Summer should be the time when friends hangout with friends almost everyday right? Sure. It can be like that with the majority of teens in high school. My summer has been great to say actually. I'm having a good time with my cousins that are up here for the entire month of July and 1st week of August. Man they are all great. I am also spending the little free time I can get with my friends. Even though i'm having a great summer, some of my friends are not liking everything that's going on. Even though I spend the little time I have with them when i get free time it doesnt seem to be enough. I am the middle person who doensnt have a car nor a job and everyone else I live with works. (excluding my dog Brandi) My cousins are up here for the entire month of July. While mom and Patrick (My brother) goes to work I have to stay home and watch them. When mom gets home she usually takes us to cool places and comes home and relaxes. Patrick usually isnt at home because he is at his friends house. Im pretty much trapped in a hole right? Well technically speaking yes. But because I knew this was coming, I told my friends in advance. Some people understood and I said I would call them when I was available. Some people said they understand but get mad when I tell them "no" because i'm busy. So to once again to try and help make other people happy I will rearrange schedules with mom and Patrick. This may mean changing entire plans, canceling church trips, rescheduling days  that I have already made with my cousins and many more. Just to free up time to hang out more often. Even though this will cause alot of pressure on everyone else, I end up making just a few of my friends happy but end up making the other people mad because I already told them i'd do this and do that. Technically i'm realy blowing everybody else I made plans with to free up time to hang out with other friends. That's really not cool. We schedule before making plans. We dont just say "we're doing this or we're doing that" at the very moment. You have to schedule in advance because people are busy. On the downfall, the problem I will have is retaining my position as a great and valued scheduler. I never really blow you off. If you schedule with me in advance, you are usually sure that you can hangout with me. So starting next week, I will re ararnge. I am already knocking of Wednesday night church visits for the rest of this summer to free up time.  But the question is, "How much longer can I continue to reschedule, blow off people, knock off trips, before pissing the other people off?? Hmmmm. Now i'm in a deeper hole.

Later

hey folks. i hope you guys read these on myspace. the past few days have been great. lets see. I went to see nacho libre with missy. i was supposed to go with Gary too but he didn't have a phone so we couldnt get a hold of him so i guess it was kind of like a date with me and her haha rite missy. anyway the movie was awesome. went to a party with jamarcus and that dude is freakin awesome. sux we had to share a drink lol. we were sharing bacardi. it was some powerful shit and for some reason jamarcus went berzerk and with some other guys outside and started to strip during that wind rain storm. haha it was hella funny. well bailey got hella wasted and i got drunk but i could still think clearly so i guess you call it half drunk or a buzz or watever lol. i was feeling hella weird and i tripped a few times. i spilled my drink which sucked ass. lol. well today i went to Taco bell with Gary and missy. Yea i'm pooor. i didnt have anything to spend at the mall today. we went there with Lizz and Jessica. they're hella cool lol. i saw Amy and her sister there. Amy if you read this, your sister is hella hott lol. well you are too haha. well after we spent two hours there, we went to target and played Hide N Seek and it was hella fun haha. we were there for about 4 hours. it was cool. i took some pictures of me with some glasses i was trying on at the store. i'll put them up here later lol. and after that i came home at 8 and made fried chicken, green beans, and macaroni and cheese. so yea. well i'm fixing to go now.
Later folks.