Where have all the videos gone?? Nothing but "reality" television shows. We say that music is having a slump in sales due to lack of support and love for artists....i disagree slightly. I think it's because there isnt anywhere on television to watch or get the scoop on new music!! The corporations are trying to destroy the music industry and strip away the avenues for artists to promote their music. The upside to this is that it is now easier than ever to get music to the world via the internet...so full steam ahead. Lets take back what the corporations should have never taken in the first place.

i have FINALLY reached the end of what has turned out to be a VERY long road. I guess i technically cant use the word "end" seeing that i still have a LOOOONG way to go until i am where i want to be. My very 1st album is now finished completly. This is a project that is 5 years in the making. I took my time to make sure everything was as perfect as it could realistically be. I have grown a lot since i first began writing songs and i am now prepared for everything that should decide to make the mistake of falling onto my path. So its full-speed-ahead for me....and no looking back. Wish me luck...its time to chase a dream!!

Another night with her ghost sitting in my room...calling my name as i struggle to ignore her beautiful eyes and block out the sound of her voice. I avoid sleeping...she loves to tease me in my dreams. If i could avoid thinking, i would. She floods my brain with the constant reminder that she is no longer here. It's been over a year now...and i still melt at the mention of her name. What i wouldnt give to bring her back What do you do...when you are in love with a dead woman? 

This weekend songwriter/artist/producer XI of the North Starz will be performing, "The Sound of Music", for the poetry jam this Sunday, September 24th, 2006  at Hoop City Bar/Grill in Southfield, MI. Doors open at 9pm. Please Come out and support us.

Part of me wants to say fuck it...the rest of me cant. I try to trick myself into thinking i dont give a fuck..but i'm only being an idiot in doing so. I try to act like none of it ever happend, like it was all a dream...but my dreams are more reality than my actual life. I act like i have everything in the world...but on the inside, i'm nothing without you. So all i can do is brace myself for another day of not hearing your voice...and not seeing your face. Its back to being alone...

i still love you...

I'm sitting in the studio right now. Just got finished recording a song called "Blow." I'm gonna post it soon....but anyway...the album is almost complete. I think i'm gonna call it "Life...as i know it." Let me know what you think...o yea, i'm gonna have a ton of new photos soon because i have a photo shoot at the end of this month. Also i might get a little spot in XXL magazine...gotta keep my fingers crossed for that one. By the way....this blog was kinda pointless...unlike my usual blogs...sorry. I'll write something better 2morrow. Love yall!!!