Well, we said we would have a date and place by the end of the week and we finally got it done at the end of the week lol.
We have finally SET the date for October 17th of this year.
We will have the wedding in Andrew's mom's backyard. The place is incredible. It's amazingly fitting for us. The waterfalls, the pond, the trees, the awesome flowers that will be out, the lights....it's going to be great.
The reception will be at another location and we are in the works on that, we have the place, just need to get it booked.
We have the colors, just don't know the exact name of them. I'll get back to you on that one.
So...as far as the wedding goes. It will be family and a few close friends. Sorry that you all won't be there, but you more than likely will be invited to the reception. We just want the wedding to be intimate and small. We will film it and have lots of pictures.

Alright, well, that's the update....more to come.

I am blogging from my itouch and it is quite difficult to type with one finger. Wonder how long I can type without getting tired...here is my blog... So we just got moved into a new apartment. I love it more than I loved my place in hamlin. Our room is awesome so far. We went out the other night to shop for stuff for our room and it was a lot of fun. We spent so much money on pillows, but it has been well worth it. Kimmy is painting this awesome pic for one of our walls. I'm so amazed by it so far. She is way talented. I'm ready to be married to her already. Speaking of, only five more months, it's way too exciting. Work has been wearing me out, but I love my job. We have. Been planning a lot of events check our myspace for more info www.myspace.com/hardbackabilene I haven't been writing much, but I do have some pretty badass songs in the works. I sang them last week for Kimmy and she liked them. I hope I can find time to get them done soon. Anyways...once I get my computer working, I'll type a really long blog.

the nights fly by like shooting stars. i don't make wishes, though. instead, i feel them, every part of them. the bright color they emit as time ticks away, i use them. i paint a picture of myself drinking wine on the balcony in the night air as she walks up from behind me and wraps her arms around me. the passion burns like incense, arousing the most silent sensations of the soul. our hearts write the most heavenly symphony that beckons the cool air as a cue to surround us. the clouds stop and the stars stand still just to watch our next move. she sits across my lap and our hearts fuse together as we gaze at the moon. the motionless world turns inside our love causing the long journey of chaos to instantly halt. this painting is never going to grow old.

i fumble words like "i'm a clumsy kid holding a baby(as sung by Levi Smith)." redeemed with a coupon of what i'll define as happiness topped with a blessing like a dried cracked field waiting for rain so that it can breath. it's what i'll somewhat begin to end with instead of a period in a story book that lacks imagination or direction with no plot. he knew mine and i knew nothing, needless to say, this is how it starts. the end is not in sight and i am comfortable with that. no pillows needed. that song you can't seem to remember that's always at the tip of your tongue, i know what it is and there is nothing at the tip of my tongue other than "i love this song". it's quite obvious that i bounce with my thoughts, but i've always liked playing basetkball.

no work till wednesday. ill blog again before then.

I’m losing sleep to break their names. I’ve never realized how dangerous holding a pencil and paper can be to one’s heart. The season I thought was going to end in a hurricane, has cleared and the dark clouds have dissolved into a sweet melody performed beautifully by the birds of change and they are glorious in the bright blue sky. I gaze far beyond my faith and stand strong on a thread too thin to see and through the doubt, I stand redeemed. Our affection touches through our lips and instead of sparks flying, the stars just stop falling because there is no need for wishes or fairy tale thoughts. Reality shoots me with a bow and I’m stuck to the tree. The tree is shaped like her heart. Our hands are no longer strangers to each other, but they have welcomed each other like opposite polarities on magnets attract without hesitation and with sweet relief. Time lays to waste our uncertainty and our waste is vanished by our embracing choruses as we sing together. Those words wake me up every morning and then they lay me back to sleep at night. From crumpled pages of lyrics I can’t seem to afford by any means of payment…it all comes to down a single thought…I’ve clearly lost my heart in Abilene. 

untold.

unwritten.

unknown.

unfair.

I'm in a battle. I don't want to fight, I don't know how to win and I don't know how to surrender. I am quite literally at a crossroads. Four roads, four directions, four futures. You know what?...I DO have a feeling...my heart tells me yes, nothing is telling me no, outside or in. Do I have this figured out?  Time will tell and the battle will be lost and I, for once, will have won.

i stepped into your world knowing well i may never come out.

if i could spare some change for you i would, but i'm broke...take me as i am.

i began to write a blog, but i lost my thoughts. what you read is what you get.

goodnight...good morning....i don't know anymore.

I think it's safe to say that I'm getting back where I need to be. I'm going places I need to go and I'm doing things I need to do…it's refreshing and rewarding. I've made some huge decisions that I know will benefit my future greatly. I've hurt myself more than anyone could imagine, but that's okay, the heart heals. It's like Wolverine in X-Men…he healed when cut or shot at…so to, my heart will be do the same.

I'm having a great time working at the café and I enjoy working with everyone that I work with. Of course we have our good days and we have our bad days, but then again we are only human…it's still great.

It's amazing how timing is everything.

Have you ever met someone and the moment you've met them, you just gave a big thank you to God? I have recently and it's never happened before. I'm glad.

It's apparently Christmas time and I haven't bought one gift for anyone. Guess I should get on the ball with that and get something done.

I repent of my pursuit of America's dream.