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Christopher Stoute


Last Updated: 12/22/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Taurus

City: Monsters Inc.
State: New Mexico
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/8/2005

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
Now is this what it come down to betrayal. To the ones you love. Confused to believe that life really doesn't matter and know how destruction binds the hand of chaos,powers at be in witch and both leads me to think we are here to just be as beings. Only memories attached to emotions can really be set. So for the record im sorry for being so blind I have been walking into walls. Im sorry for being so easily tricked. As if a hat and a rabbit were that entertaining looking at illusions made to just be a fool. Fools are these individuals who are made to believe that gimmicks are just lies. Gimmicks are just inside jokes made to sell. I've been selling and telling you that the end is near. Lets pray. To let jesus in, in our worst forms. Ever loving, lost due to illusions that others were made to believe see me as him.see me as a guide to feeling better as the days progress. Sessions of abuse the abuse gets worse and content more explicit. These leads to the worst ever before the best leading the habits unhatched. For all too continue. Can only lead to one conclusion. For one mauled perception to look will never be just to see. To touch will also never be to feel. To hear will only be the only answer a question that then was never asked. In this case im bought on the topic trashed the receipt. I am now. I am will to wait. I am found to escape. Now shall we proceed. Scheduled to be here waiting programed. As in this code gave verbally but only subliminal. Just to give hint and sub create a idea. that can only exist if I had also. Run quick cause there coming there coming and found out bullets shot fired thru metal beared calibered. Gun sling. Techniques. Cruelty is only gave to the sane others see beauty in a beast. Roars. Are heading closer now what that means. Dignity fakes through distinctive soars. Crys come out in inpurities of the skin. Like as if there were mercy. Distinguishable signs lead to mistakes made still mostly confused on the fact that any god in another perspective could never of caught that hint. Or whatever you wanna call it. To me I have never been to the prom and danced with a devil. Knowing it. Does this make you weak. Will weeps actually seap through throw the seams of the the invincible and breathing. Of course. But just to warn. He still as in he who shall not be named. Has surfaced. Just as summoned fashionable late for arrival. Enters the room armed and dangerous you have made eye contact mortals shake at the sight, immortals pray at his feet. For the sake of the sacrifice made tonight. Deals were cut loses were handled. Now its time for the show.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
Look at what the fuck you have done ruined its sanctity, just constrained to are boundaries. Despised on how you went through with this, revenge is a route we all should avoid. Desperate dillusions disease my concept, so a discussion could only capture us dead.

you told us you move mountains you told us that the sun is in your hands, full of lies, full of lies.

 faith only decides
 fakes hardly see lines.
 What ill seek ill will find.
 
Full of lies full of lies. You shall only decide.

 The name in vain but isn't how you rely.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
It was taking all the you hated through fate to make a wrapped steel endiaaying to shay, is all that gave making this, making shit. Lost grip aflecting monsters. Mountains I climb to be alone I froze to write what is spoke. Look at fractions a problem to solve only maked. This seasoning shaked over what is consumed just to be edible. I apologize for changing how you think about all of this. I just speak what I believe is real,True, and exists. Take what you'l buy believe all lies. And break every promise. For I have wished on every shooting star and even tried to pull excaliber. Failed at all. I just went fore every opportunity to change fate. Can you blame me? Will you except me? Do I care? Will I change? Can I change? Look down in shame.Dark smile, to a sacrifice made.A secret kept a lie lost, a soul found Always back to square one, Have I retraced my steps?...but I closely listen..

...should I repeat one more god damn word? 
.....should I say anything? 
To make you feel comfortable, when as is this lisp its quality in our design 
.....Should we take steps close with out breaking a stride. 
....I should see.. a answer due to past expirements.

The line thinner than the fine.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
I guess I finally realized the root to the problem, through a photo I sympathized, caught in a corner, just like I did you see it, a mirror always shows and a memory never fades, but comes back to let you know, in the end it will be up to you not up to me, make the decision and change, push to tame the lion in the cage, to say little did you know a beast will escape, hiding all fear in its mane.

Do you wanna go towards the light. Just judge on went wrong, with your thoughts, knowing what's wrong, then just fought, just thinking a day, paid the debt. If only a hint just never set. I won't be the bearer of bad news, held on pillow carried up the eisle. I am the start of it all. I was the one with the charm, took this bind in its stainless steel form. Trapped in the corner so we went for the norm.

I only seeked to sought you, the thought of a day lead me through. Can I await this moment out, can I find fakes streaming loaded up to, share a cropped image of us, I always knew I've hoped to high, a heart on my sleeve, somehow covered the eyes, so I find myself 
making ways around how I've always felt, her insecurities wrapped waist deep around a belt.


Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
Finally finding where u walk is not as easy as looking. Through games a code is ways lurking. I've finally past t 
he point that I never thought would be. Saw the last ending triumph to only retreat. I am once and accepting what's coming of us. No arguments, no fuss, guns pointed, arms up. I try not remember neither nor forget words. the promises where wrote pages were torn. But now reading in library of fiction. No novel here was never a true description. Just instead interpretations of the looking glass labels life being. So with that in the equasion, let me ask you who's words do you trust. Who's story do you believe. Knowing individual are beings. Sponges that easily soak. bricks that are easily apart and built around a blueprint of a wall.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
don't know who to blame, all I know is that its stained my hands, how ashamed I feel, here is my last chance,a concinquence is why I can't admit, truth comes forward the victim meets the suspect, all clues lead to hard evidence. Non fiction, like you have guessed once on this path, walking on it is not as hard you think, so lets go on the meaning we all spoke,money where your mouth is, can only spend it choked, a victim? Fuck that. a premeditated intent.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
Cant tell witch side of the story that im aiming to portray, ill I ever know its hard relate, just ignore the screams, say its just games, you know your ok. 
Are you really?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 
As tables are turned now. Our backs against these walls they only facts have ounces of fear beside where we talk. At last set sail. No breach can receive us back. I turned and smiled a message too discreet. Now this time I've thought eye convinced. Endure more gross unhealthy products grows closer to death my name glissens a glare on rock gold plated. on her's poison she calls lips. Did I ever mention her name?
Friday, August 07, 2009 
Givin' a fuck less about your fucking feelings,
this feeling is mutual.

shut the fuck up and don't fuckin' run
what i'm about to you, should be kinda fun

no no no that was a joke come back
i love you, yea baby did i mean that
yes  yes yes no i have your hand
now turn around so i can stab you in the back

die you damn b die!
turn around so i can look in your eyes.

ha ha i bet you know why im smiling
so should i explain 
fact is that you never knew, or asked
fantasy forged life aspect
and you walked around masked
 
Back and forth, arguments like you deserve to win,
what the fuck should i do wit' you.

i hate you, yes yes i would probably straggle you
i cant disgust, the fuss. and what you do

do to you, what i did to her.
homicidal rituals that i did to her,and her, and her..
a mental psycho half-past pass no remorse

Im Fuckin' bobbin for apples
your asshole
bitch whore
no hope


maniac whore
ever deserves and odd posture
from back here you look like a monster
smell like one the same

quit hiding under me bed
when you rather prefer the closet
i came across this once again 
i blame myself because of you


as i shine light upon her soul.

best part, round 29!

i yell at you, you yell at me 
not saying anything true




Thursday, June 04, 2009 
Do what let thee, and tried through unthrilled we have witnessed the beast as himself. Alsmost as if what you seen was too hard to believe the conceived at birth, thou those decease. A desolent creature endure such excellence maybe only caught until judgement arises. A ghost with in can only keep a person still,  posture is weak, the look on your mug is blank, these fucking' eyes mistake. Clearly shown are words not spoken or spoke, spik n span.