47. Do you like dancing?
I have to be in the mood for it.

48. What does your dream house entail?
atleast 4 rooms ultimately cause 1 can be an in-law suit or guest room because I love having friends and family over. Umm.. black cabinets and black themed linolium floors. I love black. Every froom will be black and a nice color. It will be my pattern throughout. OMG, they will tease my kids and call us the Adams Family. lol

49. What do you think of Kelly Clarkson?
In the begining I never really cared much for her. It had  a lot to do with the whole AI hoobla and then eventually I got into her and now I love her in a God-like manner.

50. Do you have a pet? If so, what's their name?
Yes, Chyna is my baby. She's a yorkie. We've had her since she was 3 months old. We also have Princess who is my devil. She's a pekeneese and we've had her since she was 9 months old.

51. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Kevin

52. Where is your phone?
Near me.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
Crackers.

54. What is (are) your favorite color(s)?
Black, Pink, White, Gray, and Yellow.. fuck, I like them all.

55. What is the last movie you watched?
World Trade Center. tear.

56. What song do you currently hear?
None.

57. Are you currently suffering from a broken heart?
No

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list?
No

59. Do you still have anything from your last relationship?
No

60. What do you really want?
Success in everything I do.

    I started writing again. :) hehe. I can't stop giggling like a 12 year old girl.

[1] What is your middle name:
Rose

[2] what colour is your mailbox:
green

[3] last person you kissed:
Kevin :)

[4] Have you ever hit a deer:
nope, but I've thought about it?

[5] Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
not really

[6] Do you get the paper delivered to your house in the morning:
no, we're cheap and ignorant about what goes on in the world lol

[7] Who checks the mail in your house?
my dad

[8] how many tv's are in your house?
4

[9] Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you:
my ringtone is swimming with the fishes

[10] What do you do first in the morning?
talk to Kevin

[11] What brand is your printer?
HP

[12] Do you enjoy fighting with people?
well.. I'm really good at it.

[13] Is your hair naturally straight or curly:
curly

[14] Who was your kindergarten teacher:
Mrs Weiner, swear to god.

[16] Are you taller than your mother:
Yup.

[17] Do you have a favourite word:
Yes

[18] Are you good?
No, I'm great.

[19] What do you do to get over a broken heart?
Yell at everyone lol

[20] Do you have a deep dark secret:
Yes

[21] Drink of choice:
Anything carbonated is my friend.

[22] Do you enjoy writing in coloured pens?
Yeah I love to sing happy songs too. Maybe I should go back to kindergarten.

[23] Does anything hurt on your body right now?
Yes.

[24] Do you often cry during movies:?
Yes.

[25] Do you hate your life:?
Sometimes.

[26] Do you get mad easily:
No..Yes.. depends who you ask.

[27] Do you drink to get drunk:
No.

[28] What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who show-off and try and think like they are so superior and they aren't because I am.

[30] Do any of your friends have kids?
Yes.

[34] Do you have any friends:
Yes, they are little green men named Pea and Pods. Little PeaPea is my favorite.

[35] Do you have any mean friends:
Yes.

[36] What is the ugliest colour in your opinion:
Red.

[37] Have you ever liked someone who all your friends couldn't stand?
Uhuh uhuh.

[38] Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff:
Yep.

[39] Have you ever been fired from a job:
No.

[40] What year was your house built?
I don't know, but Joe built it and he's 92 now.

[41] When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed:
Not sure.

[42] What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing right now?
Jessica Simpson.

[43] How tall are you:
5'3

[44] What is the closest green object:
My Eyes.

[45] What is on your feet:
Nothing but doggy saliva. MmmMm..

[46] Do you always wear underwear?
Yes. It's become a dirty habit.

[47] Where's 47?
It's after 46 dumbdumb.

[48] Do you want to have kids?:
Yes.

[49] Where's 49?
OMg, it's after 48 dumbdumb.

[50] Who is the last person you would expect to be gay (Out of your friends)?
Nothing surprises me anymore.

[51] Do you know how to draw?:
Yes, pencil - hand - paper.

[52] What is your mothers maiden name?:
LikeIwouldtellyou.

[53] Stupidest movie you ever saw:
Donnie Darko. I hate that movie with a passion. lol

[54] Do you collect comic books:
No.

[55] Do you look like your dad?
No.

[56] Do you have any TV shows on DVD:
Yes.

[57] Are you wearing makeup:
Yes.

[58] Do you have a tattoo:
Yes,

[60] You win the lottery you:
buy a big house and furniture and live the fairytale

[61] How many pairs of underwear do you have:
Enough?

[62] Is there something you want to tell someone, but you haven't?
Hm, dunno.

[63] Who is your hero?
Hulk Hogan. He's the maaaaaan lol

[64] Who'd you last IM
Aaron

[65.] Do you work a lot of hours?
No but they are long enough

[67] Who was the last person that called you?
Kevin

[68] Is there anything you regret?
Yes, no, I don't know.

[69] Do you know where your family name originated from?
Yes.

[70] Is there any animal that creeps you out?
Yes, bugs. Big fat hairy bugs and rats and just ugly animals lol

1.) What curse word do you use the most?
fcuk.. just like that. lol

2.) Do you own an XBOX?
no

3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
umm.. one of my cousins or Victoria

4.) What time is your alarm clock set for?
11:00am

5.) What color is your room?
grey, black, white

6.) Flip flops or sneakers?
flip flops

7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
take the picture

8.) What was the last movie you watched?
world trade center

9.) Do any of your friends have children?
yes

10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yes

11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
yes

12.) What CD is currently in your CD player?
a burned one

13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
regular

15.) Have you ever given someone a tattoo?
no one is that crazy

16.) Who was the last person you called/texted?
Victoria

17.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
I'm sure of it. I provide gossip for the small-minded internet freaks. yay. lol

18.) Did you watch cartoons as a kid?
ofcourse. EARTH. FIRE. WIND. WATER. HEART. WHEN YOUR POWERS COMBINE, I AM CAPTAIN PLANET. GOOOOOO PLANET! lol yes, I'm a goob.

20.) Are you shy around the opposite sex?
I can be, I guess?

21.) What movie do you know every line to?
too many

22.) Do you own any band t-shirts?
yup

23.) What is your favorite salad dressing?
I don't like dressings.

24.) Do you read for fun?
ofcourse

25.) Do you cry a lot?
define a lot

27.) Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
desktop computer

28.) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
yes a tattoo

29.) What is the weather like?
hot

30.) Would you ever date someone with tattoo?
yes

31) Is sex before marriage wrong?
not wrong but also not my personal belief

32.) When was the last time you slept on the floor?
can't remember

33.) How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
like 7

35.) Are your days full and fast-paced?
not at the moment no, they will be when school starts

36.) Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
nope

38.) Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
not really

39.) Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?
yes, I live near six flags

40.) Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
i don't know, it's not really about that, it's about what kind of person they are

41.) Do you like cottage cheese?
ewwww

42.) Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
I sleep on my tummy

43.) Have you ever bid on something from ebay?
yes. addicted. to. ebay.

44.) Do you enjoy giving hugs?
yes!!

45) What was the last song you sang out loud?
"summer lovin" from Grease. lmfao.

46) What is your favorite TV show?
currently: grey's anatomy, lost, oc, l word, OTH
cancelled: everwood, buffy, dark angel

47) Which celebrity dead or alive would you want to have lunch with?
drew barrymore

48) Who are you talking to right now?
no one

49) Pirates or ninjas?
both

50) What's one thing you wish you had?
too many things

I think I need to go back to writing.. back to a time where things in life made some sort of sense to me.. when the future seemed clear and full of endless possibilities. Writing did that for me. It provided me with an odd sense of clarity and insanity.