Would that I could feel your cheek
Against my hand
Soft
That I could once more be at your side
Watching silly movies
Holding
That I could take your hand and travel
Through the darkness
Safe
That I could find new places
Children's playgrounds
Ducks
That I could call no day bad
For at its end
You.

I so sincerely love Katie.

Um...


I am eloquence. Yes.

It's as simple as that.

ADVENT CHILDREN

IS OUT ON DVD!

AND I HAVE IT!!

SORRY FOR THE SHOUTING!!!

Somebody told me that A Fish! (&) was looking for a prom date, and feeling very shallow about it. They also told me he was speaking about himself in the third person. What a loser.

Cheeeeeeeeetos. Are probably bad for you, contrary to what I've been telling everybody. So if you grow up to have some degenerative cheetos-related disease, I'm sorry laughing.

Ok then. I'm going to buckle down and ask somebody to prom. It could be you? Don't get your hopes up though, because it just might be. I wouldn't wish me on anyone.

Of the 61 comments I've got, 54 are from girls.

Ok, I know what you're thinking... well, not you in general, but a specific you. Doesn't matter. I'm counting you anyways. (This doesn't apply to most of you)

Just a thought.

Nearly every time I meet a nice girl who I'd like to go out with, she's already got a boyfriend. Huzzah for me. It's lovely to be me. /emo.

Come to think of it, Hell seems like it'd be more painful than boring. Time started: 11:53 Name: Nick Single or Taken: Single once again Gender: Male Birthday: 8/12/87 Siblings: Big Bro Eye color: Hazel Height: 6’ Innie or Outie: Adentro What are you wearing right now: Work clothes Where do you live: Juneau Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: I can make seven ------------------------------------------------------------- Who are your closest friends: Probably my oldest peeps: Gunnar, Kaleb, Ed, and Erin. Do you have a BF or GF? No longer Best place to go for a date: Someplace to hike Where is your fav place to shop: Collector’s Hideaway -------------------------------------------------------------- Favorites kind of pants: Anything pants Color: Green Number: 4 Boys Name: Magus, Kaiser Girls Name: Emily Animal: Wolf Drink: Liquid Sport(s): Soccer, Ultimate Frisbee, Skiing Football: Packers Basketball: I don’t follow basketball Hockey: Or hockey Month: April Juice: Strawberry kiwi Finger: Pinky Breakfast: Oatmeal during a camping trip Favorite cartoon character: Eathworm Jim --------------------------------------------------------------------- Have you ever... Given anyone a bath: My little cousins Bungeed: Non Made yourself throw-up: I was desperately sick Gone skinny dipping: Non Eaten a dog: I went to this ghetto Chinese restaurant once, so I’m not sure Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Yeah, but it wasn’t that bad Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Sort of Broken a bone: Non Played truth or dare: Oui Been in a physical fight: Sadly not Been in a police car: Non Been on a plane: Oui Come close to dying: Countless times Been in a sauna: Yes, and hated it Been in a hot tub: Oui Swam in the ocean: Of course Fallen asleep in school: Almost Broken someone's heart: I’ll never know Cried when someone died: For my grandfathers, and for my dog Cried in school: Non Saved AIM conversations: Eww... AIM... Saved e-mails: I never delete them... for some reason Fallen for one of your best friends? Best? No. Made out with JUST a friend? Non Used someone: Non Been cheated on?: Not likely ____________________________________________ What is... Your good luck charm: Mi espada Best song you ever heard: 3rd Plante-Modest Mouse Stupidest thing you have ever done: D’d world history when I could have easily A’d. What's your room like: Barren Last thing you said: Good night What is beside you: Fro pick Last thing u ate: Caramel corn What kind of shampoo do you use? Head & Shoulders Best thing that has happened to you this year: Flora, though it was short-lived ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Have you had... Chicken pox: Oui Sore Throat: Oui Stitches: Wisdom teeth Broken nose: Non Believe in love at first sight: Non Have picnics: Oui Like school: Sometimes What schools have you gone to: Harborview, DZ, JDHS If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: I would rather people were safe at home. Who was the last person that called you: Flora Who was the last person you slow danced with: Jane What makes you smile?: Little children crying =P --------------------------------------------------------------------- Who is the last person.... You Kissed?: Flora Broke your heart: It hasn’t yet Who told you they loved you: Flora Is your loudest friend?: Erin or Gunnar, but especially Erin AND Gunnar --------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you/Are You: Do you like filling these out: God no Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses Do you get along with your family: Yeah, when I’m doing well in school Stolen anything over $50: Non Compulsive? Could be Anorexic? Non Suicidal? Non --------------------------------------------------------------------- Final questions... What did you do yesterday: Worked, had things end with Flora Hated someone in your family: Hate? No. Gotten any awards: Many =P What car do you wish you'd have: A really nice tandem bicycle Where do you want to get married? On a mountain overlooking a plain If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? Procrastination are you a... Good driver: I’d like to think so Good Singer: God no Have a lava lamp: I wish How many remote controls are in your house: Seven Are you double jointed: Not likely What do you dream about? Darkness Last time you showered: This morning Last time you took a bath: Two days ago The last movie you saw at the theatres: Harry Potter... ugh Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: Root beer. Mud or Jell-O wrestling?: Jello Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla Skiing or Boarding: Skiing Summer or winter: Spring Silver or Gold: Silver Diamond or pearl: Diamond Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset Sprite or 7up: Fanta Orange juice or apple juice: Orange Cats or dogs: Dogs Coffee or tea: Tea Phone or in person: In person Are you oldest, middle, youngest or only child: El menor Time ending this survey: 12:16

Guess who's single again? ... Times up, It's me...

As though weightless, I sank to the ocean floor. My feet grew heavy And left my body behind Falling into the sky on leaden wings. And as I fell I pondered: Everything I held true Had come undone. Fragile reality The sands refreshed me I drank the water Only to be parched. The whisper of the tide Its waves set the moon in motion And they pushed it away With their gravity. I drifted into darkness The speed of light Motionless before me. My eyes projected Images of people Lost in lies Clinging to their own reality. I reached out to them And thus drove them away With my help. Only one stayed She was running away Towards me. Water spilled from her lips Choking her Destroying her. I reached into myself I pulled out the sand And she was revitalized. And through it all The one thing that remained The one universal truth Was friendship.

I don't really like myspace terribly much. I suppose one shan't expect to see me terribly often. But I'm still a loser nerd, so I'll keep up the Livejournal. livejournal.com/~k_rapa Cheers and cheese.