it kills me that you can date someone for so long, and in ONE instant they can turn around and say things that hurt the most. 

So... heres my thoughts on THAT.

First, FUCK YOU.  you’ll pry never read this but its easier then having to run around complaining to people. i REFUSE to do that anymore. its a joke to everyone. 

I was trying to be a civil person, a civil ex girlfriend at that.  you didnt deserve it, but im sick of being mean.  unfortunatly your still an asshole, and deserve nothing. You owe me money that i’ll never see, because thats how you do. you cheap son of a bitch. 

You drive by my house and see someone there?? WELL NO SHIT, I HAVENT BEEN WITH YOU FOR MONTHS NOW, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? i will not be miserable forever, hell i was only miserable when i was with you.  Me having someone over, DOES NOT make me a bad mom, you only say that cause u know that its those words that hurt the most and thats your objective.  Yes i know its fucked up for me to keep having boyfriends that my son gets attached to and then have them leave.  but i’ve never had bad intentions.... i cant force something that isnt there, every guy he has grown close to has been a long term boyfriend, and i dont feel like i could hide him from someone in fear of things ending badly, i wish i knew how to do it differently, but i dont. he’s part of my life.  and for the record,  the "person" you see at my house... is just my friend, and seems to enjoy hanging out with us... we actually went to the Dr. Suess movie last night.  haha, yes someone actuallly paid to take us to the movie, something your cheap ass never did.  and the night before we all sat home and played memory.  (damn i sound like a horriable parent) and if having a guy over makes me a "bad mom" or wait, what did u call it... "role model" then so be it. i just cant see it that way.  dont be jealous...

Your 17 text messages last night, were rude, mean, and thoughtless. i dont appreciate it.  you were in front of your "friend" (the same guy you talk shit about) and that all of a sudden makes you a hard ass.  FUCK YOU.

You claim i left you cause i wanted to go to the bar all the time instead.  haha.  Your stupid, i left you cause your the most unstable pyscho person in ohio.  You cry more then me. and you beg me more then a dog.  you wanna know the REAL reason we cant be together, because through everything, i’ve grown to HATE you.  everything bad you’ve done to me, i hate you for. theres no making it better.  ever.   (Not to mention you were the one that was up till 5am writing me mean texts... perhaps you have a problem your not telling anyone.  peice of shit.)

so in conclusion,

stop driving by my house, cause YES someone will pry be there.

stop calling me a bad mom, He’s first and always will be first. 

stop trying to belittle me, you robbed a pizza guy for christ sake. wtf?

stop trying to pick up the pieces after you fuck up, do shit right the first time and you’ll save alot of time

GO TO HELL.  

thanks for your time and concern.  goodbye. :)