today the nurse said he might have to days left i cant believe how one day a man who would argue with you untill you were blue in the face just gave in to this sickness so fast.
one day he was up and lovin life the next day he was told you have cancer lung cancer at that then it took over him so fast sure you can only fight it so long but you really cant beat this kind of cancer the doctors told him it was gonna be fast and it was like i said the third of october he was in the park today he is laying in a bed dying. I quit smoking it was hard but watching him die of cancer is even harder. I today promise never to pick up a cig. again i love my children and i wanna try to stop something before it starts... I pray for my husband that he can handle this lose it is gonna be hard but atleast im here to help him through.