So I had this weird dream this morning when I was asleep. Charity and I were at the mall with our family (idk why our family was  there) but anyways we were walking around the mall and somehow we got seperated from our family in this gigantic mall. it was crowded and it was hard to find them. We tried searching for them but..they were nowhere to be found.  lol why we just didnt call on a cell phone I dont know.

But anyways....while we were walking I saw mehmet on the bench with is friends looking sad. I just walked past him smiling talking to charity ignoring him. In my dream he was looking at me I guess wondering why I was ignoring him though he didnt approach me.

Anyways we continued walking searching for our family and still couldnt find him through the crowds.

This one big fat guy who was dressed up in a suit who looked like a mobster or gangster came up to me and was like"This guy is just playin around and I dont like it..he thinks this is a joke." I just looked at him like "what r u talking about?"

The other guy who he is talking about just walks past him laughing. The big fat guy then pulls out a gun and is like"You think this is funny huh! this shit isnt funny."
Then he shot the guy a couple of times .
Then the fat guy ran out of the building.

Everyone in the mall panicked and started running. It was dark at night too. I ran out of the mall but could not find charity ...so I was lost by myself. All around this mall was just houses and I couldnt find hardly anyone. I was scared out of my mind , trembling and afraid.

I saw police and they were like"The male is heading ..towards the area..heading towards the area." I was walking around and then I saw these one people having a house party. I asked them if I could come in to call my parents on my cell.

I looked at my cell and saw Mehmet calling me but I ignored it and then my mom call . They both were calling around the same time. I picked it up and was like"who is this?." My mom was like"we were looking for u." Then the dream ended.

Does anyone know of a good tutorial online or something on how to trim your eyebrows effectively? When I do them they dont look as good and still thick lol.

My old roommate in college did my eyebrows once and they looked so good. Not too thin but they were neat. She used an eyebrow pencil. I forget how she did it. I dont want to go out to get my eyebrows trimmed though it wouldnt cost that much. I had a hair stylist once do my eyebrows and they did look good but not as good as how my roommate did it. Id like to know how to do it myself.

Just found this awesome work out site to share. Most of her videos are linked to youtube :). Going to try them out now

http://www.bodyrock.tv/category/workout-routines/

So im finally on season 2 of true blood :episode 2. I started on season 1 a week ago because I heard people hyping about it.  yeah I know Im slow and I just started watching it. Dont bring any spoilers in the comments pls. haha. Anyways..Im going to try to catch up with everyone else soon.

Sookie gets on my nerves. I dont know what it is about her but she really irks me.

I just tried this belly dancing exercise video

This month has went really fast. Seriously it seems like the fourth of july was not too long ago and now its almost the end of july. I honestly think this seems like the fastest month in 2009 or it just feels like it to me. Well at least its still a little light out around 9pm. I think the days start getting shorter in mid august right? I dont remember. I do know fall is in September. Cant wait to see the leaves change colors. ~pretty~, However its all gross when everything ends up ugly in winter. Snow can be pretty but it isnt pretty to drive in

I just tried this Tahitian cardio work out from youtube. got tired around part 3. it was fun. thought id share it if anyone wants to try it. I really like it. Im going to add this to my work out routine during the week.

Anona and I went to LUX for cinco de mayo. Kinda getting sick of going there lol..but it was fun and better than doing nothing. Idk it just feels good to get out after work or...after a long week of work to dance the stress away. Anyways I practically danced with this one guy the whole night. He was a pretty good dancer and I thought he was cute. most white guys cant dance lol. im sorry its true but he danced good He then asked to sit down and talk a little bit. Seems like a nice guy but when I told him I graduated college in 2006 he said,"how old r u." Im like "26 ..how old r u?." He tells me 22 O_O. HELL NAW. I dont know that is too young I think :/. Anona said "he is cute but yeah he is kind too young." lol I turn 27 june 15. I know I do not look my age at all. Guys there dont believe me when I tell them how old I am. This is normal. Most people do not believe that I am 26. Yeah I dont think I could be with someone that young. Also when it was time to leave he lit up a cigarette . ugh I hate cigs. He doesnt look 22. I thought he was 24-27. Oh well. He texted last night"It was fun tonight. Do you want to hang out sometime." Idk. There are guys around my age that go there ..but for some reason I tend to track youngins. My friend said I attract foreigns also lol. This is true. Not a bad thing but I just wish I could meet a guy real close to my age. She said maybe we s hould go down the The Valley because there are some things to do there and maybe some sophistated guys are age there.