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Ceri May



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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 23
Sign: Gemini

City: London
State: East
Country: UK
Signup Date: 11/10/2005

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Monday, July 21, 2008 

Current mood:  pirate
Category: Writing and Poetry

Often I see it through a window,

A thing broken

Collapsing through the floor,

I think,

that is all I used to

know of god-

first hidden then

too far to touch.

 

I invented a spell

for the recognition

of myself by the holy:

    "Come here

      come close

      I can see you

      Hiding behind that chair,

      You're not a small child now,

      Crouched on all fours,

           Moody brat;

        You holy creature-

      Now you touch the earth,

      And the earth touches me,

      And I touch you".

 

Currently listening:
American Demo
Release date: 2008-04-15
Saturday, June 21, 2008 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Writing and Poetry
I flounder at the edges
                             of the city,
And in between conversations;
I do not know what to say,
It is a foreign language,
          odd tongues,
I bite mine,
Hide anything revealing,
I flounder
    inside my footprints,
They do not fit,
It is like avoiding falling over
                         by jumping,
It makes sense,
But you never think to do it in time.
I am a sub-plot in a short story,
B-list it's fine to lose,
I am not lost,
But
          I flounder.
Currently listening:
Third
By Portishead
Release date: 2008-04-29
Friday, February 15, 2008 

Current mood:  catalyzed
Category: Writing and Poetry
From this point of rage,
I grow upwards
Like real fire,
Not a scented candle.
At a point of cookie dough,
Sweetly, to mould
              to consume.
I am baking from
     the inside out,
Turning the most fragile parts of me
      black.
All that was most sweet is melting now
   and also
                 pouring out-
From a quiet storage space
  To somewhere
                         vast,
To say with messy
                  oozing
             fragmented              letters:
"We will hold fast to our ovens no more!".

 

Currently listening:
The Kick Inside
By Kate Bush
Release date: 14 November, 2005
Friday, February 15, 2008 

Current mood:  curious
Category: Writing and Poetry
From the coldness of rising in the morning,
When everything is still like night,
With only fading softness
And an arbritrary smile.
The only kiss is too sticky
         & too sleepy
         & too sour.
The only thought is water
        and the sinking of the moon.
Sunday, November 25, 2007 

Current mood:  lazy
Category: Writing and Poetry
Candles, she said
Will alight spontaneously
While you stand around
& talk about
The best way to heaven;
They are trying to tell you something.
 
You are so blind, she said,
You miss the light in the room
Trying to find the light in your head;
A synapse does not spark for long.
 
You won't get anywhere
With eyes like those she said.

 

Currently listening:
The Harder They Come
By Jimmy Cliff
Release date: 26 June, 2001
Monday, October 29, 2007 

Current mood:Adventurous
Category: Writing and Poetry
The worst thing he did
     Was not to hit her,
But to make her vulnerable
   with his children,
So that she could not write
    for washing babies
& testing milk upon her wrists.
 
In repeating that he loved her
She found time to live
    between suspicions,
All the while hardening
to gas from music.
 
That February, he sat
beside the last thing she
ever touched,
And with his palm pressed
     out the light.
 
Currently listening:
Mule Variations
By Tom Waits
Release date: 27 April, 1999
Friday, June 22, 2007 

Current mood:  busy
Category: Writing and Poetry
It was very dark when she
                        got home,
Very late, 
                       
'I get so damn bitter',         
        she thought, undressing.
'I get so hot and tense',
'I get so mean'.
'It gets so fast out there
           so hot and tense'.
'I am so different out there'
                  she thinks.
'I am not hot like a star,
I am boiling like trouble'.
 
'I wish I could take my
    pillows & coloured
                       pencils to work'.
Currently reading:
Cave in the Snow: Tenzin Palmo's Quest for Enlightenment
By Vicki Mackenzie
Release date: 18 September, 1999
Thursday, April 26, 2007 

Current mood:  mellow
Category: Writing and Poetry

Om, many pentagrams,

Protect my bones,

Without my flesh,

I have nothing to

     hold the

Compassion together.

Currently listening:
Just Another Diamond Day
By Vashti Bunyan
Release date: 19 October, 2004
Friday, March 02, 2007 

Current mood:  productive

She takes the magic wand

out of her pocket,

breaks it in half.

Buys bra strings that hold

down

her wings,

Straps herself in.

Falls over attempting

burlesque in the bath,

Chooses a new kind of cat food for her kitten,

More purple,

A bruised high heel,

Treads on that cat's miao,

Scratches. Bites.

Her wings are completely gone now.

Monday, February 12, 2007 

Current mood:dreamy
Category: Writing and Poetry
When you just look like a kitten,
You think
    "it is not easy for me to
                  be an eagle."
But then, it turns out you
         were an eagle
                      anyway,
Who had never seen
          herself without a
          mirror,
and so did not realise
      she had wings.
Currently listening:
Ladies of the Canyon
By Joni Mitchell
Release date: 25 October, 1990